00118 Xingzhi: I hate you
(Cat pounces Chinese I don't know how long I cried, sniffed the wings of my nose, wiped my eyes with my sleeve, and was about to walk around the pillar...... saw Nan Jiyun come out with a fist clenched and coughing...... The dark red dragon robe seemed to be a little loose, and I don't know when he started to lose a lot of weight.........
I wanted to wipe away my tears and call him, but when I saw Wu Xian coming, I saw that Nan Jiyun hadn't saluted yet, Nan Jiyun stopped: "Lord Wu Xian doesn't need to be polite!" ”
Wu Xian immediately stood still, and at the foot of the steps, he said respectfully: "I don't know why the king summoned his ministers?" ”
Nan Jiyun's eyes were deep and far-reaching, with an indifference beyond the world: "The lonely time is running out, and it is the queen who can't let go!" ”
Wu Xian said: "The king and the queen ate the king of love Gu at the same time, live and die together, the king doesn't have to worry that the queen will be alone in this world... The queen will live and die with the king......"
The corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth bloomed with an ethereal smile: "Lord Wuxian is really laughing, the king of **** is lonely and the queen eats at the same time, but Lone eats the female worm of ****, and the queen eats the male worm, which is different from the **** in the past in Southern Xinjiang, what kind of medicinal properties Lord Wuxian knows better than anyone else, since he already knows, why do you say this?" ”
Wu Xian's expression was slightly solemn, but he was also indifferent: "The king can let the queen live and die with you, anyway, the queen doesn't know that the king of **** has been upside down between men and women, and only one person will die!" The king can completely plan and let the queen live and die with you! ”
Only one person will die...... It turns out that it was all a liar...... It turns out that this fool is lying to me in all this...... Why don't you want to go the same way as me...... What doesn't want to live and die with me...... It turned out that it was all a lie to me.....
Nan Jiyun sighed, "When Lone saw that child, there was hatred, anger, and the grievance of being abandoned in her eyes. The moment she ate the love Gu, she thought that she was an innocent person and should not live and die with Gu...... So Lone suddenly got up and let her eat the male worm! ”
"The king of ****, male and female are reversed, the female and the male will be twisted like a knife at the same time, if the male is injured, the other person will empathize...... But the female died...... Won't let the male die! Conversely, if the male dies, the female dies with it...... Lone never thought that she would live and die with Lone! ”
No wonder...... No wonder Nanyu Jin was so shocked when he heard that I had eaten a male worm, and I died of him...... He died...... I'm not going to die......
Wu Xian's eyes flashed, and a touch of demonic rule under his eyes was slightly red: "It's true that the heart is like a knife, it's true to empathize, it's false to live and die together, the king asked the minister to tell the queen that your heart is a medicine, and the minister has never understood, what does the king mean by doing this?" ”
My hands were on the pillar and my nails were broken......
Fake! Fake! Nan Jiyun's heart is a medicine to induce ...... It's fake, he asked Wu Xian to tell me deliberately, he ...... How can this be done to me?
There was a smile on the corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth, as if she had exhausted all her strength: "Lone knew that she was the master of the half-decisive jade pendant, so she did everything for her, her heart was like a string of iron, her heart was like a rock, and she thought that if she knew that Lone's heart was the antidote to the love Gu, she would always think about Lonely." Thinking that Gu is so selfish, he wants her eyes to stay on Gu's body, so this method is adopted, you see that Gu can stay for her gaze, which is really despicable...... It's really going to her best to let her know that the lonely heart is engraved on her... I want to be with her for the rest of my life..."
"But the lonely heart is like a knife, and it will cause indelible internal damage to the black mandala incense. Gu didn't expect that she would say to Gu in person, and she was willing to live and die with Gu. A smile like the rising sun appeared on Nan Jiyun's face: "This is the best love story that Lone has ever heard, and it is also the most desired and extravagant word in Lone's life!" ”
"Your Majesty!" Wu Xian's voice was a little colder, "Since you love the queen, let her be with you, whether it is life or death, without the hands of others, you take care of her with your own hands, whether you live or die, this is the best result!" ”
Nan Jiyun shook her head slowly, and the ripples of warmth in her eyes made my heart tremble......
