As early as a month ago, Wuhan City once met Wang Yanzhi, who came to buy dim sum, when he went to the canteen to buy tea eggs during the lunch break. These two people, who met because of a pair of cousins, had the same circumstances, had real feelings, and were like-minded, so they gradually became acquainted.

Wang Yanzhi was in front of the line, and after buying tea eggs, she waited for Wuhan City at the exit, and the first thing she said when she opened the door was "I haven't seen you for a long time, but I have grown a lot taller." ”

Then he sighed, "It's really good at your age, you haven't grown yet, and there is still the possibility of counterattack." Now that you grow a jade tree in the wind, have the Tang family girls been fascinated by you? ”

"Senior sister, don't be sarcastic about me. We all know the thoughts of the Tang family brothers and sisters, and it is so easy to get their attention. ”

Talking unintentionally, listening with heart.

Wuhan City said and said, his heart did not fluctuate much, but Wang Yanzhi's eyes slowly floated lonely, at first it was like a dragonfly dotting water, just three or two ripples, I didn't want the ripples to expand but not disperse, I stopped in my eyes for a long time, and soon shed two lines of tears.

The tears fell quickly, and Wang Yanzhi wiped them quickly, and smiled bitterly with herself, so that Wuhan City should not be surprised. Wuhan City waved his hand to indicate that it didn't matter, his eyes were full of understanding and pain caused by resonance.

Wang Yanzhi has been pursuing her third cousin for almost three years, winter goes to spring, and she always guards the back of her third cousin over and over again. She had expressed it implicitly, boldly and explicitly, and even wanted to try to forcibly take possession. She'd tried any crazy, restrained way, but never got the slightest response.

She also flattered the man's cousin, sent things and said good things, and wanted to do everything again, but she went around and around, and finally found that there was something called "gene". The two are from the same clan, have the same blood, and have the same cold temperament. She couldn't get into that person's heart, and she didn't like that person's cousin. I did so much by myself, but in the end I found that it was in vain.

The third cousin may be reluctant to love, but every bit of it is clear in his heart. Tang Yao, on the other hand, was a complete confused person, who only saw what he wanted, but did not feel any living and non-living emotions around him.

Wang Yanzhi sympathized with the boy in front of him more than his own situation, and wanted to persuade him, but when the words came to his mouth, he felt that any words he had were superfluous. If the boy had listened to any persuasion, he would have been freed from the pain of not being able to ask for it.

Honestly, they're the same kind of people.

Now that the big exam is on the way, Wang Yanzhi feels more and more powerless. Between love and future, she knew that the future was important, but when she calmed down, she found that without love, what was the use of her future?

Over and over again, her soul began to wander, and the person became in a trance, and the words she had just memorized forgot as soon as she turned around, and the verses that she had memorized by heart were hard to remember the latter sentence, and she couldn't remember the previous sentence. In the math problem, I think I can do the problem, the idea is correct, the steps are correct, but the last step is wrong. Such mistakes are endless, and she knows what she must do, but she seems extremely panicked and helpless.

Wang Yanzhi deceived herself and attributed all of the above to pre-exam anxiety. As long as you adjust your mentality, anxiety will naturally be solved, which is not terrible. What Wang Yanzhi is afraid of is that he is not good enough to be worthy of the one who is high.

Love, that is, it can only be performed in the age of youth, so it must be him, dead and alive.

At the age of sixteen, if a boy is willing to take you away and vow to be with you all the rest of the world, you will surely feel that such a vow is sweeter than the Qiong of the Nine Heavens. "I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love." So year after year, you live in the dream he weaves for you because of his words, and you don't want to extricate yourself.

But if you are twenty-six, I am afraid that there is still someone who loves you because they love you. If you can still marry love without hesitation, then congratulations, there is still a long time of testing waiting for you. As the years go by, the feeling of being in love will be diluted by the trivial things of life, and even become tasteless. If you can survive the seven-year itch, please cherish the years of mutual support, and deeply remember the decision you made at your flower-like age, and the sentence "I do".

If you're thirty-six, it doesn't matter to you whether you're together or not. You may be beginning to yearn for freedom. This kind of freedom is not the same as empty slogans, but real physical and mental freedom. You want your soul to drift far away, to the place you've always wanted. You no longer believe that his world cannot live without you, and your world does not necessarily have to be him. You may wish that one day if you go first, he can continue to live well. Your sense of responsibility to your family, your cherishing and respect for each other has gone beyond the vows of love itself. When you spend a day together, you will take care of that day.

