Chapter 390: Why did Lin Ran react so much to domestic violence?
Lin Ran yawned and said lightly, "So-in your eyes, I'm a loser, right?" ”
Su Mingyi's expression loosened a little: "Of course I didn't mean that." ”
"And what do you mean?" Lin Ran turned her head to look at him, "How long have you been holding back your theories with me?" Let's get out of the pocket. ”
Su Mingyi stopped beating around the bush and said happily: "I don't want you to leave the Lin family - I don't mean to say that you have to stay here, you can do whatever else you want to do, even if you sing to me in Yancheng, I don't have a problem, I just don't want you to return to their circle." ”
Lin Ran's eyes stared at him without a trace of sleepiness.
The curvature of her upper eyelids is particularly obvious, dragging out the long tails of her eyes, and the eyeliner is rendered very clearly by the eyelashes, it is always difficult to tell whether she has makeup or not, a little peach blossom, but there is no look at the eyes flying wildly, but it is not very eye-catching, only when she looks at others coldly, people notice her special eyes.
It's a bit like Mo Zhi, or...... Su Mingyi didn't look at Zhou Huai'an's eyes carefully.
Su Mingyi's heart was cold, but Lin Ran softened his tone slightly: "Did it scare you?" You can rest assured about this, the matter between me and Lin Cheng is not something that can be said in a sentence or two, and there is nothing wrong with me, it's just a ......"
"Not in that regard." Su Mingyi interrupted her solemnly, "Of course I know you don't have this problem, but Lin Ran, what are they doing?" Exploiting all kinds of loopholes in rules and regulations, deceiving superiors and subordinates, violating laws and disciplines, all kinds of relationships are intertwined, and the whole network of interests, you are not afraid of one day netting yourself into it? ”
Lin Ran raised her eyebrows.
She thought, it's so fresh, Su Mingyi, who often makes money in the gray area, actually persuaded herself like this.
"You're not afraid, I'm afraid!" Su Mingyi stretched out his hand and knocked on his heart, "I admit it, when it comes to you and your brother, I'm timid, okay?" Although I don't usually do anything, I also know how much I can do in a down-to-earth manner, how much money I do, can they last a long time? ”
Lin Ran asked rhetorically: "Which eye did you see that I was planning to break the law?" Even if it is Lin Cheng, he does what is allowed within the scope of the law, not to mention how much he contributes to society, at least it promotes circulation......"
At least on the bright side.
Su Mingyi raised his voice and interrupted her: "Yes, what if you play cards to win money and expand domestic demand, why didn't the government give them a pennant for commendation?" ”
"Don't be so weird, okay?" No matter how good-tempered Lin Ran was, he finally showed a little impatience.
"I care about you!" Su Mingyi's voice almost roared out, "Pull a random third aunt and six sisters-in-law on the side of the road, I won't say anything about giving me money, what does it matter to me whether they are good or bad?!" ”
Lin Ran took a deep breath, trying to find a little reason in the middle of the night and low blood pressure from lack of sleep, but a small fire rose in her heart - after so many years, who really knew her dared to point fingers at her in front of her?
"You calm down first." Lin Ran reached out to push the door and slowed down her voice, "We'll discuss this tomorrow, okay?" ”
Perfunctory - blatant perfunctory, when he has been mixed for so many years, doesn't he know how to read people's faces?
Su Mingyi was simply angry from his heart, and he slapped the arm of the chair suddenly: "I'm talking to you about this very seriously, I didn't watch the joke, and I didn't find fault with you!" Lin Ran, I am speaking from the position of taking care of you and being good for you for so many years, can you be merciful and reward me with a little seriousness? Am I not influencing your life at all? You can do whatever you want, have you considered me a little bit? ”
Lin Ran is also on fire, she is essentially the kind of character who says the same, but she always feels that she is an adult, she must have a little interpersonal skills, and don't show too much what is under her painting skin outside-according to Su Mingyi's meaning, she will not let her go east and she will not go west for the rest of her life, except for "good" is "yes"?
"Why don't you ask me to take you slippers and bow 90 degrees like Japanese women, and stand guard at the door every day and say, 'Welcome back husband'?" Lin Ran said softly, "Young Master Su Mingyi, are you enough?" ”
She turned around and pushed the door open hard, and when she fell, she turned around and left.
Although I don't know what Lin Cheng is doing when he brings Su Mingyi over, if he wants to make her angry, then he has really succeeded.