"I love her, I know what she is thinking, she is a simple child, she wants nothing and nothing, she has always been frank and open, even if her heart is like a dark iron, even if she wants to kill, it is someone else who forces her to be anxious, and she will make a move!"
Nan Jiyun seemed to be trapped in infinite recollection, and narrowed her eyes slightly, "Lone thought that she would be with her for the rest of her life, even if she didn't love Lone, Lone would try her best to have a place in her heart, but...... The imagination in this world, all the calculations in this world, will have unexpected accidents! Lone didn't expect that Lone's body would be irreversibly damaged...... Xu is this is all fate, Xu is the fate of punishing lonely people who are not clear! ”
Wu Xian paused for a while, looked at Nan Jiyun, and said halfway: "The queen mother, or a virgin, does the king know?" ”
Nan Jiyun closed his eyes slightly, his pale face, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually became transparent, "Gu knew it a few days ago, and the queen told Gu in person, and Gu was very happy...... A lonely woman not only loves lonely, but also only lone man! ”
Wu Xian also sighed, and his expression was worried: "The queen is still a virgin, and you haven't touched her, Your Majesty!" ”
Nan Jiyun coughed twice in a low voice, spread out his palm, there was a pool of blood on his palm, and his lips were also stained red with blood: "Gu Zhi's life is not long, how can she lose her precious things again, she finally raised a smile in front of Gu, and she will cry...... Will laugh...... will scold, a lonely person who is about to die, her innocence will be kept, and she will ...... in the future There will be someone who loves her for Lonely! Men are eyes to their beloved...... It's all narrow-minded...... No one is an exception! ”
"Lone can't be selfish, destroy her most precious thing, she deserves the best in the world!"
Wu Xian took out a fresh insect from his arms, the insect was green all over, flashing green, Nan Jiyun shook his head: "Don't eat it...... Now that I think of her and miss her, I won't have a heart like a knife, I have eaten too many insects, I have too many needles in my chest, and the incense of the black mandala has precipitated in my body, and I will no longer have the pain of my heart like a knife. ”
His face was covered with tears...... He and I are a stupid child, and I am a fool......
What is he doing?
I planned all this for me, so that after I died, I would not be bullied......
Wu Xian insisted on putting the green insect in Nan Jiyun's hand anyway, Nan Jiyun didn't eat it, but was stunned, and said: "Lord Wu Xian, Uncle Wang won't give up, help Gu do the last thing!" ”
Wu Xian paused, and arched his hand: "Your Majesty, please speak, the ministers will do their best to share the worries of the king!" ”
"Kill Jiang Yihe!" Nan Jiyun's eyes were cold for a moment, and his expression changed sharply in an instant, "After killing her, if you die, you dig up your heart, it is recorded in ancient books, who you love, whose heart is used as medicine, practice into pills and let that person eat it, that person will forget what he loves." Lonely's heart is given to you, and you can make it into a pill for Uncle Wang to eat and forget Lonely! ”
Wu Xian couldn't help but stepped forward slightly, his voice was irrepressible, and he asked, "What about the queen mother?" The queen also seems to love the king, a person's heart can forget a person after eating it, does the queen want to eat it and forget the king? ”
Nan Jiyun heard Wu Xian mention me, her eyes were burning, and her voice was sad: "Lone is a selfish person, I don't want her to live and die with Lone, but Lone hopes that she can remember Lone for a lifetime." You see...... Lonely is selfish and narrow-minded, lonely and reluctant, while not letting her forget Lonely, Lone wants her to remember Lone for the rest of her life, when she is dead, come to find Lone, wait for her to die, and when she dies, she will not forget Lone waiting for her on the bridge! ”
