From September 1999 to June 2005, these six years in my life, is the most worthy of my nostalgia and nostalgia, there are Coptis as bitter and chili as spicy, and lemon as sour and as sweet as watermelon, of course, people in this life, always have to go through these winds and waves, as the saying goes, if you don't see the wind and rain, how can you see the rainbow?

To put it bluntly, these ups and downs of mine are all encountered naturally with many people in their lives, like eating, drinking, and Lazar. Compared to the goddess in my mind, the girl with whom I have a lasting relationship, my experience can only be described by an AA-type word: the word that is now used on the Internet to mock and despise, and even insult: "hehe".

When I was in elementary school, I was always the most eye-catching one in the class, and my classmates were divided into three categories, the first was the good students, who had excellent academic performance, behaved sensibly, never caused trouble to the teacher, and often made some honors that brought glory to the class.

The second type is ordinary students, whose academic performance is not excellent, nor is it bad, it is equivalent to the most common public face in people's appearance, and in general, it is bland.

The third is the bad students, don't talk to them about their academic performance, they are full of tears, naughty mischief is their forte, and the "family" of good students and bad students is also divided into grades, the highest level is called the ash level, and the good students of the ash level are radiant and high-profile. Ashes are poor, spurned and despised by thousands of people.

And I am the poor student of the ash level, my goddess, no, the goddess of the male classmates in the class, and the good student of the ash level.

But within those six years, I sympathized with her, just because she lost one of the two most important people in her life, Father, I have been like this since I came to this world, I can't see others badly, especially the people I care about, I watched movies and TV series, and even cartoons, whenever there are innocent characters in the plot who are tortured, bullied, beaten and scolded, I will angrily grab what I can throw around me and throw it at the person I hate on TV, I know that I am very tasteless in doing this, because it is just a movie, TV series, cartoons, the kind of plot that makes people angry when they watch it, are all ups and downs made up by the screenwriter in order to attract the audience's attention, and then I also thought about it, and I almost can't see anything like that in reality.

It seems that I may have been brainwashed by the heroic role in the movie, when I knew that Liu Yingying lost her father, I didn't expect that I would cry for the death of someone else's loved one, and since then I have found out that I am a very kind-hearted person.

Because I love her, even though I was a little kid at the beginning, I didn't know what it was like to love someone, I just thought she was beautiful and excellent, and no matter what, these are the reasons why children worship their idols.

I live in the same neighborhood as Liu Yingying, and since my father fought bravely in the firefighting operation, I have vowed that I must be a very strong gorilla, that is, "King Kong", to shelter her from the wind and rain, tear the blood of the dinosaurs, hug the skyscraper, wave my big hand against the bullets of those enemy planes, even if I fall later, but as long as she is okay, I will be relieved no matter how she dies.

After her father's funeral, every morning when I went to school, I would carry a bag of delicious snacks, carry my schoolbag and run to the bottom of her house, waiting for her like a crazy infatuated person for love, until she came out, even if I knew that she would not fall in love with me at that time, but I was still young and frivolous, and thick-skinned enough to withstand the strafing of 6,000 rounds per minute from a Gatling gun, but she was willing to go with me, and I didn't think she didn't mind that she had a good impression of me. I can only think that she is just because we are classmates.

Which kind of snack is delicious, I will generously share it with Liu Yingying, and I will eat it myself if it is not delicious, even if I am reluctant to do it in my heart.

"Sister, I am it, if someone dares to bully you in the future, I will become it to protect you."

I took the Ultraman Tiga toy I brought, held it and said innocently to Liu Yingying, I used to call her sister, because she is older than me, she was born in 1993, I was born in 1994, but the age difference between us is only seven months.

"Put it away, don't let the teacher and classmates see it, don't bring these things that have nothing to do with learning when you go to school in the future, how old are you, and play with Ultraman." She touched my little head dotingly, her beautiful voice was reprimanded and helpless, and I just stuck my tongue out at her naughtily.

That is, this time, it was the first time she protected me, and since then, the Ultraman Tiga in my hand has chosen her as a human body, maybe because of my cowardice at that time, right? Even classmates can't beat them, so how easy is it to fight those monsters that disturb the world? Whenever I, a human, saw a monster and was about to run away, she would stand in front of me and drive away the monsters that were bullying me one by one, and when I put Ultraman Tiga in my bag, someone suddenly pushed my head hard.

I was as petite as a young bud, and I almost fell to the ground, but Liu Yingying grabbed my hand when she was dying.

"Dongfang One, Dongfang One, the penultimate one!" The two boys who pushed me cheered behind me, and kept stretching their fists as if they were cheering on the stars they admired.

However, they were right, I did take the penultimate test, only once.

"Well, let me ask you, how much better are you than him? What benefits will you get by bullying people all day long? Liu Yingying immediately stood in front of me and criticized them like a strict teacher.

"Liu Yingying, you are the best in our class, why do you always play with the worst in our class?" Mao Cun, who often bullied me, said, and stretched out his hand to point at me as he spoke.

"I tell you, whether you study well or not does not represent a person's ability, he is not good at learning, but he has what you don't have, but you don't know, I don't allow you to bully him in the future, you bully him, it is equivalent to bullying me." Liu Yingying said indignantly.

How did she know? Or do you want to prevaricate for my safety? But she did make sense.

"Let the girl protect, no shame." They didn't answer Liu Yingying, and they couldn't see that they had a trace of repentance, stimulating me like a children's rhyme, and left with a bang, leaving only Liu Yingying, who hated her teeth, and me, whose eyes and nose were sour.

