0059 Shichikoku: I miss you dead
I grew up with him, and he was the best guardian of me!
For many years, I wanted him to be free, but he didn't want it, and he didn't want the freedom that was at his fingertips.
A sword did not stab Chu Changxun's vital point, and Sanskrit Yin understood me in the end, leaving a little leeway.
"Let's go!" I took a step forward and straddled in front of Chu Changxun, and said to Fanyin: "You go, don't die in front of me, the sky is high and the sea is wide, you can die anywhere!" β
Sanskrit smirked, with endless sourness: "What if I want to die in front of you?" Do you want to remember me for the rest of your life? β
"You never pushed me, and if it's a threat this time, then you win!" I blinked fiercely: "I won't remember you for a lifetime, time can forget everything, especially the dead, there is nothing that time can't replace." β
"I know you're angry, I know you want me to be free, this time I'm willing to stay, I can't go home with you, I can go home with him, you don't understand, you really don't understand!"
Ancient times......
How many little girls in the Great Celestial Empire watched the story and thought about crossing, crossing so easy to wear? It's all about life, the Qin Emperor and the Han Dynasty are majestic and the Son of Heaven, can they be done with a few songs?
I am a soul wearer, raised from childhood to adulthood, I am not used to everything in this ancient world, I just want to go home, I just want to return to the Great Heavenly Empire, where at least it is safe.
"You're homeless!" Fanyin didn't put away the sword, and said loudly to me: "Liyu has broken the country, the queen and the eldest princess are dead, you have no home, you follow him, what home can you go back to?" β
He doesn't understand.
I never told him that I wasn't me anymore, at least not my soul.
"Princess Limo is not dead!" Chu Changxun's voice was as deep as water: "She has relatives, she has a daughter, she has a home, I am his home, I am her relatives!" β
Chu Changxun said and put his hand on my shoulder and pushed me to the side: "Sanskrit, how many roads I have given you and you don't go, why do you want to fall into a dead end?" The Seven Kingdoms are so big, how can there be no place for them? β
"What's the use of a shelter?" Fanyin raised her sword and began to point her sword at Chu Changxun again: "I shouldn't have shown mercy to my subordinates just now, I should have killed you with a sword, if you die, she won't stay here, she will be free!" β
"Sanskrit! That's enough! Deeply powerless, the words I said were all with a hint of fierceness and ruthlessness: "You don't understand, you really don't understand!" β
Sanskrit pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying: "If you don't say it, how can your subordinates understand?" In this case, it is better for your subordinates to die in front of you, and to make a promise to protect you for the rest of your life......"
The sword body reversed, and I said directly to Chu Changxun: "Don't let him die!" β
The corners of Chu Changxun's mouth hooked: "Yes, queen!" β
The injury of a sword was not a matter to him at all, he turned around as fast as lightning, snatched the sword with his hand, and Sanskrit did not react and collapsed to the ground.
Chu Changxun said to the side: "Shiyan, let him forget the queen, and he will remember it until he dies!" β
Shiyan listened to the sound like a ghost, picked up the Sanskrit sound and left.
When Chu Changxun saw him leaving, his legs and feet became weak, and his arm rested on my shoulder: "Empress, I met the assassin who was seriously injured, seriously injured, does the empress want to bandage me?" β
"Where's Limo?" I wanted to break free of him, but he pressed the weight of his whole body on me, and said with a threatening tone: "Bleeding too much, my brain is not useful, I can't remember many things, does the queen want to bandage my wounds?" If I don't deal with it sooner, I'm afraid of bleeding too much, so I'll forget about it! β
Bastard stuff......
"I know you're scolding me, but that's okay!" Chu Changxun looked pale, and his words were still so bad: "You want to know where Limo is, you have to come and bandage me?" I'll tell you a little bit! β
I twisted my body, trying to break free from him, but he had a handful to get me back: "Don't tease you, I'm not a copper wall and iron bones, a sword hurts the muscles and bones, don't bandage, wait for the blood to drain?" β
I grabbed his arm and left, feeling very unhappy.
