The door of the diagnosis room opened, and Zhu Jin sent a woman out, Bai Xianyi and Xu Zhijie were a little surprised, they didn't expect to see Fu Xiaoyun here.

"Zhijie, what are you doing when you come to see a psychiatrist, have you been in a bad mood lately?" Fu Xiaoyun's first reaction was to care.

"I'm fine, Xianyi has been having nightmares lately, I'll take her to see it." Xu Zhijie replied.

Here, Zhu Jin seemed to deliberately create an opportunity for the two of them to talk, took Bai Xianyi into the consultation room, and closed the door.

"I really envy her." Fu Xiaoyun smiled bitterly.

When will Xu Zhijie care about himself as much as he cares about Bai Xianyi.

"Now you go to find someone who is good to you to marry, start a family, and there will be people who care about you, why envy others?" Xu Zhijie sat down on the bench on the side and said solemnly.

"Find someone better to marry?" Fu Xiaoyun's expression became a little trance-like, "You also know that I have been doing psychotherapy here with Zhu Jin all these years, all because of my feelings for you. ”

"I can't give up for a long time." She shook her head.

Feelings for Xu Zhijie have become an indispensable part of her life.

"It was impossible before, but now that I have Xianyi, it's even more impossible." Xu Zhijie frowned, he has persuaded Fu Xiaoyun many times over the years, but every time it was in vain.

"I don't believe that there is something impossible in the world, you say, you and Bai Xianyi can accept me as much as possible, and I can try my best to do whatever the conditions." Fu Xiaoyun was extremely sad.

"I only like Xianyi's mother in my life, and I won't accept anyone else." Xu Zhijie emphasized again.

"But for you, I've changed a lot, haven't you noticed that I'm more and more like the white child back then?" Fu Xiaoyun looked at Xu Zhijie with humble eyes, in front of him, there was never pride at all.

"I know you don't like arrogant people, I'm really not arrogant at all now, I'm really gentle, why don't you want to give me a chance." The more she talked, the more she broke down.

"Xiaoyun, you know my temperament, just like you can't accept anyone other than me, and I can't accept anyone other than childish." Xu Zhijie was distressed and helpless.

He usually never said these sensational words, but he was afraid that if he didn't explain it, he would hurt Fu Xiaoyun.

"You can, if I try a little harder, you'll accept me." Fu Xiaoyun shook his head in disbelief, his eyes were already red.

There must still be a possibility, it must be that I haven't worked hard enough.

"Xiaoyun!" Xu Zhijie was completely out of options.

The air was quiet, neither of them spoke anymore, and Fu Xiaoyun didn't leave, as if he was waiting with Xu Zhijie for Bai Xianyi to come out together.

About half an hour later, Bai Xianyi and Zhu Jin walked out of it.

"Is Xianyi alright?" Xu Zhijie stepped forward and said with concern.

"It's okay, it's just that there have been too many things lately, and my nerves are too tense, just relax." Zhu Jin's gaze lingered on the three of them for a while, and finally sighed and did not speak again.

"It's okay, let's go, go home with Dad." Xu Zhijie was relieved, and walked to the elevator with Bai Xianyi's shoulder, but the two were blocked by Fu Xiaoyun.

"Xianyi, do you mind if I am your godmother? I'll treat you like my own daughter. Fu Xiaoyun looked at Bai Xianyi with tears in her eyes, and there was no longer the arrogance of the first meeting in her tone, full of begging.

Bai Xianyi looked at Fu Xiaoyun for a few seconds, and was a little unable to react.

"Now your father thinks highly of you, and if you can accept me, maybe he can accept me." Fu Xiaoyun explained.

"Aunt Fu, this kind of thing is barely coming, even if I agree, it's useless." Bai Xianyi suddenly felt that Fu Xiaoyun was very pitiful, and her heart was a little sad.

"It's useless." Fu Xiaoyun lowered his head and said in despair.

Bai Xianyi didn't know how to comfort her, Xu Zhijie was urging again, the father and daughter entered the elevator, Fu Xiaoyun stood on the corridor in disappointment, and it took a long time before two tears fell.

