The next day I woke up in the morning, washed up, used some snacks and drank 'medicine', thinking that I didn't have to go out anyway, so I found a hairband to tie my hair, and sat in the room in a plain 'colored' loose gown to copy the scriptures. The sudden knock on the door pulled me back from the Buddhist scriptures.

"Who?"

"'Jade', it's me."

As soon as I heard it, it was the thirteenth master, and hurriedly got up to open the 'door', the thirteenth master was holding a food box in his hand, and I smiled and said, "Thirteenth brother, come in." ”

The thirteenth master went into the house and sat down, I made tea for him, the thirteenth master opened the food box, took out several snacks, and said to me: "Your thirteenth sister-in-law knows that you are sick again, and she doesn't know what to prepare for you. ”

When I saw it, it wasn't all my favorite food, so I quickly sat down and picked a piece and put it in my mouth, and said while eating: "The dim sum made by the thirteenth sister-in-law is delicious, and the dim sum made by the chef in the palace is either too dry or too sweet, and I always choke in a panic." ”

"If you like it, let your thirteenth sister-in-law make some often, and I'll send it to you." After he finished speaking, he paused and said: "'Jade' Bing, that day, the thirteenth brother can't stand you." ”

I put down the snack in my hand, took a sip of tea, and said to him, "Brother Thirteen, I don't blame you. I know that you don't doubt my thoughts, but you just don't understand why I stopped the fourth master. In fact, when you think about the situation at that time, you know what to do in your heart. It's just that it happened suddenly, and I didn't think about it that much. I don't blame you. ”

The thirteenth master breathed a sigh of relief and asked again, "...... the fourth brother?"

I interrupted him and said, "From now on, the fourth master is just the fourth master." ”

"'Jade' Bing, fourth brother, he ...... He ......" The Thirteenth Master sighed, and then said: "'Jade' Bing, Fourth Brother He also regrets it, although he didn't say it, but after you asked him to turn his head and leave that day, I can understand his appearance at a glance, 'Jade' Bing, Fourth Brother is careful and careful, you can forgive him." ”

I shook my head and said: "There is nothing to forgive or not forgive, I only blame myself, knowing that the fourth master is a suspicious person by nature, why do I still believe him with a 'door' mind." Thirteenth brother, let me tell you what is in my heart today, I have been displaced in this life. When I was young, I was very pampered at home, but I was born strong, and I left home to study at a very young age, and I suffered a lot, you can see the shallow scar on my forehead. That's when I first went out to school. After that, year after year, I was out all the time, went to many countries, and walked a lot of places. He was robbed, wounded by a musket, and almost ...... By**. Until he lost his parents and was exiled to this place. I'm used to being alone, eating alone, traveling, taking on everything alone. ”

I paused and let out a long breath before I could continue: "It may be that the pain of losing my parents is too heavy, I met Kangxi Ye when I was the most vulnerable, I met you, and I met the fourth master. This trust came from me a little inexplicably. But even if you trust, how much do I really tell you about my life in the palace in the past year? How many times have I found all kinds of poisons and 'medicines' in my own diet, how many times I have found 'messy' things in the house when I came back to rest at night, how many times I was hit with a stone on the way to and from the Empress Dowager's palace, and how many times I was pushed into the water when I was enjoying the lotus in the Imperial 'Flower' Garden. I tried to ask myself, I was worthy of anyone, to you, to the Long Live Lord, to the Fourth Master, I did my best. I poured out my heart and lungs to the fourth master, and unabashedly and unreservedly, is the fourth master suspicious again and again, questioning again and again? ”

The Thirteenth Master sighed and said, "There are so many things, why don't you never say it?" ”

I shook my head and said, "What do you say?" One by one, aren't there enough things to worry about? I'm going to add all this 'mess' to you. I let out a sigh of relief and continued, "Brother Thirteen, I'm tired. I don't want to be on the lookout for this all day, watch out for that. Since the fourth master doesn't believe me, then I'll just dodge. It's better than being sad like this again. ”