Wu Xian was stunned, with some irrepressible anger, and stared straight at Nan Jiyun: "You and your father are the same, both are the same and selfish, both are so selfish, they are both so self-interested, obviously you can take away your loved ones when you die, but you don't ...... You are liberated when you die, leaving the living behind, paranoid and living in your own world! ”
Nan Jiyun stood with his hands in his hands, his long body straight, his smile far-fetched, and his eyes were gentle: "Lord Wuxian, my father loves Uncle Wang...... Lone knows...... Lone has always known that his father entrusted Uncle Wang to take care of you, and his father entrusted Lone to you to take care of, and the meaning of Lone's life is to let Uncle Wang have a thought! ”
Wu Xian was suddenly extremely sad, smiling weakly and desolately, with a sad expression: "So your father and son are the most hateful, obviously love each other so much, but hurt each other fiercely, Nan Jiyun, you don't need your heart to be a medicine at all, once Nan Yujin knows the truth, he will completely forget you...... What kind of heart is used as medicine, it is simply a trick to deceive yourself! ”
Nan Jiyun spoke calmly, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and asked rhetorically: "So you can't let Uncle Wang know, you can't let the queen know...... There is a kind of love in southern Xinjiang, but people don't know that it is not our deep-rooted love, but the ruthlessness of the person we fall in love with..... They are ruthless and resolute, and we should take our lives to accompany them! Otherwise, they will die! ”
Wu Xianxiao's eyes slid down with tears, and the demon under his eyes flashed with red light, Nan Jiyun slowly walked to his side, didn't know what he took out from his arms and handed it to his hand, and smiled: "In the rivers and mountains of southern Xinjiang, the Lone Club is left to the queen to rely on, Uncle Wu Xian, Uncle Wang will ask you, the lonely time is running out, I don't want to see either the queen and Uncle Wang hurt!" Any one of them is alone! ”
"Nan Jiyun!" Wu Xian, who has always been elegant, shouted: "You are as selfish as your father, your father entrusted me with the Southern Regions Brocade, and now you are entrusted to me by the queen, the rivers and mountains of southern Xinjiang are all dung with you, and you love beauty but not the country, this is the deep meaning of your southern Xinjiang royal family!" One or two of you are good, so why should I take care of others for you? ”
Nan Jiyun smiled faintly, "Uncle Wu Xian, don't forget...... Uncle Wu Xian used to be a member of the Southern Xinjiang royal family, hundreds of years ago, the Wu clan was entangled with the Southern Xinjiang royal family, no matter how the dynasty was changed, no matter the change of the emperor of Southern Xinjiang, in fact, the oldest royal family is your Wu people! ”
Wu Xian clenched the things in his hand tightly and laughed: "Has the king already decided?" Have you decided to prepare for your death? ”
Nan Jiyun said with a smile: "This is the best result, that child was raised by Lone's own hands, although he seems to be indifferent and cold and has few words, but his mind is very human, Lone believes that he will be a good king!" ”
Wu Xian's eyes instantly dimmed, and he muttered with anger: "That child is only eight years old, and that child is only eight years old this year, that child does not have the royal blood of Southern Xinjiang, so you will give the country to others like this?" You are really the most affectionate love in the history of this land in southern Xinjiang! ”
"That's why Lone asked Uncle Wu Xian to kill Jiang Yihe!" The corners of Nan Jiyun's mouth curled, and he laughed out loud: "Lone will not leave any hidden dangers for the queen, the child's relatives are the queen, the child will become the queen's dependence, and will become the queen's strong backing, the queen has always wanted to return to Jiang Kingdom, and that child can protect her until she returns to Jiang Kingdom......... Cough...... Ahem........."
