Yun Dai's mood at the moment is really difficult to describe in words.

So many days of anticipation were knocked into the dust in an instant.

traveled thousands of miles to Junshan in person, and tried his best to invite Mingmin back. As a result, it only confirmed once again that Zhao Yuanjing's physical condition was indeed getting worse.

Her tears flowed.

Zhao Yuanjing sighed: "Don't cry, okay, I feel really uncomfortable when I see you crying." It's all to blame, I didn't think there was anything unusual at the beginning, so I didn't take it seriously. Who knows......"

"Didn't you listen to Mingmin, mainly because of the poison you had since you were a child, it had already damaged your body, even if there was no later incident, it would be ......"

Yun Dai couldn't say it anymore, so she cried in his arms.

Zhao Yuanjing held her face, saw that her face was full of tears, felt out the veil, gently wiped her, and whispered: "In this way, it is my life." It's wrong that I shouldn't have provoked you in the first place. I'm going to make you a little widow in the future. ”

He wanted to make her laugh, but her tears fell faster and more urgently.

"You...... As I said, I won't be left alone. ”

"If I break my promise, you will be beaten and angry."

"What's the use of that?"

"Ten years is still a long time, look at you crying, as if I can't do it." Zhao Yuanjing said with a smile, "From today on, don't leave my side for half a step, we will always be together." ”

He spoke softly and comforted him for a long time before the tears of the woman in front of him stopped.

Yun Dai's emotions slowly calmed down.

The reason why she collapsed was also because the gap in her heart was too big, and she couldn't accept it for a while.

Thinking about it carefully, when Ouyang asserted that Zhao Yuanjing could only live for three or five years, didn't she accept it.

If it weren't for Leng Rushuang's words, she wouldn't have had such great hopes for Ming Min.

It's good to have five more years.

"Maybe I shouldn't expect too much." She leaned on Zhao Yuanjing's shoulder and whispered, "God doesn't allow a person to live too well." ”

Zhao Yuanjing didn't speak, her right hand gently rubbed her soft cheek, and occasionally coughed a few times.

Yun Dai listened silently, and suddenly said, "Zhao Yuanjing." ”

"Huh?"

"Actually, I should comfort you." Yun Dai sat up straight, pinched his ear, and looked at him, "You are the saddest in your heart, right?" ”

Zhao Yuanjing smiled: "It's not so sad, I can live with you for a few more years, I'm quite satisfied." When the queen mother left, she once said to me that everyone has to leave, but some are early and some are late. Those who go early are lucky. Those who remain are the saddest. ”

"You were only eight years old when your mother left, so you were sad."

"I just thought the sky was falling." Zhao Yuanjing was silent for a while, and then smiled again, "At that time, my father couldn't take care of me, and for two years, my temperament became very withdrawn. Maybe it was at that time that the first queen could take advantage of it. ”

Yun Dai can imagine how sad and helpless he is when he loses the protection of his mother in the harem surrounded by wolves.

Who would have thought that the first queen would ruin him after all.

Doing this kind of poison to an eight-year-old child, Yun Dai couldn't wait to dig up the tomb of the former queen and crush her bones to ashes.

But no matter how much you vent your anger, it won't help.

It can't change the status quo.

Now she can only rely on Ming Min, hoping that she can prolong Zhao Yuanjing's life as much as possible.