Chapter 45: The Stars Converge.
Maybe it was because he was too unbearable in his heart, or maybe he didn't want this little girl to be too disappointed in him, Xiao Lexing, subconsciously looked at Si Ruan, and the corners of his lips moved.
"Great God—"
"Hmm."
Si Ruan looked at him and blinked.
"What do you want to say?"
“……”
Director Xiao, who was a little unspeakable, took a deep breath and opened his mouth to say-
"Can you think of a way to get the little girl's grandfather back to normal?"
After speaking, when he looked at Si Ruan's eyes that did not have superfluous emotions, but were still clear and clear, somehow, he suddenly felt that his words were too excessive and did not know what to do.
also gave birth to an indescribable shame and helplessness in his heart, and made him cry out-
"I, did I do something wrong?"
These words made Si Ruan groan groan and asked.
"Do you think you've done something wrong?"
"-Like, there's-"
Xiao Lexing, who was not quite sure if he had done anything wrong, furrowed his brows, tightened his fingertips, and smiled bitterly.
"Great God, am I useless?"
"Well, it's really useless."
Master Sta, who didn't know anything about comforting people, unceremoniously mended the knife, and even cut off Xiao Lexing's face and twitched, but anyway, she also added-
"After you asked that, you can also feel guilty, and come to ask me if you have done something wrong, which means that in your subconscious cognition, you know that this matter is wrong, and you can't find out the specific reason for the wrongness for a while, then, let me tell you, what is wrong-"
Her words made Xiao Lexing stunned, and also made the little girl's face completely white.
Because, this girl's words fully show that she will not investigate her grandfather, and this girl also has the ability to save her grandfather.
For a while, an indescribable emotion permeated the little girl's heart, making her stand there, hanging her head, pursing the corners of her mouth and not speaking.
And, Si Ruan, who also saw their expressions, turned his gaze to Xiao Lexing and asked him.
"What is your identity—"
"Tasker?"
"So, what is the identity I gave you?"
"-Director-"
"That's right."
Si Ruan nodded.
"Your original identity was a tasker, and later your identity was the director, if you are just a tasker, you can have the opportunity to be willful, and you can also change a person's fate through your own ability and various relationships, but, you have to recognize one thing clearly——"
"When you change the fate of a person who has his own destiny, after that moment, all his decisions will no longer be in your control, he will become a completely new person, and he will have some golden fingers, so, relatively, his future life, and the lives of others will have almost earth-shaking changes——"
"And such a change, if it is good, then everyone is good, if it is bad, you, who can be said to be the 'culprit', have to bear all the consequences after it, whether you can bear it or not, you have to bear it all, understand?"
“…… Well, that's what I understand. ”
After all, as a tasker, and a tasker who has done a lot of tasks, the system has popularized science with him more than once for these things, so, basically, he will not participate too much in other people's lives, except for the tasker itself, and the rest, he just watches.
Therefore, in the tasks he has done before, there is basically no such thing as now, caring too much about others and wanting to change other people's thoughts and thoughts.
No, it shouldn't be said, it should be, but he hasn't done it, and right now, he wants to do it.
"So, you understand the basic rules of being a tasker, but you don't understand the basic rules of being a bureau chief—"
Looking at Xiao Lexing, who was a little stunned, Si Ruan nodded on the table.
"The tasker is personal, and then the task object, and then according to the change of the task object, the task object will lead the people around him to change others, but the director himself is everyone's-"
"So, your every move is the overall situation, not a small personal situation, then, every decision you make, the consequences of it, must develop in a good way, instead of being out of your control and powerlessly watching it change——"
"Like she—"
Si Ruan nodded to the little girl and her grandfather.
"Originally, what you should have done was to use this place as an upgrade test, and then use it to go to a higher plane, but you are too involved in other people's lives, and you want to change the lives and deaths of others-"
"However, the lack of ability has caused the current situation of not being up or down, but I still want to ask someone to help you change this situation, right?"
“…… Well. ”
Xiao Lexing nodded, deeply aware of himself, maybe-
No, it's not possible, he just wants to manage too much, but he can't manage too much.
"And, this kind of situation is not a good thing for you yourself, because you are not capable, so the final result is that you are hurt, others are hurt, and even resentment, which is the so-called good intentions to do bad things, but, as the director, it is a fortunate thing-"
?
Xiao Lexing, who was depressed, looked at Si Ruan in astonishment after hearing the latter words, and asked a rhetorical question in disbelief.
"Luck, luck?"
"Yes, that's a blessing."
Si Ruan nodded.
"What I like about you is your personal ability and vision to take into account the overall situation, but these are all bound by your current state, which will make you have some doubts about yourself, and when your personal ability goes up, the thoughts of self-doubt will disappear temporarily-"
"Even, when you encounter something bigger and can't be solved, this kind of self-doubt will pop up again, but you don't have to be afraid, it's not a bad thing, there is no self-doubt, there is no self-denial and self-awareness of the depth of analysis, and it will also make you gradually lose the most basic human judgment——"
"It will also make you like those who are high up and despise everything, so this kind of emotion is a blessing, and besides, as a director, you must see all living beings in your eyes, and try to be thorough in all aspects, only in this way, can you listen to their voices in time-"
"In order to further help them improve themselves, so as to promote the perfection and growth of the plane, therefore, you want to help this little girl's grandfather, so as to make this little girl better, there is nothing wrong, the fault is that you are not capable, but you are too greedy-"
These words, like buckets of ice water, poured on Xiao Lexing's head, made him instantly excited and sober, and also made him nod his head thoughtfully.
"Yes, I'm too greedy."