"Alas, I have a hunch that there will be many girls who will be sad about this," Bai Ji sighed.

However, this is not something that Mangni should be concerned about, his focus is always very peculiar and confusing.

Huang Cen was late in learning about his absence from school these days, and when he learned about it, he instantly lost his way......

He once promised a girl that if she was favored by her sweetheart, then he would not be entangled with her, but he didn't expect things to come so suddenly, without giving people a chance to breathe.

Going around in circles, he kept asking himself, "So, are you going to let go?" ”

She is indeed a very special person, and people have a desire to protect when they see it, and they want to stay by her side, but it's a pity that she likes Senior Mangni.

I thought that this cold mangni, who didn't have contact with any girls, was a person with no feelings, but who would have thought that he would have today's scene, and he was still the leader of this scene.

Whether you like malt or just play with it, after playing it, you will throw it aside and never think about it again......

However, Huang Cen no longer seems to be qualified to continue to disturb her life.

No qualifications, no identity, no reason, the malt at this moment is not even a friend.

This is her good news, but it is his nightmare, but there is no need to share the nightmare with others, let alone her, he can't bear to disturb her anymore.

From now on, if he is only a friend who does not speak in the friend list, he is unwilling.

Xinrou can feel the pleasant atmosphere of the dormitory, and she is also happy for Malt, but often at this time, there is still a deep worry about herself.

What does the future look like? Will there be people on the road to the future? Will anyone be friends with such a self? Can you find someone you like?

For the future, she is afraid, but whether she is afraid or not, life always goes on, and life forces a person to grow up......

She doesn't know when she became extremely pessimistic about everything, afraid of losing, avoiding her eyes, hiding in a no-man's corner, her world has not much color.

If she doesn't live in school now, and there are no smiling faces around her, it's hard for her to imagine what life will be like, she doesn't seem to be a person who can live, and she is afraid of everything in the future.

I remember the days after the college entrance examination, and I was helpless, and I didn't expect anyone to understand myself at that time, but I always felt empty when I thought about it.

Xinrou used to go to the library far away from home, in fact, there are some close to home, but what she likes most is the journey back from the library to home, so that she can have more time to think......

In the days when everyone stopped going to the library, she still went in and out of the library as usual, and she was still used to sitting in one place, but the people who went before were gone, maybe they would never come here again, and there were rarely one or two people to see on the first floor, and there were no more familiar faces than there used to be.....

She didn't know what the future holds, and she was even very confused, and she didn't know how to ease the situation, but she felt that this empty library would never seem to be the same as it had been a few months ago.

She couldn't express the loss, but this feeling was probably not understood by anyone, and she never mentioned it to anyone.

She sat in her original position, often recalling all the things that had happened before, recalling the familiar faces who had often sat in one place before, recalling herself at that time, but once time passed, some people and some things could never go back to the past.

Xinrou has no way back, she can only continue to walk forward, she is the only one on this road, but she can't turn back no matter what, no matter what the road ahead, she must go on.

People say that people who often turn back must not go far, and she is no exception, a home that wants to escape very much, a home that wants to go away very much, but there is always a little memory that drives her to go back, it is a memory before the age of nine, if there is no day, maybe everything will not become like this.

The people here are gone, going in all directions, the table is still the table has not changed, everyone is moving forward, Xinrou smiled, and thought: Why am I going to turn back?

There have been a lot of interesting things that have happened here, after all, with the fading of time, slowly disappearing in the long river of memory, people who are always immersed in memories have no new life, some things should be forgotten and forgotten, there is no way back for people, can only move forward.

She is very envious of Malt's life and wants to live happily every day, but the pressure is like a mountain pressing heavily on her shoulders, which is an invisible pressure, and the pressure is overwhelming.....

The more I look at other people's lives, the more I hope that I can be like them, but the truth is always cruel, and it is rare to be like them, and the gap in my heart is difficult to be smoothed out after all.

Those who have left have not turned back, so why do those who have not left turn back frequently.