Returning to his dormitory, he started directly, stripped off his dragon robe, Chu Changxun pillowed his arms under his head, and quipped: "It seems that next time I will say hello to the weaving department, the materials for this dragon robe don't need to be so expensive, the main material is the most important material, so that it is convenient for the queen to tear it by hand!" β
"Deliberately, right?" I directed at him: "Chu Changxun put away your hippie smile, it's okay, take a few concubines, and have a good time playing this disgusting game with your concubines!" Doesn't your holy woman like you? It's also the best to be a concubine! β
Chu Changxun tilted his head and grinned in pain: "Jealous?" The saints are dispensable, the moon and the tide can take their place, if you don't like them, all of them will not exist. β
"A girl who is asleep and doesn't know when she woke up, you asked her to do so much, Chu Changxun, what is your heart made of? How can it be so hard? β
Chu Changxun pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "The reason why it is hard is because that person didn't let it be soft, it will fall, Fanyin will not die, he will forget you, do you still need him to stay by your side?" β
His wound made my hands covered with blood, and I hesitated for a moment: "No need, let him go freely, I want to go home, one day I go back, after all, I have to separate, it's better to leave early, it's better to leave early!" β
The smile on the corner of Chu Changxun's mouth became deeper and deeper: "You don't worry at all, I will kill him quietly?" As far as the truth is concerned, he is the one who covets you, and I am the one who is careful! β
"Whatever you want!" With a bang, I don't know what medicine poured all over his wound, anyway, it didn't hurt me, anyway, he was impregnable, and he couldn't die.
After bandaging it indiscriminately, Shiyan had already boiled the medicine and came in, Chu Changxun finished drinking the medicine, and Shiyan Chong bandaged him first.
I stood aside and waited for them.
The torn dragon robe with blood was thrown aside, and he was replaced with an elegant robe, white as if it had been sealed for a long time, and he hadn't worn it for a long time.
Chu Changxun stared at me with his eyes: "Who marries a wife and doesn't fall asleep on the sun?" Why do you have to be displaced when you come to me? β
"Where's my sister?" I asked in a deep voice: "Don't challenge my patience again, my temper is really bad, Chu Changxun is almost enough, where is my sister, if Fanyin doesn't say it this time, do you plan to hide it from me for the rest of my life?" β
Chu Changxun reached out and rubbed my head, took me to the washbasin, and took my hand and rubbed it for me: "My hands are full of blood, I don't feel fishy, and I don't know how to wash it!" β
His patience was excellent, and he was not in a hurry but seemed to be impatient with my personality.
I almost didn't turn over my fingernails and wash them, wiped them clean one by one with a clean towel, and then he said slowly: "Actually, it doesn't make a difference with whether I tell you or not, Princess Limo is psychological, without you being strong, there are some things she can't bear!" β
"You made her forget about me?" Sanskrit can forget me casually, and Chu Changxun may also make Limo forget me.
Chu Changxun nodded slightly: "She is doing well now, sunrise and sunset, do you know where she is now?" β
How do I know where she is?
It's really a fart to take off your pants and fart, and it's too much...
Seeing that I was silent, he stretched out his hand and put it on my forehead: "She is in Dajing Gate, thirty miles away, there is a small building over there, I ordered someone to take care of it, she has lived there for nearly a year!" β
I forgot to breathe all of a sudden, and couldn't help but retreat, my voice was fragile: "Chu Changxun, why do you want to do this to me?" Why are you doing this to me, what do you know? Why are you doing this to me? β
Chu Changxun had a distressed look in his eyes: "The trajectory of history, if he can return to the original, he can't let him go wrong, one step away, and there will be no thought in the future, Feng Feihao, the person you are looking for is you, you in the previous life, but Li Mo is closest to the time when you don't wield knives and guns in your previous life." β
"I desperately told him that you are dead, it is to make him desperate, he is desperate, if he sees a you, he will be desperate to be good to her, they will not have children, you can rest assured!"
Go to his distressed look, he always has the ability to provoke my anger, make me jump like thunder, and pull his clothes: "Chu Changxun, the Seven Kingdoms will be in chaos, Feng Feihao is taking away Limo now, do you think she can live?" Why are you doing this? β
What is the difference between living and dying like this, what is Chu Changxun going to do, and why is he doing it?
"For you, just for you, no one else matters!" Chu Changxun held my hands and tried to suppress my anger: "Your sister will like him, they love each other, God is destined, nothing can't be done!" β
"You bastard!" I pulled out my hand and pushed him away, "Chu Changxun, you let me have nothing, you are decided, except for you, I can't have anyone, all my friends and relatives are gone, are you happy?" β
There is nothing, the whole world can only see him, and I have nothing else.
Chu Changxun retreated and stopped, his eyes gradually dimmed: "I don't have anything, I only have you, and Yuexi, I don't have anything on the side, I only have each other like you, isn't that good?" β
I shook my head and was angry: "It's not good, you can leave me with nothing, and what you promised me is very likely to become precarious, a scam!" β
"I'll take you home!" Chu Changxun made a loud voice, vaguely revealing a bit of domineering: "In this world, the person you should believe in the most is me, all of them will face you with a sword for other reasons, I won't!" β
"You won't?" I took a deep breath slowly: "You are burning my trust in you again, burning my good impression of you, Chu Changxun, let the Seven Kingdoms mess up, this day is not over yet!" β
After saying that, I ran out, and a queen's dress became a joke, what a ridiculous joke, I thought that if I stayed by his side, one day I would be able to return to the Great Heavenly Empire, and I would be able to return to my hometown.
