"When I like a person, I fetch water five times a day and go to the toilet eight times, just to sneak a peek at you when I pass by."

Like, is a kind of reluctance.

Xinrou turned her head sideways to look at her, "I've heard that if the confession is not successful, it will be embarrassing to meet again, you have already been three times, why do you still have the courage?" ”。

Malt shrugged his shoulders and looked out the window, "Yes, you're right, if embarrassment can be graded, then the look at each other after the confession failure should be level ten."

"However, if I were to give up so easily, I would definitely regret it."

"But if he really went to find Senior Sister that day, what would you do?" Xinrou asked.

Alas, I hadn't thought about this question before, did Senior Mangni really go to her? But it seems that today they are the same as usual, not as fierce as that day, maybe Senior Mangni is looking for it.

The malt paused for a few seconds, his eyes still lingering on the window, the breeze blowing by a few floating clouds flying by the birds.

Maybe one second he was still happy because of Senior Mangni's gaze, but the next second he was sad because he might have really found his senior sister, and he was like a vinegar jar hiding in the corner, not seeing the light of day, silently fermenting.......

Malt didn't make any answer, and to be honest, she didn't know how to face such a scene, and if she had to find out the last sinner, it would be herself.

Seeing that Malt didn't answer, Xinrou didn't continue to cling to this question.

In short, that night, I thought a lot and forgot a lot......

The next day, while still asleep, I heard my roommate running back in a daze.

"You know, I just got the news and it just shocked me!!" The roommate said.

Xin Rou and the other dormitories slowly sat up and sighed, "What's going on?" yelling".

"I heard that there was a girl on the sixth floor of our dormitory who committed suicide by jumping off the building, didn't you hear the loud 120 voice just now?".

After hearing these words, everyone immediately became energetic, and even the malt in his sleep leaned against the wall and widened his eyes.

"What? A girl in our dormitory committed suicide by jumping off a building? Really? Malt said.

My roommate got up early to buy breakfast, so he was at the scene just now, and he couldn't recall the scene at that time, and he was terrified to think about it.

"It's true, when I just passed by, the girl was already bloody and fleshy, and now she has been sent to the hospital, I don't know if I can be rescued, it's a pity, and the most pity is that the girl is the flower of the school next door to us."

"Our school next door? Isn't that the Faculty of Food Science? I've always been.,I've heard that there are a lot of boys who want to pursue her.,It's a baby in the palm of your hand.,What's going on? She can't think about it so much! ”。

Everyone was shocked by this news, because before this she was the object of fascination of many boys in the school, and even when she walked, it seemed that there was a fairy aura floating around her, a result that no one could imagine.

"I heard that it was caused by too much pressure in life, and her roommates said that she dressed up every day and went out, but when she came back, she sat there paralyzed, doing nothing, which was very strange."

Odd? Malt can't figure out why this girl wants to kill herself, she obviously has great resources and youth, but if she jumps like this, there is nothing.....

"Too stressful in life? I really can't see this, she wears top-notch goods every day, and our living standards are far behind, and it is said that the family is very rich, what you want and can't get it, I really can't understand, what are they thinking in the minds of these glamorous people, if it were her identity, then I would have to die of happiness all day long" One of the roommates said he didn't understand.

After this girl jumped off the building, everyone in the school became panicked, especially the boys who were fascinated by this girl before, they couldn't accept this reality, especially when their goddess suddenly disappeared from this world, they seemed to feel that the world had become gray......

The roof of the school was monitored and fenced higher, and every class was counseled for fear of a recurrence, which was unacceptable to the school, but the girls made this choice, and the responsibility cannot be entirely blamed on the school.

Xinrou sat there for a long time, the girl who jumped off the building was more qualified than the roommates she faced every day, and the living conditions were top-notch, but she said that it was because of the pressure of life, isn't that kind of life that everyone yearns for? But why couldn't this girl bear the pressure, but chose this way of jumping off the building to solve the problem?

"Malt, why did you say she jumped off the building?" Xinrou asked.

