fate
The years are in a hurry, the light is fleeting, 900 days and nights are like a moment for those who are happy to stay, and it seems to have been a lifetime for those who have been waiting for a lifetime.
After getting off the plane, Li Yan hurriedly walked out of the airport, the autumn was crisp, and the sun was warm in the afternoon. She couldn't help but close her eyes, tilted her head and took a few deep breaths.
Her heart is surging, she has not stepped into this land for two and a half years, the air of the motherland at this moment is sweet, the mother tongue in her ears is warm, and even every strange face that passes by in a hurry is kind.
Walking into the subway station, Li Yan stood in the bustling crowd, looking around at the crowded crowd around him. Xu is closer to homesickness is more timid, just so caught off guard, the faces of the morning and twilight thoughts are surging into my heart one by one at this moment: that is like a perfume lily, the beautiful and distant boss He Ning, like a warm rose, a strong and fragrant second Linlin, such as a fragrant magnolia, a quiet and elegant old man Ah Hui, a sunny and handsome Cheng Zixuan, a cynical National Day, and, Lin Yu......
There are so many people who have walked through the absurd youth with you, seen each other's most embarrassed appearance, soothed each other's confusion, and fulfilled each other's best each other, this is the soul mate - the best friend!
As they passed through her heart one by one, the excited feelings she had just had just passed away little by little, and tears overflowed unconsciously, blurring her eyes.
The year she escaped, she was entangled and entangled, and the farewell letter was finally cut into a few sentences late one night and left on their QQ: I went on a long trip, as short as a year, as long as three years, I wish each of us well, and it will see you again in the rivers and lakes. Then she fled across the ocean.
Even in the information age, if a person wants to disappear, he can easily hide in a corner of the world.
For more than two years, she didn't know how to face them, she fled like a coward, hid in a foreign land like a coward, and didn't dare to give them a word.
Sanmao said, "If the heart has no place to live, it will wander everywhere."
No matter how long you run, if your heart is here, then what you have to face will eventually have to come back to face.
They...... Are you all right? Can you still tolerate such a wayward self as before?
After two and a half years of living in a foreign country, every day before going to bed and the moment she opened her eyes in the morning, she prayed that the three years would pass quickly.
Fortunately, there is still the medicine of missing, which somewhat comforts the soul walking alone in the crowd.
She struggled to adapt to the first year, spent the second year tormentingly, and buried herself in her work like a desperate Saburo for half a year, and finally got amnesty, and the company notified her to return to China. The moment she received the notice from the company's boss, Sister Wang, she couldn't wait even a second, and returned to China non-stop.
Raising her head, Li Yan poured back her tears, but she still chose to shrink into her shell: "Let's talk about tomorrow's things tomorrow." ”
She lowered her head and looked intently at the shoes on her feet, fortunately, she returned to the same populous motherland from South Korea, which has a large population, and she was as smart as she was, and she decisively wore sneakers, otherwise it was a backpack and a suitcase, and she really didn't dare to guarantee that she could squeeze into the subway.
She didn't tell anyone about the news of returning home early, and after leaving for so long, it was enough for her to be alone and chaotic.
The slowly approaching subway made her slightly excited again, after all, there were too many people to do.
Although everyone was lined up with a "board" sign, the moment the door opened, the flow of people began to pour into the car.
"Shouldn't it be down first and then up?" Before Li Zi could figure out the situation, the crowd behind her had already pushed her forward. The crowd of people who got out of the car also poured out, and the two streams of people collided and collided, and the suitcases were almost impossible to move.
"Ahh......h Li Yanshun took her arm with his hand: "Be careful, be careful." Then the crowd behind squeezed her into the carriage.
The girl who almost fell straightened up and stood firmly, not caring about the shoes on her feet: "That voice just now...... Plum?! The name blurted out, and she didn't care about the pain in her feet, so she turned around and shouted "Plum, plum......"
Li Yan was dragging the suitcase with difficulty and squeezing it inside, and when he squeezed into the middle of the carriage, he was caught off guard and heard someone shouting "plum" loudly and eagerly!
It's been 900 days and nights since I heard the name again.
