Volume II, Chapter 16: White
"Click" is the sound of the door closing, without the mother's repeated admonitions, and without the mother's constant instructions, the whole room suddenly fell into a silent silence, which also made the surrounding area empty in an instant.
Nan Nan looked at the closed door, and somehow, she felt a sense of emptiness and loss in her heart. Maybe it's because of the fever and illness, Nan Nan actually feels much more fragile than usual, not just in the physical weakness, since the mother left just after a second, Nan Nan felt a deep sense of loneliness, as if it was the kind of loneliness, abandoned by others, helpless and helpless.
Nan Nan felt and felt like this, which made her keep staring at the door for a long time, and she was reluctant to look away. Her mind was no longer thinking, thinking about anything, just cloudy to perceive the loneliness and loneliness that surrounded her tightly and constantly haunted her.
It has been a long time, until Nan Nan suddenly felt a colic in his stomach, accompanied by a burning feeling, and in his stomach there was some acid water still rolling, but it was cold, this cold liquid suddenly went straight up, and when it reached Nan Nan's chest cavity it stopped, and then spread in the chest and filled it, as if it was soaked in cold water.
Nan Nan squatted down in pain, her legs bent together, she covered her stomach with both hands, buried her head fiercely, and her forehead was close to her knees. Nan Nan closed her eyes, remembering the few mouthfuls of water she had poured when she woke up, she frowned, she gritted her teeth, trembled all over, and let out a few uncomfortable and hoarse snorts from her throat.
Nan Nan felt that her stomach was lying down like swallowing a fireball, but her chest was as cold as swallowing ice ballast, and her stomach was still bubbling up with some sour water in bursts, until Nan Nan wanted to vomit it out, but they were all piled up in her chest, and she couldn't vomit it all.
After about half an hour, Nan Nan had to keep moaning quietly, and endured the pain in silence as she had done recently. It has even reached the point where his legs are numb, and his whole body is in a dense cold sweat.
Half an hour later, the pain in her stomach slowly eased, and when Nan Nan felt that her stomach no longer hurt, she relaxed her body at once, and her legs were all weak, and she fell backwards violently.
Nan Nan sat down on the ground, and suddenly opened her eyes that were closed because of stomach pain, but what she saw in the fog was the unreal white flowers, a bright one, but soon it was fleeting, and the next second appeared all the familiar furnishings and furniture at home.
Nan Nan sat on the ground, feeling a little cold from the floor, but she couldn't stand up, her legs were sore, the calf muscles of both legs were sore, and even kept shaking slightly, and from the soles of her feet to her thighs were numb, as if she was being pricked with a needle, and every pore was feeling the slightest tingling.
And Nan Nan's hands are still covering her stomach, her stomach does no longer feel pain, but it is still a little hot, but her chest no longer accumulates those cold water, and the acid water in the intestines seems to be suppressed, pressed down, and returned to the stomach.
"Yesterday, last week, two weeks ago, last month." Nan Nan looked dazed, but suddenly began to whisper, her eyes were focused, but they were misty, as if she was remembering something.
Nan Nan was calculating the number of days of her stomach pain that was so intense, and today, there were a total of five such situations, and the time interval between each arrival had gradually shortened, and the duration of each pain began to become longer, and the pain became more and more intense.
Just as she counted the days, a look of unease appeared in Nan Nan's eyes, and she put her lower lip into her mouth, and bit it a few times with her upper teeth, and then released it, and her lower lip was also attached to her upper lip again.
But soon, Nan Nan shook her head slightly, shook her head in a panic, and hid the uneasiness in her eyes.
Then, Nan Nan noticed that her legs were no longer numb, so she stood up slowly with her hands on the ground.
After Nan Nan stood firm, she subconsciously turned around, but suddenly there was no other movement, her face was full of confusion, as if she didn't know what she was going to do next.
"Ahh Suddenly, Nan Nan's nose itched, sneezed, and then shivered. Maybe it was because of the pain and a cold sweat, Nan Nan only felt that her body was colder than before, and her whole body was soaked in sweat.
It was at this time that Nan Nan realized that she was sick, and she agreed to her mother to go to the hospital for an intravenous drip.
After that, Nan Nan went to her bedroom, she entered the house, and by the light in the living room, she saw the furnishings of her room clearly, Nan Nan walked straight to the head of the bed, pressed the switch on the wall, and the room was suddenly filled with white light.
Nan Nan turned sideways, stood in front of the wall closet, pulled the baffle, and looked at the clothes hanging on the hanger, just as she was about to reach out and take off a black sweater without thinking.
Nan Nan's eyes glanced at it, but she saw that in the corner above the bottom layer of wood, there was a small cloud of bright white.
"Nannan, get better quickly, come to a bright place."
Suddenly, this sentence suddenly appeared in Nan Nan's mind, this is Nan Nan's dream, but it is only now remembered by Nan Nan, and suddenly remembered such a sentence, Nan Nan's hand stopped on the black sweater and shook it, and it was slowly put down.
In Nan Nan's mind, there was also an image of a person wearing white clothes and white pants, all white, and Nan Nan's hand involuntarily reached out to the same white on the wooden board of the wardrobe.
Nan Nan took out the crumpled clothes again, and shook them off in the air, it turned out to be a white turtleneck, the sweater was white throughout, clean and pure, without a little decoration and embellishment, just a few vertical on the surface, a raised knot next to each other, and a short circle of transparent tassels hung at the mouth of the sleeve tube.
Nan Nan doesn't remember when she bought this dress, and she rarely wears this bright color anymore, this dress looks like it has been discarded by herself for a long time, and the surface of the dress is also crumpled.
Then, Nan Nan looked at the wardrobe again, in the row of hangers where she often took clothes, there was no white pants, the pants and clothes in that row were all dark tones, and the most of them were black.
But Nan Nan didn't know what was going on, just after the image of the person in white appeared in her mind, she suddenly stopped wanting to wear those lifeless blacks, she was very, strongly wanted to wear the same white as that person.
Just after Nan Nan's search was fruitless and she couldn't see any white pants, she hurriedly opened the partition on the other side of the wardrobe as if she had suddenly thought of something, she squatted down and opened the bottom drawer in the wardrobe.
The clothes and pants in the drawer were all disorderly, haphazardly arranged, some were folded neatly, some were folded in a mess, loose, some were simply crumpled and thrown in, and some were not even willing to be together, they were directly flat or spread out.
After looking at these somewhat dazzling colors, Nan Nan couldn't help frowning, with a face that didn't want to look directly, and there was some dodging in her eyes.
But Nan Nan just patiently rummaged through, she was pulling at it with both hands, but whenever she saw a little white, she pulled it out and checked it, but all of them were clothes, no pants, and some were just the kind of shorts worn in summer.
In the end, Nan Nan still found it, it was an all-white bib pants, this bib pants were pressed at the bottom of the drawer, and it looked very wrinkled, but Nan Nan still decided to wear these pants.
She also threw it on the bed with a backhand, and then, closing the drawer, standing upright, and closing the wardrobe baffle.
Nan Nan quickly took off her pajamas, because the pajamas were plush, and her body was sweating, when Nan Nan changed out of her pajamas, she could feel a feeling that the plush was slightly torn off her skin.
Nan Nan touched the inside of her pajamas, which were already soaked with sweat, wet and slimy.
As soon as she made some movements, the waving of her body carried the flow of air, as if forming a gust of wind, almost drying the water stains on Nannan's body, and the evaporation of sweat took away some of the heat of the body, Nannan felt colder, so she hurriedly changed into the white sweater and the white suspenders.