"In fact, we can't comment on other people's lives, everyone can make their own choices, and even the reasons for making such choices are only known to themselves, to put it bluntly, they are just a bystander, can the bystander read his inner world? We can't do anything but take care of ourselves......" Malt said.

Even if I feel shocked because of this incident, after all, it was the girl who made the choice at that time, and she can't one-sidedly think what kind of person she is because of the living conditions and material conditions she is in, because there is no real empathy in the world, just a second before the girl jumped, what she was thinking, she is the only one in the world who knows best, and others speculate about what she is thinking in her heart, which is ridiculous and ridiculous.

Maybe everyone is going through a different stage, and in this stage they will encounter different things, so they can't guide the lives of others according to their own experience, because there is no real empathy in the world, only the willingness to accept and the unwillingness to accept. But both options deserve to be respected.

But even if you are sad in your heart, don't throw yourself in the dark, infinitely magnify your emotions, you should go to bed on time, eat something delicious, take a hot bath, drink sweet milk tea, go to see the sunset flowers and trees on the long river, expel the frustration, and run hard, you will find that life is full of shining stars.

But many people have already made the next move and buried themselves in the abyss when they haven't done this, so what can be blamed for this? Is she to blame?

Indeed, this world is sometimes barren, meaningless, and people have no motivation to live, that is because they are at the bottom, so they have this idea of wanting to give up, so if we can persevere, maybe one day there will always be a star in the sky that is bright for you.

Malt always believed that there was always a star in the sky that would always wink at her when the night came, as long as she saw this scene, it seemed that all the resentment in her heart had disappeared.......

But this girl chooses the most extreme method, which will attract a lot of discussion and speculation, and sometimes use her imagination to add fuel to it, and even make up a story that does not correspond to the facts at all, but she will not know that she is gone.

People who haven't left this kind of thing will care the most.

"Do you think one day we'll have the same idea as her?" Xinrou asked.

Although Xinrou always asks some strange words, Malt still patiently replied, "Maybe there will be, but we can't choose the same ending as her, in fact, there are still a lot of beautiful things in this world, when we blindly fall into the emotional horns, there are a lot of bonds, we must let ourselves out of the horns, only to find more beauty in life."

Xinrou always felt that Malt was like a life coach, even though she was the same age as herself.

"If I go on that rooftop in the future, you must stop me as soon as possible, I'm afraid that I will jump .....off if I can't think about it" It is true that things are not as simple as they seem on the surface, she has thought about this kind of thought, but she didn't dare to implement it, because the burden on her body is too heavy, and occasionally she will lighten it up, but if she really has a seizure all over her body, she may really be uncontrollable.

Malt hurriedly gagged her, "Bah, what are you talking about, don't say this kind of thing in the future."

"But you have to promise me first, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to think about it one day, and if I really jump, I'm afraid I'll regret it too!"

"Of course you will regret it, if you dare to leave me alone and jump down alone, then I will hate you, the world is so beautiful, why should you leave me alone, what do you say? Don't worry, you won't have that day, if it's really like what you said, then I will definitely catch you as soon as possible, and I will never allow you to leave like that" Malt smiled at her.

Every time the word "leave" is mentioned, it may mean two meanings, one meaning is to go out for a while, but still live in this wonderful world, and the other is to leave this world.

But no matter which meaning is always frustrating, people always like to hear back or meet, and rarely like to hear goodbye, goodbye, does it mean that there will be another meeting, or never again?

But the truth is that some people will see each other again after saying goodbye, and some people will never see each other again after saying goodbye.......

Rather than goodbye, next time, free, such words as malt prefers right away.

Because next time may not be next time, I may not mention it again when I have time, and I may not see you again when I have time, but it is really the happiness that people are waiting for, and I like to surround happiness in my fingertips, so that I can clearly see that happiness is still around, rather than thinking about whether I am happy or not.

Wait, did you say goodbye to Senior Mangni last time? Don't you like these two words too?

But if you want to change it, you can't change it to see you right away, right? In that case, it would be better to change it to "will see you", add the word "will in front", and everything will become happy.

"Senior Mangni, we'll see you again, we'll see you again."