But no, no, he just tried his best to imprison me here, as long as I saw him, no one wanted to see him but him.
As I ran, I stripped the queen of her clothes, and threw the beads on her head to the ground, and I knew that I could not escape him, but I still had to try, and the best camels and horses in the palace were led away by me.
When I walked out of Fengtian City, Chu Changxun stood on the city wall and looked at me, the corners of my mouth turned up slightly, I didn't bring anything, only my two hairpins.
Farewell.
The storm rises, and the Seven Kingdoms rise.
There are wars everywhere, aggression everywhere, Feng Ziyu has an extraordinary dedication to becoming a queen, such a woman is more decisive than Mu Zhiyu's heart.
The two hit it off, as if they could unify the Seven Kingdoms, and even Rouran and Annan were not under their words.
I went to Dajing Gate, after all, it was a step too late, I only saw that everything was fine in Xiaozhu, but I didn't see Limo, and the people who were guarding here said that Limo and Feng Feihao had already left.
Looking at the grass that was more than one person tall, the breeze blew, emitting bursts of grass fragrance, I led the horse, and could not find the end, could not find the destination.
War.
On the pavement!
I didn't go to Yuexi in a hurry, I went to Annan, and secretly carried a few jars of concubines and smiled, Mu Sui was still the same Mu Sui, but there was a touch of melancholy in his eyes.
The smile was still so warm, but some of the laughter was insincere, and I punched him hard: "Why are you unhappy when you marry the woman you love?" Are you afraid that Annan will be broken? β
Mu Sui leaned to the side, the jar of wine gurgled and poured down, and fell casually, startling the chief of the guard, Mu Sui shouted loudly: "There is wine today and drunk today, what will happen in the future, Gu likes Yin Ji very much, she dances very well, she looks good, and she can also deal with various matters in the court and China for me, she is a good woman!" β
The Wu clan has officially stepped onto the stage of history, and is walking towards the stage of history openly, Yin Ji will not let Annan be destroyed, and Yin Ji will do everything possible to protect Annan!
"It's good to be a good woman, these days, it's not easy to get a good woman!" I leaned my head slightly on his shoulder: "I also want to be drunk today, and I want to start from scratch with no memory, but I find that all this is self-deception!" Mu Suixiang does not believe in a person's fate, it is not destined, but someone has arranged it for you, every step and every thing you do is under the control of others! β
Some people may say that because of too much love, he is domineering and controls everything about you, you shouldn't care so much, anyway, I can't enjoy such domineering, I don't want to be controlled like this.
Mu Sui is different from me, his point of view is also different from mine, he reached out and patted me on the shoulder: "Maybe the love is too deep, the love doesn't know how to love, you are a child who doesn't know how to love, you don't know how to love someone, and you want to desperately get his suffering." Hahaha! β
Mu Sui laughed as he spoke, laughed and said: "I don't know myself, look at me finally coaxed you, I'm a liar, a complete liar, lie to you, what does it mean to love someone deeply, this kind of shouldn't exist!" Don't take it seriously, man, if you love someone, you will be willing to eat love Gu! Just like me! β
"You love her?" Suddenly, a gust of wind came, and I saw Yin Ji standing with a calm face not far away, and in order to avoid suspicion, I was not drunk enough to be drunk and dreamed of death, so I withdrew slightly.
Mu Sui didn't let me get his wish, grabbed me, and pressed me on his chest: "Lean on you, Yin Ji knows that my friendship with you is the same as an iron pillar, I like her very much, I won't betray her, you don't have to avoid suspicion!" She understands you and me! β
"You're drunk!" I struggled a little, and found that it was really not good to struggle, no, it's not that it's not good to struggle, it's that I don't want to struggle, and the feeling on Mu Sui's body is not aggressive, it's just the feeling of a gentleman's friendship with friends who are as light as water!
"I'm very drunk, I'll help you go back, don't worry Yinhime!"
Mu Sui shook his head and refused: "No, I ate love Gu and have the same heart with her, but I am not good at expressing it, she knows my heart and will not worry!" Left, the Seven Kingdoms are in chaos, do you think Sister Wang will really destroy Annan for Jiarong? β
His question, with a hint of worry, I shook my head: "I don't know, everyone has their own way of living, she is now Empress Jiarong, with supreme power, and she wants to be famous for eternity, which is understandable, but, Mu Sui, I don't want you to disappear into the Seven Kingdoms, you have to work hard to live and keep Annan well, okay?" β
"Is the throne really that important?" Mu Sui smiled bitterly: "It's true that everything has changed, it has become so strange, it has become so hateful, and it has become so detached, why do you say that people's hearts are so fickle?" More than ten years of affection, can not be worth the love of husband and wife overnight, Sister Wang told me that Sikong Gao wants to unify the seven countries, and in the future Annan can be his vassal country, as long as he bows his head and is a minister, everything remains the same, as long as he bows his head and is a minister! Nothing will change! β
Mu Sui lay on the ground after speaking, fragile like a child, I just sat next to him in a daze and looked at him, but the sound of Ji in the distance made a smile at me, and after laughing, he turned around and left.
