I've always enjoyed dining at the Thirteen Brothers' House. I always feel very lively. But it's not noisy. The children are still young. All of them are lively and cute. Brother Thirteen now has five children. Three 'girl' children. Two boys. The thirteenth sister-in-law gave birth to a boy earlier this year. Named Hongtun. Chubby is especially cute. But it's still too small. So the 'nurse' mother didn't take it out. I don't see Fucha today. She gave birth to a 'girl' a few days ago. The body is not well conditioned. So it can't appear lately. I'm glad I didn't have to see her.

Thirteen sisters-in-law hurt me. Almost all of my favorite dishes are on the table. She and Brother Thirteen sat on either side of me. The purpose is to keep giving me food. So I can eat more. Truly. For almost a month. Today I ate the most. It is also the most fragrant.

After eating. The Thirteenth Master just ordered that he could be withdrawn. The three children sitting at the table crowded around me. I hugged little Gege in my 'lap'. Hongchang and his sister gathered around. I can't always remember the name of the thirteenth brother's family. I like Xiao Gege's 'breast' name very much. It's called Jia'er.

Jia Er is three years old.' Milk's voice 'milk' angrily cried out, "Auntie. Auntie", I kissed her white and chubby little face. She giggled. Hongchang asked me, "Auntie. Amma said. I won't be able to play with Brother Hongyun again. Why?"

Both the Hongchang siblings looked at me. But how do I explain to a seven-year-old, a four-year-old that Hongyun is gone? Hongyun baby. You're gone. My aunt was sad in addition to that. I have to face such a thing. HONG Yun. You tell your aunt. How to tell these children.

"Auntie. Where has Brother Hongyun gone?" Da Gege asked. I looked into her sparkling eyes. Only then did I remember that she had taken a 'Mongolian' name. It's called Saren. It means the moon.

I looked at Saren. After thinking about it, he said, "Hongyun. Went to a far, far away place."

"Is he coming back?" Hongchang asked.

I shook my head and said, "He'll never come back."

"It's just like Uncle Eighteen. Never to come back." Saren's question. It reminds me of Little Eighteen again. Yinxu is two years older than Saren. If it's still there. It's nine years old this year.

My nose is sore. But he still smiled and said to the children, "Yes. It's the same as Uncle Eighteen. I'm not coming back."

"Can I go to them, then?"

"My little Hongchang. We're final. will go to them. It's just that someone will go first. Someone will go later. But we'll all go eventually."

"Why can't we go together now?"

I 'touched' and 'touched' Hongchang's face and said, "Because we still have a lot of things to do. Wait until everything is done. We'll be able to go to them. But each of us has different things to do. You see. You have to read and practice calligraphy. After two years, you will have to practice riding and shooting, although your sister and your sister also have to read and practice calligraphy. You don't have to read as much as you do. They want to learn from the 'female' red. You don't have to learn. We all have our own very important things to do. When these things are over. We'll be able to go to them."

Hongchang pouted. Keep your head down. After a long while, he said, "Auntie. I seem to get it. I don't seem to understand. But I know. They're not coming back. We can't go to them now. Aunt. That's without us. They're so far away, so far away. Have you had a good time?"

"That's right. Are they happy?" Saren also asked.

"I don't know. But I want them to be happy."

"Auntie. Why don't you know?" Saren asked me.

I don't know how to answer. After a pause, he said, "Because I haven't gone to them yet." And they can't send letters back. So I don't know. But. I want them to be happy. I hope they're doing well." Each of us. will go a road where no one knows the bitterness and happiness. Who isn't. They're gone. At least don't get caught up in this battle anymore. And I. But he is still deep, deeper and deeper into this whirlpool.

Jia'er suddenly kissed me on the face. Leave a big saliva. She looked at me seriously and said, "Auntie doesn't cry."

I nodded: "Okay. My aunt doesn't cry."

The thirteenth sister-in-law and Guerjia side Fujin came over and took the three children. The thirteenth sister-in-law picked up Jia'er and handed it to the 'nurse' mother and said to me, "I'll go and coax Jia'er to sleep for a while. You and your thirteenth brother still go to the study to talk. I'll have the tea brought over in a moment."

"Sister-in-law, let's rest for a while. Both children are still young. Don't work too hard."

"Silly girl. I'm still worried about others. Go for it."

Sit back in the study. I asked Brother Thirteen, "How are your 'legs'?"

"The 'medicine' is very effective. It's already good. Thank you."

"Thanks for what. I'm not a doctor. You still have to pay attention. It's not good to leave anything behind."

The thirteenth brother said impatiently: "Got it. Got it. You're really. It's going to be nagging when it's like this."

"Thirteenth brother. Do you know. Sometimes. I think it's okay if Yinxu and Hongyun are gone. None of them have to be involved in these battles anymore. I can still expect them to be reborn as ordinary people in the next life. Live an ordinary and happy life. You say me. was an ordinary 'girl'. Got caught up in all of this. There is no escape. It's getting deeper and deeper." What fate is this. After all, I became such a 'girl' who calculates every day.

Brother Thirteen was silent for a while at what I said. Long. He said, "That's right. Our brothers. He was born in this battle. But you're innocent. It was swept in by force. It's just this game. It's still a game that can't be out. I know it in my heart. I've wronged you. You were original. You don't have to live like us. It's been three years. You still amaze us. Can be 'jade' ice. You've changed a lot from three years ago."

The Thirteenth Master sighed and said, "The first time I saw you. Vividly. Wearing a moon-white 'colored' riding suit. Soft satin boots. The hair is not coiled well. I picked two strands of hair with a blue 'colored' strap and tied them up. They call themselves slaves. But she didn't look like a slave at all. When you say goodbye, you feel that your head is held high. A smug smile when you teased me. Riding on a horse, hair flying in the wind. When questioned by the prince, he was like a vigilant little rabbit. The cunning of not picking 'flowers' for Huang Ama but explaining such a great truth that is quite Buddha-wise."

I also remembered the scene when I first saw each other forty-six. Smiled and said, "I remember when you thought I was crying. I'm in a hurry."

The Thirteenth Master also laughed and said, "You pretend to be too similar. I can't do anything about it. That's when I knew. Every time I see that look on your face in the future. Even if you know it's pretending. I had no choice but to compromise. But now.' Jade' ice. Look for yourself. You make people feel so distressed. You know what."

"I'm just too thin."