"He was shot in his left kidney and didn't rest well, so he was in a hurry to come back to see you, and as soon as your brother heard that Leng Yan relapsed and forced you to break up! Are you in such a hurry to give birth to He Shengyu? You can't wait any longer, who do you think he took drugs these two times because of, it was all calculated by He Shengyu! ”

Chu Xiao finally couldn't help it and forgot about what he had promised Leng Yanshuo before. His words exploded in Li Luo's brain like a deadly thunderbolt, and the amount of information was too much for her to accept.

“…… Is everything you say true? Li Luo asked tremblingly.

"You love to believe it or not, and you won't let us say it, but I really can't bear it!" Chu Xiao vigorously put aside Murong Ran and grabbed his arm, walked to the window, smoked and calmed his mood.

Li Luo's mind was buzzing, and she seemed to have left something behind in Chu Xiao's words, and suddenly remembered, "You said I gave birth to He Shengyu?" Why did I give him a baby? And I'm not pregnant! ”

"You're not pregnant?" Murong Ran frowned and looked at Li Luo, motioning for her to sit down and speak slowly.

It seems that there are a lot of things he doesn't know, and maybe everyone doesn't know.

Li Luo nodded heavily, looking at the two men in front of him with questioning eyes.

"What's the matter with you not having a pregnancy test report?"

"What pregnancy test report? During this time, I only accompanied Yiyi to the hospital for a check-up, how can I have time to do a pregnancy test? ”

Murong Ran and Chu Xiao glanced at each other, and it turned out that the contradiction was here.

"You swear you're not pregnant." Chu Xiao asked solemnly.

"I swear!" Li Luo raised three fingers to make an oath, Chu Xiao stared at her for a few seconds, and judging from her serious and solemn expression, she was not lying.

"Then what's the matter with you and He Shengyu? Didn't you sleep that day? ”

"What do you say! How could I sleep with He Shengyu when I was with Leng Yan? What do you think of me as someone! Li Luo helped his forehead with a headache and retorted speechlessly.

"On the night of your birthday, I heard the cold words!"

"I had already slept that day, even if He Shengyu took advantage of my drunkenness and took advantage of the danger of others, would I not know when I woke up? That day, He Shengyu said to me that Leng Yan would not come, he was going to have a meeting and he rekindled his old relationship with Ina, and it happened that during that time, they were together every day and didn't contact me, so I naturally misunderstood that I drank too much! ”

“……”

The three of them looked at each other, and when they put all the clues together, it was clear, and all this was just a twisting misunderstanding.

He Shengyu made a huge trap for them, standing aside and watching them step in one by one and couldn't extricate themselves.

This time, He Shengyu won.

They were scattered by He Shengyu's conspiracy.

The office was quiet for a long time, Chu Xiao and Murong Ran both had a straight face, and Li Luo was stupid, she knew too much at once, which made her heart very confused.

Therefore, Leng Yan did not sell drugs, it was He Shengyu who sold drugs. Eleven years ago and now, it was because of him that Leng Yan took drugs, right? Li Luo sorted out what she had just heard, and she asked again to confirm the matter.

"Yes."

Murong Ran and Chu Xiao replied in unison.

Fiercely, Li Luo felt that her heart was very painful, it was she who misunderstood Leng Yanshuo, how uncomfortable it should be for him to be hurt by the people closest to him.

"Where is he? I haven't been able to reach him lately. Li looked at them with tears in his eyes, his hands clutching the corners of his clothes tightly.

"We don't know. I beg you to let him go, let him enjoy the joy of life without you, you have both broken up, don't bother him anymore. ”

Chu Xiao really didn't want Li Luo to go to Leng Yanshuo again, now he must be immersed in the fear of relapse, Li Luo's appearance would only stimulate him.

Li Luo understood his good intentions, he just wanted to protect Leng Yanshuo.

Wiping his face, Li Luo walked to the door of the office with his bag, and glanced back at them before leaving, "I'll find him myself." ”

Li Luo wandered aimlessly on the road, like a homeless ghost. She didn't know how long she had walked, but it was getting dark, and a dark cloud drifted overhead, and it seemed that it was about to snow.

