Already missed
"Shi Chuan came to the store to look for you today?" Chu Qionglin was stuffing a large piece of sushi into her mouth.
"Hmm." Li Ming replied lightly, the milk tea in her hand was steaming hot.
"What did he say?" Chu Qionglin asked.
"He showed me the ring and asked me if I remembered the story of S and L." Li Ming lowered her eyes, and the heat from the milk tea made people even more unable to see her emotions.
"Ahem, the ring? The one you sent him? Has his memory returned? Chu Qionglin heard what Li Ming said, and was choked and coughed by the sushi she ate in her mouth.
"He said no, I don't know." Li Ming's mood is not high, and she can't hear her joys and sorrows.
"I guess even if he doesn't recover his memory, he should have just come out and ordered something, and the ring was shown to you, that is, he has the heart to show favor to you, why are you still so cold to him?"
Li Ming's slender fingers gently pinched the straw and stirred it twice in the milk tea cup, and was silent for a while before saying: "He is not a complete him, I lived for him in the past few years, and now I just want to live for myself." ”
Li Ming's thinking is not as complex as others, and the things she has decided will not be easily changed, and after the change, she will not be easily determined. Shi Chuan left seven years ago, and now after he returns, he is no longer the same Shi Chuan as before. Maybe to others, he is still the same person as before, but for Li Ming, the Shi Chuan she likes is gone. When she was seventeen years old, Li Ming met Shi Chuan, time flew by, and it was not until two years later that she could accept Shi Chuan from the bottom of her heart and show all kinds of her inner life in front of Shi Chuan. How long will it take for her to accept Shichuan now? This is a question that even she herself does not know.
Last Sunday, after dinner, Shi Chuan came to the west coast of the island city alone, the sky had darkened, and the last light hung above the sea antenna, and the reflected sea water turned a gentle pink.
There are many people who come to the coast to walk at this time, after all, the west coast is the most beautiful side of the island city, the day is about to pass, the night is coming, and the sea breeze is not as warm as the day, and it becomes more gentle.
"Hey? Aren't you the handsome guy who came to the flower shop last time? A male voice sounded not far from Shichuan.
Shi Chuan looked sideways, it was Li Ming's "boyfriend".
"Hey, I said, do you like my Sister Li Ming." Chu Zuo walked to Shi Chuan's side and raised his eyebrows and asked.
Shi Chuan was a little inexplicable.
"You're not Li Ming's boyfriend?"
Chu Zuo couldn't help laughing.
"No, when I was in high school, Sister Li Ming was my tutor, and I wasn't his boyfriend."
Shi Chuan breathed a sigh of relief, then shook his head with a smile.
"It's my subjective assumption."
Chu Zuo patted Shi Chuan's shoulder and sat beside him.
"You are the one that Sister Li Ming has been waiting for. The last time your engagement was published in the newspaper, Sister Li Ming saw it and cried for a long time. That was the first time I saw her cry. If you like her, don't do that to her. ”
Shi Chuan's heart was suffocated, even though he had already guessed some of it, he didn't expect that the truth would be more sad than what he had speculated.
"I asked her out for coffee when I first came back, and she said we didn't know each other before." Shi Chuan smiled a little helplessly, not only helpless about Li Ming's attitude towards him, but also helpless about the uncontrollable development of the situation.
"You left first, forget about it, and forget about her. There are a few people who can have such perseverance, and the wait is seven years, but fortunately, she has now figured it out. Chu Zuo said.
Shi Chuan sat on the shore and listened to the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks. Chu Zuo has already left, leaving only Shi Chuan alone.
A gust of wind blew, blowing the last cloud overhead into the distance. All the stars that had been obscured were exposed. Some of the stars are always on, some are twinkling and twinkling, and some of the stars have lost their light, making them invisible to those who look up.
They must have had an agreement before, and they were the ones who turned their backs on them first.
Shi Chuan thought so.
What keeps them moving farther and farther away?
Li Ming is not wrong, she has been waiting for herself for seven years, but what she is waiting for is a self who has forgotten her completely.
If you start over, you should record everything you have with her, and if you encounter any accidents in the future, you won't push her away again.
Looking back on the past two months, every time I think of that girl, my inner feelings are changing. At first, I thought that I had offended her somewhere, but then my heart throbbed slightly, and then I thought that she had the sourness that rose from her heart with her boyfriend, and now I can't wait to see her and want to hug her into my arms.
In Shi Chuan's memory, he has never had this kind of affection for any girl, only this girl who has only known him for two months in his memory makes him feel heartbroken at the moment, maybe he has begun to like her in the past. Even though her own memories have erased her, her feelings have imprinted her in her heart.
The next day, after Tokikawa left the flower shop.
"Young Master Chu, what are you busy with?" Shi Chuan dialed the phone.
I don't know what the person on the other end of the phone said.
"Then I'll wait for you first, you can come quickly." After speaking, Shichuan hung up the phone and drove to the entertainment street in the island city.
The entertainment street is connected to Yokogawa Street, which may be said to have been a street originally. Entertainment street lights are bright, and you can see Internet cafes, KTVs, bars, game cities, and cinemas everywhere. Yokogawa Street, on the other hand, is home to a variety of restaurants, coffee shops, bubble tea shops, and dessert shops.
Shi Chuan entered a tavern, there was no such hustle and bustle as a bar, and there was only a boy on the stage playing the guitar and singing folk songs, revealing a trace of vicissitudes that he should not have at his age.
"Hello, how many?" The waiter asked with a standard smile.
"Two people, get a bottle of whiskey first." Shi Chuan sat in the most inconspicuous position in the tavern.
Not long after, a man in a suit sat on a chair opposite Shi Chuan.
Shi Chuan raised his eyes and glanced at the other party.
"I didn't even have time to change my clothes." Shi Chuan said.
Chu Heng pursed his lips and teased: "I heard that you resigned?" Why does the voluntary resignation seem to be in a bad mood, is this asking me to drink to celebrate or to use alcohol to kill my sorrows? ”
"It's not because of this that you came." Shi Chuan glared at Chu Heng, picked up the wine bottle and filled the glass in front of the two.
After three rounds of drinking, the drunkenness in Shi Chuan's eyes was already obvious, but Chu Heng was still sober.
"Don't drink all the time, eat something. What makes you sad to be like this? Chu Heng frowned and looked at Shi Chuan.
"I ...... Already missed her, hehe. Shi Chuan laughed self-deprecatingly twice.
"Who? Who did you miss? Do you have a girlfriend? Chu Heng was a little unsure.
"That's her...... I forgot about her, she's angry, she doesn't want to be nice with me, what should I do? What do you say I should do, I missed her. Xu is due to alcohol, at this time, Shi Chuan has no ruthlessness and domineering in the usual shopping mall, nor does he have the optimism and calmness in life, at this time he is only like a boy who has fallen out of love in adolescence.
"You mean, your girlfriend before you lost your memory, you forgot her, and now she doesn't want you anymore, so you're here for me to accompany you to borrow wine to kill your sorrows?" Chu Heng looked at the heartbroken man in front of him and couldn't help but feel a little funny.
"But I still don't remember, what to do. But I like her, I've never liked a girl so much. She doesn't want to pay attention to me now, she won't even look at me more, she waited for me for seven years, and then gave up on me in the end. As he spoke, Shi Chuan's voice had begun to cry, like a child who couldn't get candy.
Chu Heng sighed and looked at Shi Chuan in front of him with a helpless expression.