"Come on, I have done it in vain to dredge you for so long today, and you will rarely see Xu Zhijie in the future, otherwise this disease will not be cured." Zhu Jin was helpless.

"Got it." Fu Xiaoyun sat down on the bench with blank eyes, and didn't know where to go for a while.

Zhu Jin couldn't bear it, sat down beside her, and chatted with her.

Bai Xianyi and Xu Zhizhuo went to the hospital and got in the car, but Bai Xianyi still didn't come back to his senses in Fu Xiaoyun's matter.

Seeing Bai Xianyi's frowning, Xu Zhijie thought that Bai Xianyi was unhappy, buckled her seat belt, and explained, "Dad has nothing to do with her, and he will only be good to his baby daughter in the future, don't think too much." ”

Bai Xianyi shook his head, indicating that he was useless and unhappy.

"Actually, Aunt Fu is very good." Bai Xianyi couldn't help but speak for Fu Xiaoyun.

"Xiaoyun was met by my elders when I was young, but I met your mother first, if I had met her first, maybe the result would have been different." Xu Zhijie shook his head and sighed.

Bai Xianyi propped her chin and watched the scenery outside the window fly by quickly, she seemed to understand a little why Fu Xiaoyun had been unwilling for so many years.

"Dad, now that Mom is gone, you should also find someone to accompany you, Aunt Fu is very good, I will support you if you make any decision." Bai Xianyi turned his head to look at Lin Xianjie and said.

"If your mother has a spirit in heaven, she must not want you to be alone all the time."

There was silence in the carriage for a while, and Xu Zhijie's eyes were a little red, "Okay, Dad knows." ”

He didn't accompany his daughter to grow up, but her daughter had already grown up.

The car slowly drove into the gate of Xu's house, Bai Xianyi got out of the car, Yu Lian was waiting at the door, and when she saw the two coming back, she hurriedly walked over with concern.

"How's it going, are you alright?" She cared.

"It's okay, the doctor said that I'm just too tired lately, my nerves are more nervous, and it's good to rest for a while." Bai Xianyi didn't want Yu Lian to worry, so she said simply.

"I'm so sleepy, I'll go to bed first." She and Xu Zhijie greeted Bai Xianyi and walked to their bedroom alone.

Xu Zhijie and Yu Lian really thought that she was resting, so they didn't say anything more.

"Then I'll go up too, you go get busy." Yu Lian followed upstairs.

Xu Zhijie nodded, sat down in the living room alone, remembering Fu Xiaoyun's reaction before, his heart became more and more uncomfortable, and after thinking about it for a long time, he still called Zhu Jin.

"Something?" Zhu Jin's tone was not very good.

He has followed Fu Xiaoyun for so many years, and he knows better than anyone else Fu Xiaoyun's dedication to Xu Zhijie, this time Fu Xiaoyun suffered another blow, and Zhu Jin naturally favored Fu Xiaoyun.

"How is Xiaoyun doing now?" Xu Zhijie hesitated for a moment before asking.

"Do you still know that if you care about her, it won't be the sun coming out of the west?" Zhu Jin sneered, and his tone became solemn again.

"She is now severely depressed, very emotionally unstable, just cried for a while, and fell asleep at my place."

"Severe depression, how come I've never heard her say it?" Xu Zhijie's tone was a little surprised.

"When did you ever care about her?" Zhu Jin can't wait to give Xu Zhijie two blows, how ruthless is he to live up to a person's feelings like this?

"I'm sorry." Xu Zhijie lowered his eyes, and suddenly felt a little stuffy in his heart.

"What's the use of you apologizing to me, if you really feel like apologizing, be nice to her." Zhu Jin sighed, but the anger in his heart also dissipated a little.

It's just that these two people are stubborn, otherwise as long as one party compromises a little, Fu Xiaoyun would not have become what he is now.

Xu Zhijie didn't answer, he had always been cold to Fu Xiaoyun before, because he was afraid that he would give her hope, and she couldn't give up.

Maybe I'm thinking wrong?

"By the way, your daughter's psychological state has some problems, and it is not easy to deal with." Speaking of this, Zhu Jin's expression became more and more serious.

