Chapter 30: Let go of all worries

"Luoluo said he had left." Leng Yanshuo answered his question while sorting out the papers.

"Oh." Chu Xiao had long been accustomed to his whereabouts, so he didn't ask too much.

"Huh! The downstairs is full of reporters, why is there nothing upstairs? ”

"My people have arrived, and Li Chen has also given me a batch of people, and they should be handed over." Leng Yanshuo rubbed the corners of his sore eyes to relieve his tiredness.

"He was willing to give you away."

"It's also for Li Luo."

"Also, in this way, you can be more relaxed in China, and it won't be too troublesome to fight against He Shengyu."

After Chu Xiao finished speaking, he got up and stood by the window, looking at the chaotic situation downstairs.

didn't turn his head to look at Leng Yanshuo, but suddenly said to Leng Yanshuo in a particularly serious tone:

"If there is anything to tell us in the future, it's all your own people, don't carry it yourself, what's wrong with taking drugs and going to jail? It's not a sin that has to die, don't you always suppress yourself, don't you get tired for so long? ”

Leng Yanshuo looked sideways at the window, a slightly thin back was there, although Chu Xiao always had a big grin, in fact, he was still very meticulous in his heart.

This is the second person to ask him if he is tired.

"Hmm."

"Also, I think the camel's attitude towards you is okay, she didn't do much after she knew, you take advantage of this opportunity and take it early." I'm tired from looking at the ink for so many years. Chu Xiao turned around, opened the window a crack by the window, took out a delicate cigarette case from his green onion trouser pocket, and lit a cigarette.

"She was frightened at first, you don't know how terrible it was to look at me, I really wanted to die at that time." Leng Yanshuo told the scene at that time, and pointed to the cigarette in Chu Xiao's hand, Chu Xiao shook his head and said no, he continued to point, back and forth I don't know how many times.

In the end, he couldn't resist his insistence and lit one for him.

"Keep it secret, the camel knows that he has to kill me. You can't even die if I die, you know? You and Li Luo still have a lot of flowers to go, you all have to take care of it. ”

Leng Yanshuo looked at him with a smile, and sighed for a moment that this man was not in vain.

"She told me yesterday that she used to like me." Leng Yanshuo shared the good news with Chu Xiao with the intention of writing to show off.

"Really? Did she really say that? ”

Leng Yanshuo nodded, and the two men who were almost thirty laughed together, like they had just started junior high school, sharing the girl's thoughts.

"Wow, then it's easier for you to want to be together, and now the only difficulty has been solved, which is to cultivate a relationship again!"

At first, Leng Yanshuo's worry was that Li Luo couldn't accept that he had a bad past, but now that the difficulties don't exist, the future should be smooth.

"Where is it so easy, she also said that she 'once' liked 'was'." Leng Yanshuo emphasized the three words once and ever.

is also reminding himself that Li Luo has changed for him, not his previous feelings, and he should be calm.

"That's also an emotional foundation, it's better than she didn't have you in her heart!" Chu Xiao hurriedly waved his hand to express his disapproval.

"You don't have any old accounts, such as an ex-girlfriend who hasn't been cut off, right? I remember seeing a woman with you before..."

Leng Yan glanced at Chu Xiao, "What year is that year, are you mentioning it now?" I didn't plan to tell Li Luo this, you shut up as soon as possible. ”

"Isn't that different, that woman doesn't look easy to mess with, it's not the same type as a camel, you have to deal with it as soon as possible, don't misunderstand it when Li Luo comes, you don't have to wipe your nose when you cry."

"I'm not that complicated with her, OK? I've made it very clear to her that she's just the one in charge of helping me manage the organization, and we've never been together. Leng Yanshuo explained to Chu Xiao a little nervously, and threatened him not to talk nonsense in front of Li Luo.

"It's not that we haven't slept together yet...... Chu Xiao's voice was like a mosquito, talking to himself, but he was still heard by Leng Yanshuo.

"You're going to die, where did you hear that? I warn you not to talk nonsense! Leng Yanshuo pointed at Chu Xiao's eyes wide.

Chu Xiao looked at the deflated Leng Yanshuo and raised the corner of his mouth to mock him:

"I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place. I don't bother to care about you, you can handle it yourself, I'll go home and take a shower, you can recuperate. ”

After saying that, Chu Xiao left, and when he closed the door, Leng Yanshuo on the bed made a grimace.

It's better not for him to come, just now I thought he was a little touching, delusional.

As Chu Xiao left the room and returned to calm, the sound outside the window overflowed a little, but it was not very noisy.

Leng Yanshuo found her phone and clicked on the chat box with Li Luo to send her a message.

Leng Yanshuo: What are you doing?

Li Luo: Look at the sky.

Leng Yanshuo: The sky in my room is just right.

Li Luo: We're separated by a wall.

Leng Yanshuo: Come here~

Li Luo looked at this wavy line and twitched the corners of her mouth, and a cold image of a woman in a pink dress and heavy makeup came into mind, twisting her stiff but bewitching body, and walked towards her, with charming eyes, and said to her coquettishly, come here~

"Uh-huh." Li Luo suddenly felt a little disgusted, and waved his hand in the air to dispel those strange images in his mind.

Leng Yanshuo: Come on, Chu Xiao ran away after smoking without closing the window, and the air conditioner was not cold.

Li Luo: It's coming, it's coming, why are you talking so much all of a sudden...

Leng Yanshuo tidied up his hairstyle and hospital gown, and leaned on the bed waiting for her to come over.

Li Luo came in humming a little song, smelling the smoke in the house, and felt that it didn't look like Chu Xiao was smoking alone, but two.