"Linlin?!" Throwing the box, I couldn't help but call out the name. Ignoring the politeness, she shouted loudly: "Linlin, Linlin......" turned around and squeezed towards the door with all her might.
Linlin outside seemed to hear the shouting and ran to the door, but before they could get to the door, the door "ding" sounded, and then it closed.
Through the glass, it was enough for the two people to look at each other, and the subway roared away......
Li Yan was stunned for a long time before coming back to his senses, and quickly nodded to the people around him to apologize, for his impolite behavior just now.
Back to the position of the suitcase, after the loss, I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, what kind of fate is this, just got off the plane and let her see the person she has been thinking about, this is the forgetfulness, there will be an echo?
This beautiful and fashionable Linlin, the sound of "plum", suddenly made her change from a capable Li Yan to a Madaha plum.
Linlin was also stunned on the platform when she looked at the distant carriage, suddenly remembered something, raised her hand to look at the time, stomped her feet in annoyance, picked up the hat that fell on the platform, and hurried out of the station.
Linlin's eager "plum" was like a hammer, knocking on the door that had been sealed for more than two years in her memory. A ray of sunlight seeped in, and gradually the sound of breaking the ice came from the deepest part of my heart.
They should know she's back soon, right? She was a little overwhelmed and flustered.
Li Zi's forehead rested on the wall of the carriage, his mood fluctuated, annoyed that he had not said goodbye at the beginning, and remembered the cowardly evasion that he had not said a word in the past few years.
But...... She doesn't regret it!
She wiped away her tears again and looked out the window, the subway was speeding in the tunnel, flickering bright and dark, the emotion that had no end poured out little by little on the subway with an end, and the torrent of memory also galloped all the way back to the best years of life, youth.
Life is a book that is too hasty, we always read it again and again with tears in our eyes, no matter what stage of reading, the bookmark will always be consciously or unconsciously placed in the chapter about youth.
In youth, those bright, energetic faces can always last a lifetime in our memories, and those memories of pain and happiness will not easily wither in the years.
In the second year of the 21st century, in Lijia Village, the land of fish and rice in the south of the Yangtze River, Li Yan, the eldest daughter of the Li family, was admitted to a high school dozens of miles away from home, the No. 8 Middle School.
Although No. 8 Middle School is not a municipal key middle school, it is also a very good old high school. The school is located on Yuemei Mountain, and is famous for its beautiful campus environment.
Li Zi was admitted to the eighth middle school, which made the Li family happy for a summer vacation, oh no, she was still called Li Yan at that time.
In the early morning, the small station in the town, in fact, is a bit of an exaggeration, the small station is just a fenced platform, coming and going from one city to another, there are still vacant cars, will stop a little in this town to pick up some passengers who stop by the way or to the end.
Although autumn has begun, but the "autumn tiger" is in full bloom, Li Yan's family is standing under a big plane tree next to the small station waiting for the train, today is the day of Li Yan's school registration.
The canopy of the big sycamore tree is lush, and I don't know if there was this small station or this sycamore that looks very old. The sunlight of the white flowers squeezed through the gaps in the leaves, and the shade of the trees was dappled.
Li Yan and his younger brother Li Qi are in this mottled room, you push me, I bump you, frolicking. Mother Li looked at a pair of children who were laughing in front of her, but her eyes were full of reluctance and worry: "Xiaoyan, I'm still not at ease, I'm going to send you to school." ”
Li Yan heard his mother's worried voice ring again, stopped playing, pulled his younger brother, who was a head shorter than him, and stood firm with his younger brother in his arms: "Mom, you can put one hundred and twenty-four hearts, why don't you start a school, just this little road, how big it is, I can handle it alone." After speaking, I didn't forget to cast a "you can get my mother" look at my father who was standing next to my mother.
How could Dad Li, who has always been "daughter controlled", not pay attention to his precious daughter's eyes, he patted Mama Li's hand: "Don't worry, who is our Xiaoyan, even if this girl is put in the Gobi Desert, she can give you a whole flower." Besides, now she is going to school, and she has a lot of knowledge, and this first lesson in high school has to be called 'go to school by yourself'. ”
Dad Li's string of words with a little pride did not comfort Mama Li, who was full of worry, on the contrary, Mama Li's worries in her eyes, after listening to Dad's words, instantly turned into a nameless fire and transferred to Dad Li. Mama Li glared at Dad Li with disgust: "As long as you have a big heart, this girl's lawless temperament is not all what you are used to." ”
In the Li family, Mama Li, who looks the most beautiful and gentle, has the strongest firepower, and once she is provoked, no one can stop her.