"What's wrong with her?" Xu Zhijie's heart chuckled, when he just came out of the treatment room, didn't Zhu Jin still say that Xianyi had no problem?

"Those words were said to her before, she has a very high psychological defense, I can't get anything useful at all, and at that time, I can only tell you like this in front of her." Zhu Jin said helplessly.

"Psychological defense is high?" Xu Zhijie became more and more puzzled.

It stands to reason that although Bai Xianyi has been bullied outside with Yu Lian since she was a child, she is still quite optimistic, how can she have such a strong psychological defense?

"Well, if I hadn't misdiagnosed, she had left a lot of psychological trauma, and it wasn't recent, and what happened recently is probably just a trigger for this psychological trauma." The more Zhu Jin said, the more he couldn't figure out the reason.

"It's really incomprehensible that an eighteen-year-old girl can have such a big psychological trauma, you better pay more attention to her." Zhu Jin said uneasily.

"yes, got it." Xu Zhijie nodded, inevitably feeling sorry in his heart.

In the final analysis, it was he, the father, who failed to fulfill his responsibilities.

There was a squirming sound over there, Zhu Jin seemed to be talking to someone, and said to Xu Zhijie on the phone, "Xiaoyun is awake, I want to talk to you." ”

Without waiting for Xu Zhijie to agree, Fu Xiaoyun snatched the mobile phone, "Zhijie, why are you calling, you still care about me, right?" ”

Xu Zhijie groaned for a while, paused in his mouth with the words of denial, and swallowed again.

"Rest well, adjust your emotions, and take care of yourself." He said lightly.

“…… Good. Fu Xiaoyun covered her mouth, tears falling from the corners of her eyes.

After all these years, his attitude towards himself has finally changed.

"I still have something to say, so I won't say more." Xu Zhijie heard the choking sound over there, and his heart became more and more chaotic, so he simply hung up the phone.

Fu Xiaoyun returned the phone to Zhu Jin, with a happy face.

"He just told me to get some rest, and he's caring about me?" She was delighted.

"Well, at least there has been a change, you still have to be optimistic." Zhu Jin couldn't bear to break Fu Xiaoyun's cautious joy, and just encouraged.

Because only in this way will Fu Xiaoyun live a good life.

Over the years, Xu Zhijie has only seen Fu Xiaoyun's disguised side, and he didn't know that she had already stained herself with smoking and alcohol.

"Go back and get some sleep and adjust your mood." Zhu Jin admonished.

"Okay, I got it." Fu Xiaoyun walked out of the treatment room, and when he was about to open the door, he turned to look at Zhu Jin again, "Thank you." ”

Zhu Jin shook his head with a smile.

He's just doing his part.

Bai Xian leaned upstairs, locked the door directly, his legs couldn't help but weaken, and he slid to the ground against the door behind him.

After a conversation with Zhu Jin today, she realized the reason why she had frequent nightmares recently.

She always thought that she was frightened by Mo Tianxing's death, but in fact, the scene of Mo Tianxing falling from a tall building did not scare her, but only aroused the fear of being pushed off a tall building in her previous life.

I didn't expect that incident to have such a profound impact on her, although she never remembered it, it was still deeply imprinted in the depths of her memory.

She curled up in a ball, her body trembling slightly.

In her previous life, she almost pushed Lu Qianran down, if it weren't for the man who suddenly rushed over from behind to attack her......

Bai Xianyi was almost torn apart by the painful memory, although she didn't want to admit it, she didn't want to remember that face, but that person was Mu Lingjin.

How much she wanted to deceive herself that she didn't see that man's hideous face at all, after all, it was she who loved such a man.

Why did he kill himself, why?!

A suppressed whimper came out of her throat, and Bai Xianyi tore at her scalp in pain.

She was killed so badly, and even though she was reborn, she was still tormented by those things.

So, why is the culprit still alive and well?

The nails were deeply packed into the palms, Bai Xianyi's eyes were as red as blood, she would never let go of Lu Qianran and Mu Lingjin, even if she died, she would take them to hell with her!

After solving the matter of the biological mother, it will be Lu Qianran and Mu Lingjin's turn.