Chapter 7 The suicide note is like a hammer in the heart of the king
Chapter VI
I was lying in my felt bag. But I couldn't sleep all the time. I 'touched' the brocade bag on my chest. Thinking about the letters that the fourth master wrote to me. Those few words are just a few words......
Remembered again. When taking a 'medicinal' bath. Butterfly Shadow told me. About the fourth master, when they received the "suicide note" written by me.
It was the day after my funeral. Lan Yue found the box I left for her. I saw the line I wrote to her, "After the funeral. personally 'handed' to all the lords, the emperor and the queen mother".
Come to think of it, I'm actually cruel. I'm going to fake my death. and will not let them be at peace; Is it to throw down a thunderbolt after "death"? Maybe...... Even who to deliver the letter to first. I've arranged the order in advance.
First letter. It's for the Ninth Master. I wrote very short. But then again. It's also sincere. That's what I wanted to ask him.
"Brother Jiu. So far. This scene of the play. Have you ever guessed. Everything about me is gone. Brother Jiu, what about you. The long road ahead. What to do to spend time. Brother Jiu. Thank you. Saving. Maybe the next life will be able to repay it."
Butterfly Shadow said. The Ninth Master looked at the letter. Alone in the room desolate laughing for a long time. I'm right to the Ninth Master. Actually, I've always been distressed. He's such a smart, wonderful man. But you can only live like this.
Second letter. It's for the Fourteenth Master.
"Fourteenth brother. Maybe for me. None of this is a bad thing. I don't have to be on the lookout all the time. I thought hard day and night. Assassination, murder. Finally able to leave me. And you. Fourteenth brother. Be sure to live with a clear conscience. Take care. Afterlife. May you still be my brother."
They said. That. The fourteenth master himself drank a lot in the room.
And then. These are the two letters sent to the palace. One letter to the Queen Mother. One letter to Kangxi.
The letter to the Queen Mother. There is only one sentence: "Imperial grandmother." Jade's ice is not filial."
Reputedly. The Queen Mother finished reading. Sighing and crying. He muttered, "Imperial Grandmother is waiting for you to come home."
My letter to Kangxi. Maybe a little cruel. He finished reading. Sick for days......
In fact, I just wrote: "Huang Ama." Jade's ice is gone. So. Do you have peace of mind?" Maybe. I'm just going to make him feel guilty. Make him uncomfortable.
And one more. Give it to Brother Thirteen. I'm in this Daqing. Except for the Queen Mother. He was the only one who had one relative. I hate to say more. Only one sentence was written: "Brother. Words. I hope there will be a chance to tell in the next life. I will always be your sister. Take care of your sister-in-law and children. See you soon."
And the last one. Naturally, it's for the fourth master. I want to tell him. So much so and so much. If you can't go back to him. I would also like to tell him at least one more time. I love him. I love him very much.
Letter to the Fourth Master. Longest ......
But actually. It's also very short.
"Fourth brother. Forty-six years first seen in the grassland. It's been more than three years now. These are more than three years. All kinds of things between you and me. It's not a matter of words. When I first saw it. But your eyes are still vivid.
Fourth brother. Forty-eight years were remembered on that day. The last time I went to your house. Quarrels and cold wars between you and me. It broke my heart at that time. Now that I think about it. But it dawned on me. Original. I love you. Since then. I'm craving your trust.
Fourth brother. I had expected this to happen. I was ready to accept this ending.
As far as I'm concerned. If it is, it is not a relief. These three years. Infighting. I look like a landscape. In fact, the feet of mud are deep.
The only regret. It's no longer with you. Share it with you. Soothe the worries between your brows. Preserve peace and tranquility for you.
But at least. I told you. I love you. At least. You let me know. You love me.
Fourth brother. Take care. Yinzhen ...... I love you. I love you. I love you."
Butterfly Shadow said. The fourth master was stunned for a long time. Then asked Lan Yue: "Your family is Gege. When was it written."
Lan Yue cried and said, "It's the last time Gege passed out in the palace and returned home. Take advantage of the absence of the fourth master. Written secretly."
"She knows she ......"
Lan Yue couldn't stop crying and said, "Gege...... Actually, it's been very bad...... She's been ...... for a long time I haven't slept well...... After returning from Mount Wutai. Gege hadn't slept a single night's sleep...... On the way to the grassland. Gege day and night. Nightmares as soon as you fall asleep. But when the fourth master asked. She said she was fine."
The fourth master asked angrily, "Then why don't you say it."
Gege didn't let him say. Gege said. The fourth master is tired enough. Don't trouble the fourth master anymore. Even if you say it. There's nothing you can do. Gege pretends to be good every day. The slave can only accompany her and pretend that she is fine...... But Gege looked so thin that he didn't look like anything. The imperial physician in the palace every day.' Medicine's soup is more serious than rice, and the bowl is poured down one bowl after another. It's not good at all......"
The fourth master patted the table and sighed, "Then. . She's tired like this again......"
The fourth master sighed and said, "'Jade' ice." Jade 'Ice ...... You walked like this. Let me be at peace with my heart."
Butterfly Shadow said this. I was in the tub with tears falling like beads of broken thread. I was speechless. My voice is hoarse. My heart is so blocked that I can't describe it.
Good half a day. I reluctantly mouthed Butterfly Shadow and said, "Go on."
Butterfly Shadow wiped my tears with a handkerchief. Keep telling me...
The night of the first day of the new year. Taihe Hall Banquet. The fourth master had a cold face. The Thirteenth Master frowned. The fourteenth master also looked sad.
Kangxi Ye pointed out the marriage to the fourth master. Refers to the object of marriage. It's the younger sister of Nian Qianyao.. Year 'Yu' Yao.
The fourth master agreed. But it doesn't seem to be very happy.
The fourth master just got up. Dai Duo replied: "Master. The Fourteenth Master is here."
The fourth master was stunned for a moment. He said, "Come and come in."
Soon. The Fourteenth Master pushed the 'door' in. Shut Dai Duo outside the 'door' and shouted at the fourth master: "Fourth brother. I thought you had a deep affection for 'Jade' Bing. But the 'jade' ice has just left. Are you going to marry Nian Qianyao's sister as a side blessing?"
The fourth master said lightly: "Yinzhen. You sit down first."
Fourteen masters. After sitting down, he said angrily: "Fourth brother. What do you mean.' Jade 'Bing has just been buried."
"It's 'Jade' Bing who wants me to marry her."
"What did you say?" The Fourteenth Master was stunned. Seeing that the fourth master nodded. "I don't believe it."
"It's true. Back in the days when I didn't have long to come back from Rehe. That's all she said about it. I just didn't listen to her to ask the Emperor for advice. Now. But the emperor himself took the initiative to give me a marriage. I can't resist it."
The Fourteenth Master frowned puzzled and asked, "Why. You love her.' Jade 'Bing loves you too."
The fourth master said: "'Jade' Bing has always wanted me to fight for that position."
That's it. The Fourteenth Master can naturally understand the implications. He pondered for a long time. Only then did he say to the fourth master: "Fourth brother. Mynah...... Do you really want 'Jade' to freeze to death...... Yesterday ......"
"What happened yesterday."
The Fourteenth Master thought about it. Say: "I was in a bad mood yesterday. Starling asked me what was wrong. I say...... Then he said......"
"What did he say?" The fourth master asked with a frown.
He said. It's just a favored slave in the palace who died......"