She tightened her coat and stood on the side of the road to hail a taxi. The driver asked her where she was going, and she thought for a long time and said the address of Leng Yanshuo's home.

I don't want to go back to my home, there are traces of her life with Leng Yanshuo.

I don't know why I want to go back to the place where he used to live, although I've been there a few times, but the tolerance has a lot of flavor that belongs to him after all.

It wasn't until he arrived at the door of his house that Li Luo realized that he didn't have a key. Standing at the door for a while, just as she was about to give up and go home, she suddenly remembered that Leng Yanshuo had said before that she had left a spare one for her, and she only hated that she was playing with her mobile phone at that time and didn't listen carefully.

Li Luo touched the mat and door frame at the door for a long time but did not find it, and when he turned around, there was a fire hydrant diagonally opposite the door. Opening the iron door of the fire hydrant, Li Luo was not afraid of being dirty inside, reached out and touched it, and finally found a lonely key in the corner.

I guess that's it......

Li Luo wiped the floating ash on the key, inserted it into the lock hole, twisted it to the left and a half, and the door opened.

When I entered the room and turned on the light, a sense of coldness came to my face, there were still no ornaments in the room, and most of the clothes in the closet were packed away.

She walked around the room, and unexpectedly pushed open the door of the study, and it was very clean, and the books and documents were placed very neatly, and it could be seen that he was a meticulous person.

Li Luo sat behind his desk and stroked the table, as if he were working here.

casually opened a drawer, and the bottles and cans inside made Li Luo couldn't help but cry.

Paroxetine.

This is a medicine for depression, along with several sleeping pills and painkillers.

There was a pain in my heart, my eyes were so heavy that I couldn't lift them, and there were a few drops of heavy beads of unknown origin hanging on my long eyelashes, which blinked a few times, and fell down slowly, and my vision was foggy.

It turns out that he used to rely on these drugs to make himself happy?

Have been suffering from depression all these years?

Why didn't she see that Leng Yanshuo was sick?

No wonder sometimes he thinks about things very extremely, and his emotions are unstable, why didn't she learn more?

My heart was like tens of thousands of steel needles inserted, my throat seemed to be choked by something, and I was extremely sad that after Li Luo heard the news, he leaned back weakly and let go of his crying.

All kinds of pictures of being together in the past appeared in front of her, as if she had to face it.

The empty room reminded Li Luo that Leng Yanshuo had left, completely disappearing from her world.

She faced the night, faced the silence, and reverently repented.

remembered the intimacy of working and playing with Leng Yanshuo before, remembered her rudeness and indifference to him a few days ago, and remembered his tolerance and forbearance towards her, and there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

His departure was like the feeling of the destruction of the most cherished things, and after the small cracks, the surface of the gradual crumbling collapse was like a bottomless darkness in the mouth of the well, rolling in a vortex of sorrow and regret that could swallow almost everything.

People are like this for a lifetime, not necessarily forever, and we must cherish what we have now.

Faced with so many options, we never have time to think about them. The result is either to give up or to regret.

Xi Murong said: In life, we are making mistakes almost all the time. All the things that should be done but not done, after erosion and precipitation day by day, full of tears, it becomes a lake of regret. All the things that should not be done and done, after the layers are piled up, the shadows are towering, and they become the mountains of regret.

Li Luo didn't protect Leng Yanshuo's broken heart, nor did he enter his heart as promised the day before yesterday. Their story ended sadly because of all kinds of misunderstandings and outsiders' provocation.

Do you regret proposing to break up that day?

The answer is yes.

People often know how to cherish after losing, and only after losing will they realize that the love in their hearts has already been given to each other.

If she gave Li Luo a chance, she would definitely not say anything so heavy, she would accompany Leng Yanshuo to quit drugs and accompany him through the darkest days.

The first time I was absent, the second time I couldn't miss it again.

Although Leng Yanshuo may not forgive her, she has to explain to him in person what he misunderstood. If he still decides to separate, Li Luo will learn from the way he used to be and stay by his side.