Chapter 51: Blood-stained white robes hurt Lang's heart
Hiroshi looked up at me and asked, "Auntie. This pain. When will it be gone?"
"It's never going to go away. Losing a loved one you love. It's a pain that never goes away. But as time passes. It's always going to be better. Someday. When you think of him again. You find that this longing brings you more than just pain. There is more happiness and joy. Memories with the people we love. It is our eternal treasure. A priceless treasure."
Hiroshi nodded and said, "Auntie. Will you stay with me all the time?"
I was stunned for a moment. smiled and said, "Yes. I will always be with you. Hiroshi. You remember. Even if one day. I'm not with you anymore like Hongyun. But we're still with you. As long as you still love us. Still remember us. We are all in your heart. As long as you don't want to. No one can take it from your heart. Take us away. Got it?"
Hiroshi tilted his head and said, "I seem to understand."
I patted him on the head and said, "Let's sleep for a while. I'm with you."
Hiroshi obediently lay down. Close your eyes. He kept holding my hand. Just fell asleep.
I looked at Hiroshi's innocent little face with a slight frown. Thinking about Yinxuan. Thinking about Hongyun. Thinking about the fate of Hiroshi's future. I feel powerless. I know the ending. So you can only watch.
No...... I don't believe it. I don't believe I can only watch. I'm Borzigit 'Jade' Ice. I'm already in this game. I can't just sit on the sidelines. I can't just be a bystander. There's always something I can do. Let this kid. It is not necessary to go to the end of his history. At least. Not exactly the same ending......
I'm thinking about these things.' The door' was gently pushed open. The fourth master walked in softly and stood next to me and looked at me. I looked up at him.
These days. He lost a lot of weight. I looked at it and felt distressed. The right hand is held by Hiroshi. I stretched out my left hand. I tried to lift it up and 'touch' 'touch' the face of the fourth master. But the pain in my left shoulder made my hand fall.
"Shhh The fourth master asked me, "What's wrong with you?"
I shook my head and whispered, "It's fine. Probably I didn't cover the quilt when I went to bed last night. It's cold. How are you today. Are you alright? Did you sleep well last night?"
"I'm fine. Rest assured. It's you. Did you sleep well last night?" The fourth master stroked my hair and asked.
I nodded. Reluctantly grabbed his right hand with his left hand and pressed it against my face. Ask him, "What time is it?"
"It's time for Shen. It's time for Hiroshi to get up for dinner." He whispered softly. Gently looking at me and Hiroshi.
I let go of the fourth master's hand. Leaning down and 'touching' Hiroshi's forehead. Softly called, "Hiroshi. It's time to wake up."
Hiroshi's right hand is still holding my right hand. The left hand 'rubbed' the eyes. He sat up, put his arms around my right arm, and muttered, "Auntie. What time has it been?"
The fourth master said on the side: "It's time for Shen."
Hiroshi a 'excited' spirit sits well. stared straight at the fourth master. The fourth master patted his head lovingly and said, "When you wake up, go back to dinner first. Amma and her aunt have something to say."
Hiroshi got up and stood up. But he didn't say go. Instead, they kept looking at me. I smiled and said, "Auntie, can you go to sleep tonight?"
Hiroshi's eyes lit up immediately. But he thought of it in an instant. If the fourth master does not agree. That's not going to work. He looked up at the fourth master. I also stood up and looked at the fourth master. Hongshi saw that the fourth master nodded before leaving obediently.
Hiroshi is gone. The fourth master took me into his arms. I leaned against his chest. Feel grounded and at ease. He whispered, "I saw you yesterday too. But it's been a whole day today. Just take a moment to spare. Just thinking about when you're coming. When will I be able to come back. When will I see you.' Jade' ice. Did you cast some kind of spell on me? I want to share it with you when I'm happy. I want to share it with you when I'm sad. When you are in doubt, I want to hear your opinion. I want to hold you in my arms when I'm in pain."
I heard the fourth master say this. There is some sour sweetness in my heart. These days. What was he tortured into? That's why I'm going to say all these things. I listened to his heartbeat and said to him, "I've been thinking about you too. Fourth brother."
The wound is dull and painful. I almost doubt that I will make it to the house and the quack doctor will heal me. The fourth master suddenly pushed me away and asked, "'Jade' ice. What's wrong with you."
I followed his gaze and saw blood stains on his hands and clothes. That's when I reacted. Blood soaked the bandaged cloth and clothing.
I helplessly pulled the fourth master to sit down. said: "I didn't want to tell you. I'm afraid you're worried."
"You're all like that. You still haven't told me. Aren't I more worried." The fourth master was a little angry. Took a look at me. Said: "Go. Go to the study."
He said. Pick me up and walk to the study. Didor stood in the courtyard. Seeing us come out and hurriedly come over. The fourth master commanded: "Dai Duo. Invite Mr. Wu to my study."
Arrived at the study. The fourth master put me on the couch in his study. He said fiercely: "Mr. Wu's medical skills are very good. Let him show you."
I nodded. Sit obediently. The fourth master looked at me with a pitiful look. And reluctantly. Just sit on my right. Put my head on his shoulder. I leaned on his shoulder. I think it's a little better.
Mr. Wu came in and saw me and said, "How did Gege get so thin?"
The fourth master said, "Sir, help me take a look at the wound on this girl's back. If you lose weight, you can gain weight. That's when the injury matters."
Mr. Wu took a look. Said to the fourth master: "Fourth master. Wu had to cut off Gege's clothes to check the wound."
The fourth master paused. Nodding his head and saying to Dai Duo, "Go and bring the 'medicine' box of the gentleman."
Mr. Wu cut open my clothes. Remove the original bandage. After looking at it, he said, "Gege. You wound. I'm afraid it's not that easy. Wu cleans up for you and then stops bleeding and bandages. After that, you have to take care of yourself. Fortunately, it didn't go deeper. Otherwise, it will hurt the internal organs. It's not just about scarring."
"Mr. Trouble."
"Gege is so infuriating. It will hurt a little. Bear with me."
It hurts a little. It actually hurts. To clean the wound. Mr. Wu asked Dai Duo to bring the spirits over. Wash with spirits and then apply 'medicine'. I've been biting my lip tightly. Several times I tried to put my hand in my mouth instead of my 'lip' being bitten. But I don't overdo it.
Wait until it's finally re-bandaged. I'm in a cold sweat. Mr. Wu said to me, "Gege should be careful today. Do not pull the wound. Eat more things that are good for qi and blood. Drink some ejiao. Carefully recuperate. It will be fine soon. Just one in the future is going to leave a scar. Another. The left arm will be somewhat weaker than the right."
"Thank you, sir."
"Thanks for what. Gege rest. Wu went back first."