Nan Jiyun coughed suddenly, his mouth full of white teeth, all stained with blood, "The prince of Jiang Guo, maybe he is a good lover!" Lone is lucky...... Uncle Wu Xian...... Lone feels very happy now, happy ...... never before"
"Nan Jiyun!" Wu Xian was indignant and wanted to kill Nan Jiyun, "That's all your self-righteous thinking, that kid has a very human mind, how do you know that he will follow the path you set?" How do you know he's going to be the queen's back? Maybe the one who knows the truth will kill your beloved queen! ”
Nan Jiyun wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth with his sleeve, as if he had no strength, and let himself stand straight, with a touch of firmness in his bottomless eyes: "No, that kid won't, that kid's heart is hard, and he was raised alone, Jiang got along with him, he would become Jiang Li's dependence, not to mention that Jiang Yihe was killed alone, and he had nothing to do with the queen, he would not be angry with the queen." ”
Wu Xian clenched his fist and shook it fiercely, as if he was about to smash his fist on Nan Jiyun, and said bitterly: "From the beginning, you are an assertive child, we have been manipulated by insects, in fact, the most obsessed at this time is you, no matter who you are with you are happy, you have to look for what you call happiness, you see that your own so-called happiness has put your life into it, Nan Jiyun, if you are not mine......" Wu Xian wanted to speak and stopped, and said angrily: "I won't care about you, I will kill you for what I love...... Kill you, dig out your heart, and then cut off your heart piece by piece to make medicine. ”
Nan Ji Yunfeng smiled lightly, nodded slightly, and said weakly: "Yes, uncle...... If Lord Wu Xian wasn't Lone's uncle, neither would his mother, and Lone still had relatives! ”
Wu Xian looked at Nan Jiyun in disbelief, and was stunned for a long time before he said, "So you know everything?" ”
Nan Jiyun's expression was bright, and nodded: "Lone knows, if Lone doesn't know, he won't be so willful to tell Lord Wu Xian all the plans for the queen, Gu knows, no matter what Gu does, Lord Wu Xian will do his best to do it!" Because this is what my uncle owes to my mother...... Because this is an uncle in order to get Uncle Wang...... I sent the lonely mother to the palace! ”
Nan Jiyun stared at Wu Xian and said: "In this world, planning by example is the most convenient, simplest and most effective method, Uncle Wang uses his own sister...... lost his own sister's memory and sent him to the palace, thinking that he could deprive his father of his love for Uncle Wang...... But I never thought that the lonely mother didn't have amnesia at all........."
Wu Xian suddenly changed color and laughed in a low voice...... Barren and powerless, "right...... This is what I owe to your mother, your mother is a kind person, the minister knows what to do next, the king should go back to rest early, the minister will never let the queen mother move a single bit, the minister is dead, and he will not let the queen mother move a single bit, the person the king wants to protect, the uncle naturally desperately goes to protect the king! ”
Nan Jiyun bent down and made a junior salute, "There is Uncle Lao!" ”
With that, he turned and walked slowly into the study, as if none of this had happened, as if I had heard nothing......
Why did I hear all this?
I'd rather Nan Jiyun never forget Jiang Yihe and make me hate him...... I'd rather he didn't do these things for me, what paved the way for Jiang Yisheng to be an emperor, and what did he die for me...... I want to live and die with him...... But he didn't want to go the same way as me......
Wu Xian stood at the door and left for a long time...... clutched the things that Nan Jiyun gave him in his hand, and left with a slow step......
I bit my wrist tightly, my heart was like a knife, it was clear that Nan Jiyun missed me, he missed me, I won't be like a knife anymore......
The astringent smell spreads in the mouth...... I don't know if I relented for the first time, since that's how it turned out...... I knew it was like this...... I have to keep my heart like iron, and don't be soft-hearted......
I looked at the door of the imperial study, opened my mouth, and muttered, "Nan Jiyun, I hate you...... Hate you...... I don't like you at all. ”
Wiping away tears, wiping away the tears on my cheeks, and walking out with a smile on my face, I am Jiang...... I didn't relent...... I don't need to be soft-hearted......
I have to keep walking, don't stop, keep walking, and I can wait until Jiang Yisheng comes to pick me up...... can live with the right to have unscrupulous......
What would you like to have a person's heart and never be separated...... What a year old, a withered one, a couple, no one has anything to do with me...... I'm not rare...... I'm not uncommon at all......
I want to be empowered...... I want my Yisheng to be the emperor, I only have one relative, and there will be no trace in my heart...... No...... Nan Jiyun can't leave a trace in my heart......
I am the queen of southern Xinjiang...... I am followed by twenty eunuchs and twenty palace maids, and I am the master of the harem in southern Xinjiang...... But...... I didn't have anyone around me who walked alongside me.........
Tears fell to the ground unconsciously...... Every step is a step on my tears...... Tears are bitter...... I hate it......
The spring breeze is full of greenery...... Everything grows... All things are full of life, but I am as desolate as the snow in winter.