Therefore, the breakup of adolescence is not worth your grief too much. After all, you meet your destiny around a corner, and that person will do all the stupid things you've ever done for you, silently guarding you, even regardless of the return.

But youth is like that, you never regret anything you have done. Those you've loved, you've skipped classes, you've bullied, and you've offended teachers.

The third cousin is an understanding person, Xu has been stable since he was a child, and among Tang Yao's elder brothers, he is the only one who has not privately said who he likes.

Tang Yao's cousins all grew up in the countryside, and the old mansion was blessed with a wide field, giving the children a childhood of free joy. The boys in front of and behind the village went up to the trees to catch knowledge, went into the water to fish, stole vegetables in the fields, and dug up bird eggs under the eaves. Tang Yao wanted to do all these things, but her cousins were very quiet, never went out, and never took Tang Yao to do any of them.

The second cousin likes Japanese goods, and he is afraid that his grandfather will know about the heavy punishment of him, so he has to hide and secretly like it. He cautiously read Japanese comics, taught himself half-baked Japanese to play PSP games, found friends to buy this kind of puppet figures, and his smuggling motorcycle, which bullied his grandfather for not understanding foreign languages and fished in troubled waters to sneak into the house. The second cousin, an honest otaku, also chased girls and liked Zhou Huimin, and the walls of the room were covered with posters of Zhou Huimin.

The third cousin is very different from the second cousin, and all his time is spent at the desk in the living room. His idols are all ancient people who sleep in the earth. The third cousin was sad about their depression, and felt their strong brotherhood with each other, some love helpless, and some begging, all deeply imprinted in the third cousin's mind, accompanied by his every spring, summer, autumn and winter. The third cousin's ambition is Peking University, there is no alternative, no compromise, and he does not give himself any way out. This is probably the persistence of the literati.

Tang Yao's heart was full of longing for nature, but in her childhood, her cousins didn't do anything one by one, so she had to collect eggs and run around the fields. I didn't do anything I wanted to do.

Wang Yanzhi's volunteer is also Peking University. She knows that her ability may be a little far, so if she has no way to go to Peking University, she always has to take the entrance examination to a university in Beijing. When people meet old acquaintances in other places, maybe Lin Feng's iron pestle can finally be sharpened into an embroidery needle by her.

Wuhan City also thinks the same, since this semester, he has endured all his ideas, concentrated on precipitating himself, and studied hard. He hoped that one day Tang Yao would be able to remove the sight of sports students and see himself as a blockbuster. This is also his New Year's Resolution.

In the middle of the semester, he blatantly pursued Meng Ran in the class. His high profile is thoughtful.

First, it can confuse the public's sight. That time happened to be the heyday of rumors, Tang Yao was rumored to be a watery poplar stepping on a few boats, and the messenger depicted it very expressively, with plots and characters, time and place, and what he said was really like that.

However, Wuhan City believes in Tang Yao. He still remembered the sentence "classmate" that Tang Yao called him during the first year of junior high school. Tang Yao, a girl who doesn't remember people and doesn't even care about her classmates in the row in front of her, how can she become a scheming girl who is good at means in rumors. Although Tang Yao is a good reader and has a good IQ, the emotional reflex arc is too long, and the stunt can't do something as highly technical as stepping on a few boats.

The second purpose of Wuhan City is to test Meng Ran's sincerity, to see if this pair of people who seem to be together because of love in the outside world can resist the temptation, and at the same time, they also want to rub Chang Jian's arrogance and tell him that betraying people who like him needs to pay a price.

Tang Yao didn't graduate until she graduated, and one year at a class reunion, she heard her classmates talk about this naïve past, and she realized in vain that the only person who had a beginning and an end for her in the past three years of junior high school and had never changed half a cent was this Wuhan City. Only Wuhan City still unconditionally chose to believe in her in her extremely dark days, racking her brains to think of something for her.

But people are so helpless about fate. Some people are destined to fall into the same pit repeatedly in the long journey of life, and every time they get up covered in mud, they swear not to be so stupid in this life, but every time they still plunge into it again without hesitation.

It's not intentional, and it's really unintentional, but I hate myself like that alone, why should I be so confused or angry.

Of course, Wuhan City is also a little selfish, and he also wants to see Tang Yao's reaction after he knows it. Some people have been guarding, waiting for a long time, and hoping that one day the other party can look back at them, even if it is only one glance, they feel satisfied.

In the new year, everyone's wishes are different. But no matter whether the ending is sad or happy, the dreamer is always happy in his heart. I only hope that everything I want and what I want can be fulfilled one by one.