The ground is as cold as water, even if the concubine laughs and drinks fiercely, it can't warm the ground.
"What do you think of yourself? Go according to the path you think, the chaos of the Seven Kingdoms has become a matter on the board, none of us can stop it, we can only let it go on in chaos, according to its unique historical process, all we can do is to watch coldly, we can only desperately resist, nothing else can be done! β
I also lay on the ground, cold ground, drunk and dreaming of death, not knowing anything.
Mu Sui got tired of getting up: "Desperately resisting and killing, in the end, both sides will lose." Leaving the fall, there are too many choices in life, there are too many choices in life, every step seems to be an abyss, every step is like a spring flower, life really has no choice! β
Fuddle.
In addition to drunken life and dreams, there is no choice in life, you don't go, others are pushing you behind you, you have to go, there are countless nails in front of you, there are countless jackals, tigers and leopards waiting for you, this is life.
A silent sigh exploded in my ears.
Chu Changxun's helpless voice sounded: "I originally wanted you to laugh, but I found out that I was the one who kept making you cry, it turned out that I was a complete bastard, and I wanted to imprison you by my side and break all your wings!" β
"Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you will leave me again and again, I can't bear your departure again and again, after leaving, I have to look for it again, the process of finding is very painful, and the process of finding is very long, I don't even know how I came here!"
The drunken idiot smiled stupidly: "Because you bastard, how does the bastard know how he came over?" Bastard, don't be your emperor well, don't calculate your world well, what are you coming to me for? Aren't there enough spies behind me every day? β
It's useless to struggle, it's just in vain ...
I'm still struggling, every step I take, every place I go, it's under his control, even when he's drunk, he's coming...... It's so deceitful.
"Not enough! It's not enough to be tethered! Chu Changxun gently rubbed my face: "I can't wait to rub you into the blood and swallow your stomach, this is the best, this is the safest!" β
"The Seven Kingdoms are in turmoil, how many countries do you want to survive?" With a smile, I asked him! His hands were cold, and he was holding her cold hands, and the heat of drinking could be suppressed a little.
Chu Changxun suddenly struck my lips, with a hint of ruthlessness, peeled off the skin and swallowed it, "Let him be, what does it have to do with me, all I want is you!" β
The pain followed, the siege of the city, the ups and downs again and again, the sinking again and again, I opened my eyes a little dazedly, as if I could never go back, never again.
I am an adult, I know what is going on, and I know how to face Chu Changxun, after waking up, I didn't want to live or die, just a faint glance, ignoring his rippling eyes.
got up and put on one piece of clothing, Chu Changxun was gloomy and scary: "You left like this?" β
The action of dressing did not hesitate, but laughed at himself lightly: "Master Chu, please figure it out, I am the one who is slept on, and the one you are taken advantage of." Don't act like I'm responsible for you? Is it ridiculous? β
"Don't think it's ridiculous!" Chu Changxun's scattered hair was untied: "If you want to go to your sister, I can take you there, I can go with you wherever you want, you have to be responsible for me!" β
It's a little embarrassing, after all, I'm the one who was on the side, he is the most ferocious party, and the embarrassment and discomfort is that I'm not him.
"You're a child, why do you need to be so naΓ―ve?" I smiled shamelessly: "My own sister, I will find it myself, I don't need you, you have the ability, take your time to calculate!" I'm waiting to see the mess of the Seven Kingdoms, it's amazing! β
"It's a mess now!" Chu Changxun condescended and reached out to dress me.
The king of a country dressed me, I was flattered, I couldn't stand it, and staggered his hand: "Then let him make a mess, aren't you capable?" Sikong Gao let him die, I think he is quite unpleasant! β
"Good!"
"Feng Ziyu is not a good person, let her die!"
"Good!"
"Destroy Jiarong!"
"Good!"
It's good for me to say anything, where to find such a perfect boyfriend, there is only one in the world in front of me.
Fastening the straps of his dress, he was still staring at me, though his gaze was a little gloomy.
The corners of his mouth slowly hooked: "Will you destroy yourself?" β
His pupils suddenly deepened, and he asked me very seriously, "Are you serious?" β
"Am I not serious?"
"In that case, good!"