She has never been willful, she looks down on the things around her, but for the first time she really wants to hold on to something, at least let her short, near-end life not leave the last regrets.

Fate, if you miss it, it may be difficult to grasp.

She had given up a chance to strive for happiness, and she didn't want to or regret the past. Now, she just wants to keep herself from missing a second time.

Fenghua looked at her, her face full of astonishment, and her quiet eyes were no longer calm.

There was a dead silence in the bedroom, and the sound of silk and bamboo from the front hall of Qinghefang was heard very clearly at this moment, and the singing voice of the singer made the stagnant atmosphere seem a little mysterious.

The door was opened at some point, and inside the station outside the door were a young servant in Tsing Yi who still had a flat face and another Yun Gong who came at some point and looked stunned and incredulous.

A light breeze blew in through the open door, brushing the long hair behind Fenghua, and a strand of black hair fluttered to his forehead, and Fenghua did not move.

Fenghua's hair looks black and soft, and people say that people who are soft are also soft-hearted, I wonder if he is the same?

The white girl just said...... "After a long time, Fenghua slowly spoke.

Seeing that Fenghua's quiet face was no longer calm, Ruoxin raised her eyebrows lightly, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly, "I said, I want you to be my man." ”

She is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl who is easily shy, and besides, there is no need to be shy. She rarely has real attachment to things that are really necessary, the so-called I am fortunate to get it, and I am to lose my life. But for what she really likes and wants, she won't squirm and hold back.

There was another gasp outside the door.

Ruoxin glanced at it lightly, and it was Yun Gong who was gasping and covering her mouth, and she still stood quietly without a word.

Yun Gong is estimated to be not uncommon and strange, with such a talented and beautiful character, it is estimated that there are many women who intend to woo him, but if she is so straightforward and explicit, I am afraid that there are few women.

"The white girl doesn't joke about this, it's about the girl's name......" Under Ruoxin's calm and comfortable gaze, Fenghua looked away and frowned slightly.

Ruoxin smiled indifferently: "The love between men and women in the world is a natural thing. What does liking a person, wanting a person, and saying what you want to do with your name? ”

After all, he was working in the dance workshop, and he had seen and heard a lot, so he was surprised by Ruoxin's bold courtship for a while, and before he could pass it, Fenghua slowly settled down and said calmly: "White girl, you and I are just new acquaintances." If Fenghua's words and demeanor make the white girl misunderstood, Fenghua apologizes to the white girl. ”

Ruoxin shook her head, her dark eyes were clear and faintly shining, "Aren't people and people familiar from the first acquaintance?" Even two people who know each other don't really know each other, and besides, two people still have a long time to get to know each other together. I'm not mistaken about your behavior, I just really want you from the bottom of my heart. ”

Fenghua looked at Ruoxin, but there was no trace of temptation, and he replied lightly: "It's not about time. Fenghua fell in love with the white girl, but there was no intention of male or female to the girl. ”

Hearing Fenghua's refusal, Ruoxin was not discouraged, but felt a little happy in her heart.

With a smile on her lips, Ruoxin asked, "Is Fenghua a marriage or not?" But already accompanied by a wife and concubine? ”

Fenghua glanced at her, her dark gray eyes were deep, she looked away lightly, and replied, "Not yet." ”

The smile deepened, and Ruoxin asked again: "Fenghua can have a woman in love now?" ”

"Nope." Fenghua frowned, but still answered her without concealment.

"Which woman did Fenghua have a personal agreement with for life before? Promise her that she will never accept other women again in her life? The mountains and seas have sworn a class? ”

As the smile on Ruoxin's lips deepened, Fenghua's face became more and more stiff, and even so, he still replied, "No." ”

Ruoxin sat up straight with a smile, looked at Fenghua calmly, and said, "Ruoxin has a rule in her heart. For men and women, Ruoxin's criterion is not to bad marriage. If Fenghua already has a woman around him who is in love with her and her heart, Ruoxin will definitely not say a word that will disturb Fenghua. You're still single, and I can't force you to like me, but you can't make me give up pursuing someone. Gently brushing her fingers over her sleeves and pausing, Ruoxin said slowly, "I don't want to allow me to spend my life, I just want you to stay with me for a while." "Anyway, she doesn't have much time left, and she won't be delayed much time with her.

The girl outside the door whispered a low scolding, as if to say that she was shameless.

Ruoxin smiled and ignored it, she never cared about the eyes of others. If she loses what she longs for because of her shame, this makes her even more disgusted.

After listening to this, Fenghua's expression was faint, his face drooped slightly, hidden in the dark place of the candlelight, and he didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he said: "Fenghua is not in the mood to love, and with Fenghua, I am afraid that I will live up to the white girl's intentions." ”

Ruoxin Waner smiled: "Whether it is disappointed or not is up to me to decide." If the ending of this love still can't be obtained for me, it means that I am incompetent, and we really have no chance, Ruoxin will not force it anymore. It's just that if I give up this time without even fighting for it, maybe I will die and leave regrets. ”

She's already let it go once, just because the love and hate on that person's face is not because of her.

didn't expect that today, she would meet a man who made her feelings ripple again. She never expected that someone she liked would like her in the same mood. She just wants to pursue it once, taste the taste of love between men and women, and experience the taste of being upright and liking a person to pursue a person.

She didn't have a long life, and she didn't dare to touch Bai Rong, and touching it was equivalent to pulling him into hell together. It may be a good thing that the elegance is light, at least when she is gone, he will not feel much sadness.

Fenghua's breathing was slightly chaotic, almost imperceptible. He got up from the round stool beside the bed, his eyes didn't look at Ruoxin, and said lightly: "It's getting late, if you don't dislike it, the white girl will stay here for a night, tomorrow Fenghua will let people prepare a carriage for the girl." Fenghua won't disturb your rest, farewell. After speaking, he slowly turned around and walked towards the door, as if Ruoxin's words before were just an empty dream, and his long back carried a faint sense of coldness.

Ruoxin looked at Fenghua's departing back with a smile, watched him cover the door lightly, and also hid the figures of the two spectators with different expressions at the door.

She slowly lay back on the bed, the candle on the table was not extinguished, and the dim candlelight reflected the white gauze tent, faintly and hazy.

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