The girl bit her fingers, her eyes glazed over, and her brow furrowed.

She circled her whole body and looked at the pastry in front of her, looking panicked and at a loss.

It was as if there were not pastries in front of him, but a flood of beasts, some man-eating devils.

Just now, only a few seconds ago, the girl could feel the tremor in her heart when she saw the note, as if a warm force was soothing her.

But now, there is nothing left, it is gone.

That feeling has now evolved into another way to torture the girl.

The girl felt her body being pulled hard by both hands at the same time, and she felt a torn pain all over her body, every inch of her skin.

The girl knew that she was to blame for such an embarrassing situation.

But the girl didn't understand why she was like this, and when she became like this.

The girl has long regarded the destruction of her body as a daily necessity, even every moment. It's like a very ordinary day.

But in this terrible day-to-day, there will always be something to fight against. Therefore, girls are always involuntarily and helplessly fighting against this kind of thing.

It's like facing the pastry in front of you.

This confrontation is uncomfortable and painful.

"Gollum." The girl's stomach made an inophable sound.

The girl heard a noise, and she could feel something squirming in her stomach. Moreover, there is a kind of heat in the girl's stomach, as if it is covered with a small stove, but that heat is frightening, terrible, and unsafe.

The girl felt a strong desire welling up in her stomach. This desire filled the girl's entire body, and it continued to spread constantly, incessantly.

The girl is hungry, but the girl is not sure if this feeling can be called hungry.

It's been a long time since the girl has felt a real feeling of hunger.

The girl could only hear the warning sound of her stomach and feel the strong, irrepressible craving of her body for food.

The girl had forgotten when her body had this feeling of intense desire, and all she remembered was that she suddenly had this desire late one night.

Then, every day, every night, every time at the same point in time, the feeling came as scheduled.

This feeling has always tormented the girl. Even deeper and deeper each time, stronger and stronger each time.

The girl cried, broke down, got angry, and even prayed.

However, they never let the girl go.

The girl is like a weak beast in chains, and whenever the girl tries to resist, there is an invisible force that oppresses the girl.

It pained her.

But there was no way for the girl to break free from this cold, painful shackles. Or maybe the girl didn't have the courage to break free at the same time.

So, the girl tried to make herself less uncomfortable, and in the constant attempts, she found a way to delay the war and scratch the itch in her boots.

At night, when this intense hunger strikes, the girl thinks about what she eats during the day and counts the calories of the food she eats.

In fact, the girl will roughly calculate the calories of those foods before each meal, and at night it is just a more accurate calculation.

In the girl's heart there was a scale, and there was a number on it.

If the calories and calories of the food eaten by the girl in a day exceed this number, the girl's desire for food will be reduced a lot. But at the same time, the girl can fall into a situation of infinite self-blame, chagrin and even self-irritability.

But if the girl does not eat more calories in a day, the girl will be happy, and she will comfort herself by saying that she will be able to eat a little more tomorrow. This will make the girl feel better, but in this way, the girl will correspondingly reduce her craving for food, but increase her hunger.

This method is actually very ridiculous and self-deceptive. The girl did distract herself and temporarily relieve her cravings for food.

But the truth is that the girl is just another way of torturing herself.