"You're going to learn to protect yourself, you know?" Liu Yingying put her hands on my shoulders, feeling like my biological sister, taking care of me in every way.

The next morning, at the end of class, Liu Yingying secretly gave me a ripe sand fruit, and when I was playing in the playground, a male classmate in my class asked me, "Where did the sand fruit come from?" ”

Not all the boys bullied me, and a few of them regarded me as a good brother, but sometimes they were like pencils, undercuted, I really don't know if their heads were filled with brains or feces and urine, I didn't say that this sand fruit was given to me by Liu Yingying, I only said that it was given to me by the girls in the class.

I would like to record their next words and play them to our homeroom teacher, and then each of them will have a five-finger mountain printed on their faces, but it is useless, I don't have any recording equipment, and the school prohibits this kind of thing.

"You pulled it out of a girl's pants, right? Hahahaha! That's what they said to me.

I wanted to scold, but I held back, and in the end I had to leave these little rascals with twisted minds and secretly eat the sand fruit, which I still remember to this day, twice as sweet as a red Fuji apple.

I didn't mention it to them again, but they were my buddies after all, and besides, what did they want to worry about me? In the future, this kind of person will often be the group that stands aside in society.

Liu Yingying's body has always been very healthy, I don't know when, I often see her appear to have a bloody disaster, there was a class in the fifth grade, she sat in her place depressed, when I was in class, wandering has long been commonplace, I am always watching her, often fantasizing about the future of our marriage into the palace of the scene, for her to wear a shining Tiffany diamond ring, under the gaze, the two mouths are printed together.

She fainted, and in my pupils, she passed out, lying on her desk like a wheat seedling in the wind and rain.

She was sick, and I was sick at the same time, but I was guilty of neurosis, my nerves were deranged, and I pushed my lesbian table away with a hot head, and rushed towards Liu Yingying without hesitation.

Her seat was close to me, and as I was about to approach her, a roar of a lion from the east of the river pulled me back from reality.

"Oriental One! What are you doing! ”

The whole class was like a cobra, focusing on my little rabbit, and as soon as the head teacher's voice fell, the whole class burst into laughter like a cross talk.

I stood there stupidly, just silently pointing to the cute and lovely person on the table, and then the whole class and the teacher looked at Liu Yingying.

At this moment, everyone fell silent, and I suspected that the classmates around her were all fools? Such a big person suddenly lay down, all of them were like wooden people, I didn't know, it seems that this class was explained by the teacher too exciting, the whole class is looking at the teacher, even I, a second bastard who doesn't learn and doesn't know how to learn, is listening carefully, but I didn't go to see the second-class teacher, only by looking at Liu Yingying, I can calm my heart.

Although I saved Liu Yingying, I was still scolded by the teacher, but for the sake of my "sacrificing myself to save others", the review book still saved my pen water.

For the first time, I knew that pursuing a girl is like a step to the sky, just like people often say nowadays: "Women chase men, layer yarn, men chase women, across mountains".

I secretly said to Liu Yingying, "Sister, I like you, when I grow up, I will propose to you." ”

Dongfang Yi, Dongfang Yi, you are awesome, you have finally broken through yourself, why didn't you see you so bold before? I can't help but praise myself in my heart, in fact, I don't know why my courage became so big overnight, this is on a Saturday night, Liu Yingying and I sat on the chairs on the rockery square in the community, looking at the bright stars in the night sky, and said to her loudly, at that time I wished that my sincere confession would resound throughout the boundless vast universe.

My memory is excellent, but I always remember some inconsequential things, really useful things, and I always remember one thing and forget one thing like a blind bear breaking buds.

"Do you want to marry me when you grow up?" Liu Yingying listened to my confession, but instead of being angry, she asked me bluntly.

"Yes, because you always appear in front of me at critical moments, protect me, take care of me, and when I grow up, I will protect you, my sister, as I am now." I innocently and cutely chewed on the gummies she bought for me, and said in a milky voice.

"Please, I just treat you as my younger brother, what about me, I don't want to get married when I grow up, how tiring it is to get married, and I have to have children and take care of children." She said that she regarded me as her brother, so she continued to look at the shining starry sky, as if she was lamenting her bleak life.

A bleak life? Is she having a bleak life? I asked myself, what else is there to be sorry for her to be emotional, besides the loss of my father? I have to be emotional, although my family has always been perfect, but outside, especially at school, I am like a caterpillar, being picked up with small twigs to play, always vigilant against natural enemies "birds" to feed me, should be full of emotion, can it really only me?

No, it's her, she is indeed lamenting her life, not when she was a child, but now her, when she was a child, she worked tirelessly for the future of herself and her family, I admire her, and now, that is, when I met her at the gate of our school last year, she actually lost her mother again, I completely doubt God this time, I really want to grow a pair of wings, fly into the sky to grab his white beard, and hold a big axe in the other hand, If you ask him why he treats a beautiful and kind girl so cruelly, if he doesn't tell me the reason, I will cut it down with an axe.

Even if God tells me the reason honestly, I want him to change Liu Yingying's fate again, and let me be by her side forever, I will not easily forgive God's mistakes, because not everything God said is true, in this world: gold is not enough, no one is perfect, even if it is a god.

Perfect, is there really one? The answer is: Yes.

Who is he, you ask? Where is it? I'll tell you, he's dead, so it's called "perfect".