On the shore of the pool, Yanxiao brought a plate of raw meat, and I threw it into the pool numbly, startling up the cannibalism in the pool.
The shallow summer fan is roasting the rabbit, and the burst of fragrance is mixed with the smell of blood, which is also easy to get confused!
But...... I roasted a rabbit, and the five paws still didn't come out, Nan Jiyun was lying to me...... Roast rabbit meat, you can't bring it out at all.
Annoyed, I threw the plate in my hand in the pool, turned and ran...... The spring breeze is blowing, and tears are flying......
I ran all the way back......
Nan Jiyun was rinsing his mouth with his cup, and when he saw me coming back, he slowly put the cup down and smiled at me with a pale face, "What's wrong?" What about the five claws? ”
I walked slowly towards him, my eyes were red, and I tried to pull out a smile, and said, "You liar, I used raw meat, and the rabbit was burned, and the braised pork was served, and it didn't come out!" ”
Nan Jiyun's dark red dragon robe was luxurious and quiet, and the smile on his face seemed to take all his strength in the blink of an eye, "Jiang, come here!" ”
I walked by, sat on the edge of the soft couch, leaned over his chest, "The five claws didn't come out, I can't wake it up, it doesn't like me, Nan Jiyun, you liar, you're lying to me again......"
Nan Jiyun hugged me tightly, her body was not as hot as a stove, and her lips with a faint smell of blood kissed my forehead, "It likes you, maybe the braised pork in the imperial dining room is not fragrant enough, you scorched the rabbit, of course it doesn't come out, it doesn't like the smell of burnt!" ”
I tried my best to suppress my trembling heart, but I couldn't control my heart like a knife, I choked and asked, "Nan Jiyun, when will you be well?" ”
Nan Jiyun smiled and asked me, "Jiang, what are you going to do?" ”
I sniffed, buried my head in his chest, pouted, and rubbed my tears and snot on his dragon robe, "Spring has arrived...... I want to go see the flowers! ”
"Fireworks?" Nan Jiyun put his hand on my head, brushed it gently, gentle and affectionate, "Jiang, do you want to watch fireworks childishly?" ”
I said sullenly, "No...... I want to see the flowers all over the mountains, not fleeting fireworks, the fireworks can't be caught firmly, the flowers all over the mountains can be picked and grasped firmly! ”
Nan Jiyun sighed and said, "Okay, let's go now!" ”
He coughed a few times, I raised my head from his arms, he wiped the corners of his mouth with his wide sleeves, took a sip of tea next to him, and then said to me, "Let's go ...... now."
The smell of blood spread, his blood swallowed on the tea, I secretly bit the corner of my lip, and said with some arrogance: "Don't go!" I suddenly didn't want to go! ”
Nan Jiyun got up, bent down and touched my head, and the bottomless eyes fell into my eyes, "Jiang Li's liking is Lone's liking...... The queen goes to see the flowers, and we will go to see them! ”
My tears flowed down my eyes, and Nan Jiyun moved her hand...... Fell under the corner of my eye, stroked my cheek with his fingertips, and gently kissed the corner of my mouth, "Why are you crying?" Jiang is a strong child, and Lone likes to see Jiang smiling... Rizumi smiled lightly...... "His hand moved to the pear vortex on my face.
"Look forward to the brilliance......" his hand moved to my eyes.
"Purple skin!" His hand moved on the right side of his face, "The other side is full of flowers, Jiang is a very beautiful woman, she doesn't cry, she looks good when she smiles, and she has never seen a woman who is better looking than Jiang again!" ”
Tears swirled in my eyes, filling my eyes, I tried not to let them fall, I tried to laugh with tears.
But...... I couldn't laugh at the pear vortex smile that came out of his mouth.
I can't change the look of his mouth.
I can't be the same as he said.
"Let's go!" Nan Jiyun took my hand and led me out, his hand was colder than mine, I followed him, tears fell on the back of my hand and his hand...... But it can't warm me and his hands......
The palace walls are mottled and the shadows of the trees are colorful...... Yongchang's palace road used to be so long, so cold, so ruthless......
