Tang Yao has always had many things to miss in her life, and as she gets older, the more she feels that everything before is quite precious. Tang Yao often thought of the years when she and her third cousin were tense, competing with each other, resentful, and even for a long time, Tang Yao was very resentful of her cousin relationship with her third cousin, and felt that this kind of forcibly tied blood relationship was simply miserable. But even if Tang Yao hated it in every way, Tang Yao never had the idea of leaving or separating in her heart, she never thought that one day in the future, the war between her and her third cousin would suddenly stop, nor did she expect that a third person would be born between her and her third cousin.

When the three Tang Yao brothers and sisters used to play cards together, they always thought that they could have one more person, so that the 40-point battle of the three of them would be upgraded to a higher level and become the 80-point that the three of them all yearn for. But how could they know that the triangle is the most stable one in all the relationship graphs, and the beautiful dreams of the three of them did not come true in the end.

Tang Yao later realized a truth, no one can have a perfect life. There will always be regrets in life, just like some people don't belong to them after all. Maybe he has appeared many times in your life, maybe you think he is very important at that moment, maybe there are unforgettable emotions and abandoned concerns between you, and you may just stop at his long road of youth or disappear or precipitate a mark, and finally be forgotten.

Tang Yao remembered that her most difficult days were the darkest part of her youth. Those days and nights never stopped to comfort Tang Yao, it just kept moving forward, telling Tang Yao with the practical action of never retreating that after reflection, it was necessary to make a breakthrough, no one could help him, only he could be his own master.

Tang Yao later recalled that it was impossible for the "saccharin" love that would make a lot of noise in junior high school to escape Lao Yu's eyes. Lao Yu's silence may be a kind of acquiescence, or he already knows that the love in his youth is not real and will not last long. Perhaps, he knew early on that Jin Li would transfer schools, and he also knew that Tang Yao's role had always been the third person who would not leave his name.

Lao Yu is the only teacher Tang Yao likes from the perspective of his soul in his entire student career.

Tang Yao doesn't remember much about the teachers in elementary school, although there will be several teachers in the elementary school who live in the same community as Tang Yao. But Tang Yao didn't have any values and life perception at that time, so for the teacher's liking, he only stayed at the lecture clearly and the problem solving clearly.

After junior high school, a lot of ignorant things suddenly appeared. Boys and girls are starting to make a clear distinction, boys are starting to crowd out girls, and girls are no longer playing with boys as they used to.

Tang Yao found that life seems to be not just about studying, there is also something called "social circle". You have your regular playmates, you are together every day, discussing other people, some people will choose to quit and join other groups because of disagreements with small groups, some people are just a make-up, group acceptance is just to make their team bigger than others, some people participate in many groups at the same time, they are all kinds of exquisite, and they can mix anywhere.

Life has become more complicated, and problems have become less simple. Some class teachers began to let the students hand in the diary every day, a few words a day, write some small things around them, in the name of the beautiful name can speak freely, talk as you like, but in essence, this log is the head teacher's clairvoyance and ears, she can know the people and things in the class every day by sitting firmly in the office, and people with a heart will use this log to make some small reports to the class teacher. Taken together, these logs are a whole campus version of the palace fighting drama.

But Lao Yu never asked Tang Yao to hand in such a log in the class. He also sat in the office every day, and when he arrived at the class point, he walked into the classroom without hurrying.

Lao Yu has a casual personality, he always speaks earnestly and earnestly to give some words of advice, just like a senior who is a few years older, and sincerely wants to say a word with his real experience, if you don't work hard when you are young, the boss will be sad in vain. But he doesn't force everyone to listen to his bad advice, he is like Jiang Taigong who took the bait, the world is so big, it is enough for one person to understand him.