Because now Lin Ran only felt a stuffy pain in her chest, which made her lean against the wall next to her to relieve herself a little. Let's read books
Just as Mo Zhi opened the door of the study and walked out, he saw her holding her chest directly, sped up his steps to her side, and helped her: "What's wrong?" ”
Feeling the familiar temperature, Lin Ran finally felt a little more relaxed, and she shook her head weakly: "Second uncle, it's nothing, it may be stuffy in the house, just slow down." ”
But despite what she said, Mo Zhi still habitually looked at her carefully, and almost immediately noticed that something was wrong with her-
Although she was pale because of the tightness in her chest, and she was still frowning and weak, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were filled with heavy sadness.
It's like it's just ...... Lost something incomparably important.
"You ......" he frowned, and just wanted to ask, but was interrupted impatiently by Lin Ran: "It's all said that I'm fine, I'll go back to sleep first, and I guess I'll get up tomorrow morning." ”
With that, he broke free of Mo Zhi's hand, straightened up and walked towards the room.
After taking a few steps, Lin Ran took a deep breath, and the feeling of tightness in his chest swept up again, Lin Ran frowned, wanting to suppress this feeling back like before, but this time, this method failed.
And with the tightness in her chest, she even felt a feeling of wanting to vomit, which made her feel really weird, she hadn't eaten anything messy in the past two days, how could she be so uncomfortable?
Just thinking about it, a cold towel was pasted on her face, Lin Ran raised her head slightly, and sure enough, she saw Mo Zhi: "What's wrong?" ”
Lin Ran knew that this was not something that she could pass by saying that she didn't care, she took the towel and put it on her forehead, the cold touch made her feel a lot better: "I don't know, I think I should go to the hospital after eating tomorrow." ”
"Serious?" Seeing her like this, Mo Zhi's good-looking brows furrowed, "Do you want to ...... me now?"
Because of Mo Zhi beside him, Lin Ran put his weight on him with confidence, so that he could support himself: "It's not to this point yet, I just feel a little strange." ”
She had a vague guess in her heart, after all, her body was only known to herself.
"I'm just asking," Mo Zhi rubbed the back of his hand against her cheek, "what's wrong?" ”
Lin Ran's lips were pursed tightly, as if he was protecting some secret.
"If you don't want to say it, it's okay, let's go take a shower first, it'll be comfortable with hot water."
Lin Ran stood up without saying a word, and got into the bathroom of the room, the door was closed very tightly, Mo Zhi looked at the bathroom door for a few seconds, sighed secretly, and sat on the edge of the bed.
Sure enough, Lin Ran threw herself on the bed directly after taking a bath, wrapped herself in a spring roll with the quilt and didn't move, Mo Zhi didn't speak, just approached, stretched out his arm and hugged her into his arms, gently stroking her back.
"Qiao Jingyi is a scumbag," Lin Ran lay in Mo Zhi's arms, I don't know why he mentioned this topic, he was silent for a while, and continued, "But he hasn't beaten me, never, so I always thought that he was still good to me." But my mom once went to work in the field, and after leaving, I saw a medical record, my mother's name, it was written about trauma, but the bones on the two X-rays were very thin - very strange, I was only how old I was at that time, and I noticed this - I went to the hospital to find the original question, only to be sure that it was me and Qiao An'an, but it was when I was very young, and I don't even remember it at all. ’
Mo Zhi rarely heard Lin Ran talk about the past, and he didn't interject at the moment, but said in an extremely gentle voice: "What's the matter?" ”
"He beat my mother, I cried and dragged him, at that time we lived in a house was not good, there were broken wires on the windowsill, he kept saying to repair but did not repair, after all, it is an old house. He tied me and Qiao An'an, who had been crying, to the windowsill with that kind of bare wire, and continued to beat my mother, and Qiao An'an and I cried non-stop, and our wrists were cut by wires. My mother took me to the hospital," Lin Ran handed him his wrist, "The right hand is deeper, but I ...... He Qiao Anan didn't have much impression of this incident, and it was only after I went to the hospital to ask the doctor that I remembered it piecemeal. ”
Mo Zhi held her wrist and touched it, although the scar looked like a shallow white mark, but when you touched it, you could feel the difference from the smooth skin next to it.
"Now that I think about it, I'm pretty useless." A little sadness appeared on Lin Ran's face, "I can't protect my mother, and I don't even remember what that scumbag did, so I ......"
"Insecure?" Mo Zhi smiled, his voice was calm, enough to bring her firm support, "I know, I know you since I saw you in Yancheng in those years." ”
"Thinking about it now," Lin Ran lowered her eyes, "there couldn't have been any electricity at that time, and I wasn't too injured, but I couldn't control this fear." I don't know what I'm supposed to say, and I don't want the past to affect the present, and I want to look forward...... But I really couldn't help it, so when I knew about Fang Shanshan, my reaction was so big. ”