Now it's so short again...... So warm, so full of affection...... And so soon to be barren......
Nan Jiyun pulled and looked at me as he walked, as if he was afraid that if he didn't hold me, I would lose it......
In front of the palace gate, I hugged his waist, buried my head in his back, and choked: "Nan Jiyun, do you love me?" ”
Nan Jiyun's body stiffened, his hand on my hand, and he twisted his head to look at me, "I love you, do you believe it?" ”
"You, I will believe it!" I'm like a wayward child, insisting on getting something, desperately making trouble, desperately wanting to ......
Nan Jiyun's eyes condensed, and he said softly: "Jiang, I love you!" Love ...... I love it...... Love you! ”
In an instant, tears were like beads!
I nodded desperately, answered desperately, and begged him desperately: "I believe, I believe... You don't want to die, okay? ”
"You have a lifetime, you wait for me, you wait for me to fall in love with you...... You don't want to die...... If you don't die, I'll fall in love with you...... Nanjiyun ...... I beg you... You don't want to die, okay? I'm going to love you! ”
Nan Jiyun slowly turned around, hugged me in his arms, patted me on the back, and lied: "Lonely and immortal...... Lone will not die, Lone will be with Jiang for a lifetime, a lifetime...... Won't die! ”
Swindler...... Swindler...... Nan Jiyun is a liar, a complete liar......
And I willingly went to be deceived by him this time, and I unconditionally let him be deceived this time...... And then...... My lips trembled, and I couldn't stop crying, "Hmm! Don't lie to me! Except for Jiang Yisheng, I only believe in you in my life, don't lie to me...... You can't lie to me, you have to lie to me, you have to calculate me, and I will hate you...... I'm going to hate you for the rest of my life! ”
He lied a lot, and he blurted out a lie: "I won't lie to Jiang anymore...... Lonely's husband will naturally not lie to Jiang, Lone will be with Jiang for a lifetime! ”
I cried so convulsively that I couldn't even breathe, Nan Jiyun pulled me out of his arms, scraped my nose with his own hands, wiped my tears with my sleeves, and wiped my tears with the back of my hands, "Don't cry...... Jiang has tears in this life, do you have to give it to Lonely? ”
I gasped hard twice and denied, "It's not... Didn't cry... Eyes in the sand! ”
Nan Jiyun nodded, and took me away, "There is no sand in the flowers outside the palace, I will take you to see it!" ”
"Good!" I followed in his footsteps.
...... in February The spring is bright, the greenery is faint, and there are no flowers at all in the mountains and fields outside the city, and there is only grass all over the ground.
Nan Jiyun tried hard to find a flower in this green grass, and suddenly, he bent down and coughed, pointing to the distance, "Jiang, look, there is a flower over there......"
As far as I could see, there were no flowers at all, and I still ran over and said, "I'll pick them for you......"
I ran and walked...... He coughed suddenly......
I knew he deliberately asked me to pick the flowers, and he coughed up blood so I couldn't see......
The whistling spring breeze is more like a knife than the cold wind in winter, blowing on my face and pouring into my heart, cold... Cold .........
Naturally, there were no flowers, and I came back dejected...... Nan Jiyun was lying on the grass, and not far away was Leng Wenhao waiting with a group of guards.
The smell of blood on his body was faint, patting the empty seat beside him, and looking at the air, "Ginger, it's very blue, and it's very close, as if you can touch it with your hand, you can touch it!" ”
I lay down beside him, the blue sky, a few white clouds drifted away, Nan Jiyun grabbed my head, put my head on his shoulder, the corners of his lips were above my head, and whispered: "The time is ...... I saw my father looking up to me, obviously loving so much, but I had to care about the eyes of the world. At that time, I didn't know what love was...... When you grow up, tell yourself that if you have someone you love, you will never look down on yourself, and love must be loved with your life......"
"What's next? What is Power? With her, what if you pour it out? With her, you can do nothing, power, country, throne...... I don't want anything, I won't be like my father... I want the country to not want her ......"