Xinrou can sometimes perceive this negative emotion, it seems that there is no way to solve it, all she can do is to move forward, constantly exploring in the dark, and there is no one around, even if there are mountains and mountains in front of her, you have to walk through it head-on, and there is no other way.

That night, she could feel that her friends in the other dormitories were very happy, even if she was lying on the bed, she could be full of smiles, but when Xinrou covered the quilt, she was lost, and she couldn't stop being lost, but this sense of loss was not because of malt, but because she couldn't do it herself, forming a sense of disparity.....

Get out of bed, grab your phone, walk to the bathroom, call that brother, or find a little security from the same experience.

"Brother, some people say that life is to be happy, but why can't I understand the meaning of this sentence?" asked Xinrou.

The other side was silent for a few seconds, maybe he had the same troubles, but in front of her, even if he was a sympathetic person, he had to maintain the posture that a brother should have.

"But we still have a lot of work to do, and all we have to do now is try to stay in this city, right? Only by doing this can we be able to break away from our original life, otherwise we can only remain immersed in the previous life, there is no way to get out, and we have to live before pursuing happiness."

Is it really that important to be alive? Xinrou sometimes wonders why everyone is willing to live since it is so painful to live, is there a greater attraction to live? But what is that attraction? Why can't I feel it?

"Brother, if you have to live before you pursue happiness, but you are not happy to live, live for the sake of living, or be happy for the sake of being happy?"

"But we have no choice, there is no lighthouse in the dark night for us to illuminate, we can only rely on our own ability to find a little light, you have to cheer up"

"But ....."

"No, but, think about what you experienced when you were nine years old, that is something that others can't understand, what you have to do is to make yourself stronger, so that you don't have this opportunity to be chosen in the future, you have to take the initiative in your own hands, can you understand?"

Take the initiative into your own hands? At that time, I was just a person who was chosen, so no matter what the outcome was, I could only be forced to accept it, but when a person took the initiative in his own hands, then everything would be different, right?

"I see" even for the sake of such a sentence, and then find a little light alone in this pitch black environment, no matter what, you have to take the initiative into your own hands.

When the initiative is in the hands of others, he is just a lamb to be slaughtered, and the lamb deserves to die? No, why don't you fight hard, there is still a chance to resist, if you are used to being slaughtered by others, you will naturally suffer humiliation.

"We all have to try to stay in the city, and no matter what the future holds, we will be stronger than before"

After making this phone call, Xinrou's mood calmed down a lot, even if the people around her are constantly changing, the only thing that can calm her is that firm heart, only if she becomes stronger, she will not live the same life as before, and only if she becomes the object of admiration of others will she not be humiliated.

Many times we don't understand what people in this world are busy with coming and going, just to live, but what can life bring? But now Xinrou has a stronger goal, which is to make herself more capable and able to firmly grasp the initiative in her own hands, so that everything will become more meaningful.

When you take all the initiative into your own hands, you can openly ask them why they made that choice when they were nine years old, because they didn't like it?

Malt couldn't sleep this night, always couldn't believe that everything in front of her was real, and sometimes bit her finger lightly to confirm that what happened in front of her was not an illusory scene......

Thinking of what Senior Mang Ni said about waiting downstairs tomorrow morning, I couldn't help but feel a little excited, could it be that I really saved the galaxy in my last life to be lucky in this world!

But why is he always so serious, giving people the feeling that he is not approachable at all, maybe he is so famous in school, there must be a lot of pressure!

If you have the opportunity, you must let him relieve this pressure, in fact, he looks really handsome when he laughs.

Malt sometimes imagines in her mind the next time she sees Senior Mangni, she always behaved very poorly in front of her before, constantly causing trouble, constantly causing trouble for him, I hope it will not be like this in the future.

A boyfriend who is a bully and a girlfriend who is in trouble don't sound like a good match at all, hey, what should I do to be worthy of him?

I hope that the girls in the school can have the day when they can recognize themselves, and it is what she looks forward to when she appears in front of everyone and receives everyone's blessings.