Volume II: Chapter 135 is about to happen
Soon, Nan Nan left, without any nostalgia. I don't look at Gu Ming anymore, I don't guess what his emotions are, and I don't want to find out what Gu Ming is. After that, Nan Nan just walked away, carrying a canvas bag and yellow roses. It was a little heavy, that is, he walked slowly, with his back to Gu Ming. But he could still feel a strong gaze behind him, like a nail stuck to a white wall.
Nan Nan could even feel that Gu Ming's gaze was almost about to see through her back, and she saw through it, as if she had to see a hole. Such a strong gaze stirred Nan's heart to be a little hairy and panicked, and she always felt an uneasy emotional existence involuntarily. Nan Nan's steps were slow, step by step, and even a little heavy, heavy, as if a sandbag weighing several pounds was tied to her feet.
However, Nan Nan did not stop from beginning to end, and still walked. For some reason, a feeling of desolation and depression suddenly came out of her heart. Just like that, walking on a road where there are no pedestrians, not a single car passing through the street. It's strange that it's such a silent atmosphere, that even the shops on both sides of the street are closed. And inside, as if it was empty, there was silence all around, and no sound came out. On the contrary, it adds a terrifying atmosphere for no reason, as if entering a different world.
But at this moment, Nan Nan's heart is very stable, and there is no panic at all. It's just that if you want to leave, you don't want to face Gu Ming anymore, so you go the other way. It seems that just like this, it can be cut in two, isolating everyone, including everyone who has met in this short period of less than a few hours.
Soon, Nan Nan left the street and walked out of this range, which was the route to the hospital. Nan Nan has been gone for a long time, but her mind is very tight, and her mind is blank. Along the way, nothing was on her mind, nothing existed. It was a blank space, and in the end, Nan Nan had even forgotten how to walk. By the time she came to her senses, she had already left the street, the empty place.
When Nan Nan came back to her senses, she realized that what was in front of her was already in a big difference, and there were people coming and going everywhere in front of her. It's a completely different scene, and it's a completely different style from the one behind him.
But it's not particularly lively, it's just that there are more people. On the streets, there are a stream of vehicles, one after another, happy and orderly. Occasionally, there are a few bicycles or electric vehicles, Didi, which is the sound of all vehicles ringing the bell. One after another, one after another, it is very clear that it is from different vehicles, and it seems that it can still be found to come from different vehicles. It also includes the sound of its motorized and non-motorized vehicles, and even the sound of a few bicycle bells.
The sound of a few bells, all over the silent air, was like this. It's not noisy, but the sound of fireworks can also make Nan Nan feel at ease, and her emotions will naturally calm down, and her brain will be a lot clearer.
It's still a street, lined with shops, all kinds of things, everything, not as depressed as the street just now, but still a lot more lively. In addition, on the streets, people come and go, and the shops are open, and you can even clearly see the people inside. It turned out that it was so lively, it seemed that all the people had gathered in this place. It is completely a great contrast with the street behind it, a kind of existence that is very different, a fundamental inconsistency, and another existence on the contrary.
But it is precisely this contradiction that can make Nan Nan's mind completely clear. It is to have a down-to-earth feeling, very real, very real, and a kind of wholeness of oneself. Unlike Fang Cai, it is actually nothing, dreamy, and an unreal feeling. It's like waking up from a big dream. There, everyone I saw and everything that happened seemed to have become my own reverie overnight.
Nan Nan suddenly felt a trance, a little unconvinced, everything in front of her was real. She looked around, standing on the sidewalk, looking at people, shops, cars, and the bottomless road, feeling lost. It's like something has been left behind. My heart is empty, and I don't feel settled at all. As if something crucial had been discarded, the loss made people feel sad and aggrieved. The heart is sour, and the chest is also bulging, as if there is a lot of accumulation in it.
And, it seems, even everything in front of me has become much brighter. However, it is clearly the same sky, the same light. But in Nannan's eyes, it is particularly bright, and it seems to be a lot wider. Anyway, it's a great look.
In this way, Nan Nan didn't want to worry too much, she took a breath, and spit out all the air she had inhaled into her chest heavily. In this way, it is also to relax your whole body, that is, even your brain has become much clearer. After repeating this back and forth a few times, Nan Nan's heart finally stabilized.
Then, I thought about it for a few seconds. I still plan to put aside everything that happened for the time being, and I don't want to think about all this anymore, naturally, relatively, I don't have the extra energy to think about anything. I still went to the hospital first, but it had already been delayed for too long.
Then, Nan Nan shook her head, trying to get everything out of her head. Of course, she also did this, her whole body relaxed, her mind was clear, and she breathed a few breaths of fresh air, all of which made Nan Nan feel refreshed. It seems that the whole body is accumulating energy, as if the cells and blood have been completely replaced.
Nan Nan walked forward, taking big steps, and the weight in her hands seemed to be not worth mentioning. It's very light.,Even my body is starting to become fluttery.,It's like,It's really because of what I've thrown off.,That's it.。
Anyway, Nan Nan walked, and when she passed the station to the hospital, she still hesitated for a while. In the end, I decided to go on foot and didn't plan to catch a bus. After all, it's only a ten-minute walk, not a long distance. Moreover, Nan Nan still has palpitations when she thinks of the bus now, and she will inevitably think of the person who molested the schoolgirl she met on the bus before. So, she categorically chose to give up, and besides, her current situation is inexplicably much better. On the contrary, it still has extra strength and strength.
Nan Nan walked, didn't think about anything along the way, just thought that she could go to the hospital as soon as possible and visit He Qin. After all, a lot of time has been missed, and Nan Nan has an intuition, as if there is something waiting for her. Urgently, it is necessary to wait for the arrival of Nannan. Moreover, it has reached a point where it has to move forward.
And, Nan Nan intuitively thinks and firmly believes. What is coming is that you can't hide from it anyway, it's necessary, and it's not all good. Perhaps, in fact, a misfortune, an unprecedented calamity. Even, it's worse than what I'm experiencing now.
However, even if Nan Nan perceived it like this, she still couldn't stop. Her eyes were focused, her thoughts were focused, and all she could think of was such a way forward. There are thorns ahead, but there is no way back. Inexplicably, Nan Nan has such a strong premonition. However, there is no uneasiness at all, but incomparable calmness and stability. It's like, knowing it, everything ahead will definitely be a huge disaster.
But it's because I know. On the contrary, I don't feel so uneasy, as if I have a kind of courage, the courage to face it. Naturally, it has to be faced, it is completely forced to be helpless, helpless, and powerless. Because of this, Nan Nan is now extremely calm, although there is a faint feeling of uneasiness in her heart, but she has been suppressed.
Every step she took was heavy, and even if her body was in a state of opposite lightness, it still didn't help. It was still a last resort, as if it had been filled with lead water, so heavy that even lifting a step became an extremely difficult movement.
Sinking, it is Nannan's heart, and it is dimmed, it is Nannan's eyes. She had a hunch that something bad was about to happen. Moreover, it is about oneself, and maybe, even others will be implicated because of this. is still the person I cherish the most, the person I care about the most.
Everything is happening, at his pace, not in a hurry, not slowly. Even if it will be delayed, it will still happen, there is no doubt about it, it is undoubted, it is certain. This point, Nan Nan is very clear and understandable.