One meter seven or eight tall, handsome and straight, Dad Li, who was born in the army, was only cautious in front of the petite Mama Li, who was a head shorter than him.
Dad Li tried his best to coax Mama Li, whose temper was about to reach the critical breaking point.
Li Yan winked mischievously at his younger brother Li Qi: "The transfer of firepower is successful." ”
Li Qi ignored his sister's little pride this time, and listened attentively to the conversation between his father and mother, and at this moment he also had a feeling of reluctance in his heart.
It was the first time his sister had left him since he could remember. There was also worry and reluctance in his tone: "Sister, if someone in the new school bullies you, you must fight back with the momentum of helping me fight, but you can't be bullied." ”
"Stinky boy, you still encourage your sister to go to high school to fight! Over the years, haven't you two fought enough at school? ”
Okay, Li Yan helped his forehead, the firepower that had just been successfully transferred away by Li Yan, because Li Qi's words came back, and he was really afraid of a god-like opponent and a pig-like teammate!
Mom instantly exploded: "Xiaoyan, Mom can tell you that in high school, you are not allowed to mess around like before, and you have to get along with your classmates." ”
"You see you forgot again, when did Xiao Yan fight not for Xiao Qi? She went to high school, so naturally she wouldn't fight anymore. Hey, hey, the car is coming. The slowly approaching car interrupted the family's anxiety and uneasiness. Dad Li hurriedly picked up his luggage and went to the platform to hail a car.
Li Yan took the backpack from Xiao Qi's back, carried it on his back, and pinched Xiao Qi's fleshy face: "I'm leaving, remember what I said, do your homework well, and help your mother do some work when your homework is done; Every day at dinner, I can only let my father drink a glass of wine, and I will come back after the big week holiday. After explaining to Xiao Qi, she walked to her mother's side again, took her mother's hand affectionately and walked to the car, and said coquettishly: "You still don't worry about me, and you don't see who raised me, right?" I'll call home as soon as I'm settled. ”
On the side of the car, Dad Li was explaining to the driver: "Master, please go to No. 8 Middle School and shout, remind my daughter, thank you." ”
"You can't drink cold water, let alone take a cold shower, you have to eat more if the food doesn't fit your mouth, and get along with your roommate......" Li's mother repeated countless times these days through the car window, and explained again.
In Li's father's encouragement, Li's mother's worry, and Li Qi's reluctant eyes, the car galloped away like a wild horse, and Li Yan's heart full of longing for the new school also flew away like a loose foal.
No. 8 Middle School is located on the outskirts of the city, built on the mountain. The shape of this mountain is very similar to the moon in the first half of the month, and I don't know which dynasty and which generation of literati came here to take the name Meiyue Mountain.
Meiyue Mountain, from a distance, looks more like a crooked Venetian boat, low in the middle, high on both sides. The classrooms of No. 8 Middle School are built on the mountainside in the middle of the Meiyue Mountain.
Li Yan followed the guide sign to report to the class, she climbed the stairs, the teaching building was built in front of the open mountainside in front of the open place, the two sides of the mountain are lush, the rows of classrooms are surrounded by mountains on three sides and are hidden in this lush, the air is fresh, and the environment is quiet.
Li Yan reported his name, left the classroom, and ran down the stairs.
Two rows of magnolias on the side of the stairs extend to the school gate, and the tall, stout, and upright magnolia also shows the history of this school.
Halfway up the mountain, there is a wide concrete road, on both sides of the road, a wide stadium on one side, a school administrative area hidden in the greenery, and a bicycle shed for the students. Leaving the teaching area, you will arrive at the living area at the foot of the mountain, where the dormitory and canteen are located. At the foot of the mountain, there are also green trees everywhere you go, and the dormitories and cafeterias are also shaded by this piece of greenery.
Li Yan rushed down the mountain to find a bedroom in the greenery of this road.