"Are you smoking?"

Li Luo swept at Leng Yanshuo with questioning eyes, observing his reaction.

"No, he smoked two." Leng Yanshuo hurriedly waved his hand to evade his duties.

Li Luo glanced at the ashtray, looked at Leng Yanshuo in disbelief, and said, "Okay, I'll believe you this time." ”

When I came to the window, I was about to close the window and looked up at the sky, which seemed to be a little pretty.

With a smile embedded in Li Luo's face, he turned his head to Leng Yanshuo and said:

"Your clouds look better than the clouds in my room."

Leng Yanshuo smiled and shook his head helplessly, this reason is so lame, it is obvious that what he sees is the same.

Li Luo closed the window, glanced at the group of reporters downstairs, and paced back to Leng Yanshuo's bed and sat down.

"What about these journalists? It will disturb the rest of other patients. ”

Her three views are always so positive, and she will consider others first in everything.

"I've already sent someone to deal with it, and we'll be dispersed in a while."

Leng Yanshuo took Li Luo's hand again and covered her soft hand in her big hand.

He seems to be very presumptuous lately, always holding her hand, and he doesn't care if she lets him or not, but he doesn't hate it.

"So, what about the news that is not good for you? If you admit it, you will not be good for your career. ”

The girl asked, confused.

"It's all well documented, and I can't run away from it. That's it, I just compiled a personal statement and an apology, just wait for the company's public relations to be released, it doesn't matter what others think of me, it's mainly you. ”

He lowered his head, his eyelashes drooped, covering his eyes, although he said that it didn't matter, but he must have cared, otherwise he wouldn't have hidden it from everyone for so long, he must have said it a long time ago.

"I don't care, really, I don't care about your past, I'm going to try to accept a new you." Li Luo is very determined, she wants to give herself a chance to get close to him, close to him.

"Really? In the future, we will face a lot of trivial problems, there will be a lot of criticism, are you afraid? ”

He was cautious, worried about getting a negative answer.

"Don't be afraid, I'll face this with you."

Leng Yanshuo smiled happily.

He laughed a lot today, as if since he came back, he has also become much more cheerful and less dull.

Small changes are like ripples in the tranquil waters of a lake, imperceptible.

There are so many beautiful scenery waiting for me to see with my own eyes, how could I give up so easily.

Leng Yanshuo looked at the girl in front of him, holding her hand in his palm.

"Seeing the mountains is just mountains, seeing the sea is just the sea, before I met you, I didn't have a single thing to do."

The cold words and sudden love words disturbed Li Luo's heart.

"Why are you so numb..."Li Luo was a little embarrassed to avoid his affectionate gaze.

"I just hope that you can really let go, instead of secretly being sad from everyone." Li Luo raised his eyes, which had been lowered by shyness, and looked at him.

"Don't hide it."

Inside, a couple of men and women smiled at each other, putting aside some right and wrong, enjoying the peace and beauty of the moment.

Li Luo suddenly remembered the scene where he played the guitar and sang to her that night, and he couldn't help but itch.

"I'll sing you a song and see if I have the potential to be the best female singer, how about it?"

The girl jumped up from the bed, stood by the window, cleared her throat, and stood in the pose of a singer.

A crisp and melodious singing voice overflowed from her pink lips:

"It's a simple song

Nothing unique

Try to substitute for my thoughts

It's so childish

Like a naughty child

What a ridiculous heart

I'm still holding on

Who can see through my eyes

So that I can no longer be blind

I want to remember what you look like

Like a fish remembers the embrace of water

Like clouds docked in the sky

The night is coming

The warmth of the sun will not be forgotten

I'm going to forget what you look like

Like a fish forgetting the taste of the sea

Let go of all dreams and worries

But I can't let go of the begging of memories

What a ridiculous heart

I'm still holding on

Who can see through my eyes

So that I can no longer be blind

Remember what you look like

Like a fish remembers the embrace of water

Like clouds docked in the sky

The night is coming

The warmth of the sun will not be forgotten

I'm going to forget what you look like

Like a fish forgetting the taste of the sea

Let go of all dreams and worries

But I can't let go of the begging of memories

It's just me."

It was like a fish that night, and Leng Yanshuo sang to her like a fish.

This is a simple song, the lyrics are simple and straightforward but full of deep meaning, and Li Luo has a soft spot for this song for some reason, as if he is singing himself.

Once upon a time they were themselves, and now they are them.

She gave it back to him in this way, telling him that with me, don't be afraid of the gossip outside, and it's like when she was a child, but the person who guards it has become Li Luo.

Actually, we are all the same, dual personalities, irritable and gentle, depressed and outgoing, cold and enthusiastic, depraved and aggressive, lost and sober, with an unknown side.

It's just that there are different ways to face different people.

It's not that there are inconsistencies, but there are too many helplessness, everyone has a sad past, and everyone has a different way of doing things.

Leng Yanshuo looked at Li Luo, who was standing by the window, and listened to the lingering singing, bringing his thoughts back to the scene he had just come back to.

That day, she was still by His Shengyu's side, and she almost became his wife.

Now, she stood in front of her and sang, and said happily to him, I will guard you in the future.

He sighed a little about fate, and was stunned to change the role that should have been the second male protagonist to the male protagonist.

Whether she will become the only male protagonist in her life, although it is unknown, at least now she belongs to him.

Maybe they are still fateful, otherwise God would not let them meet again.

After the song ended, the girl didn't feel tired after singing, but jumped back to the bed, sat cross-legged, and nervously asked him if he was out of tune, if it sounded, and if it was the best female singer he had ever seen.

"Yes, my debut must be the hottest and best artist."