I tilted my head to the side, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, and tried my best to make myself say as usual: "If you want a beauty not a country, it's what a mediocre emperor does, when this palace was in Jiang Kingdom, your holy name spread far and wide, and this palace was thinking, what kind of person is this...... It can be so powerful! ”
"What holy name is spread far and wide, it's just the nonsense of the scholar."
"Haven't yet!" I wanted to fight, trying to make sure that what I heard was not nonsense, Nan Jiyun stared at me obliquely, and then covered my eyes: "The mountains are full of flowers, don't want those false names, Jiang, guess what is in the lonely hand?" ”
I put my face in the palm of his wide, cold hand, "Nothing......
"Who's?" He looked at me with a smile, "Look, the mountains are full of flowers... Give your mountain flowers to bloom ......" a bouquet of flowers appeared in his other hand.
I cracked my mouth and smiled, took it and put it on the tip of my nose and sniffed it, "But it's not fragrant at all, this is clearly a flower planted by someone else, not a flower in the wilderness!" ”
Nan Jiyun hesitated, shook his head and sighed: "It turns out that Lone's trick has been exposed by the queen, and Lone still wants to brag and weave lies to deceive the queen!" ”
I raised my head slightly, and kissed the tips of my ears like a dragonfly on Nanjiyun's chin: "Congratulations to the king, you have deceived this palace, although the family flowers are not fragrant with wild flowers, but this palace has worked so hard to find this bouquet of flowers on the king, and this palace can not blame the past!" ”
Nan Jiyun laughed, touched his chin, and his eyes flashed: "It turns out that Lone has been taken advantage of, and the queen will not investigate the past!" ”
"Yes...... Yes! I laughed with him, trying to make myself look very happy, "Bengong took advantage of you, you should thank Bengong to ......"
"Ignore the indecency back and forth, and thank the queen for this!" Nan Jiyun pressed my head, leaned over, and kissed me on the lip flap, his mouth was full of the strong smell of blood, he did not pry my mouth open, but kissed my lip flap carefully......
Hold me, in this green grass, looking at the white clouds in the sky, blue ......
It seems to be quiet, but he and I both know it...... Time is running out......
Heart disease is the most curable disease...... What's more, He Nanjiyun is injured with his heart and lungs, and it is even more difficult to heal...... There is no cure......
I don't want him to die...... I went to the Southern Xinjiang Imperial Library Pavilion, rummaged through the cabinets and found many books, and checked them without sleep or food......
When I'm done, I'm going to tinker with the prescription and take a witch doctor to see it...... The witch doctor shook his head and was silent after seeing it, but Nan Jiyun saw it, but said: "The queen's prescription may work, follow the queen's prescription..."
The witch doctor wanted to speak and stopped, Nan Jiyun swept his cold eyes, the witch doctor's body trembled, and he took the prescription and left.
Looking at the direction of the witch doctor's departure, Nan Jiyun looked at me with gentle eyes and said, "Gu will be fine, you see that Gu has eaten more than before!" ”
He's not okay, one, I turned my face and quietly touched the corners of my eyes, he ate too much but in front of me, and after a blink of an eye, he couldn't swallow at all and spit it out......
He is getting thinner and thinner, his lips have long lost their color, and his bottomless eyes sometimes look at me, forgetting to blink, as if I am the only bond he lives in this world and can't let go, and he wants to carve me into the depths of his soul and take me to the next life.
After February, in March, Wu Xian brought back a child...... Brought back an eight-year-old!
Declared to the civil and military officials that the child was the son of Nan Jiyun, and his name was Nanxingzhi......
Nan Xingzhi didn't come to greet me, Nan Jiyun seemed to be a dying old man, and as if he was returning to the light today, he took me to the morning court...... Canonization of the crown prince......
I sat on the high seat with him, he clapped my hands, tried his best to suppress the pain, and said to me as if he was going to explain the aftermath: "Jiang, Gu has arranged everything for you, Nanjiang will be your dependence, no one will bully you, if Lone dies, you are the Queen Mother of Southern Xinjiang!" ”
I shook my head, my face turned pale in an instant, and my voice trembled: "Nan Jiyun, I don't want to be the queen mother, I can only be your queen!" I don't want any power, any glory, any wealth, as long as you are good...... I don't want anything! ”
"Shh Nan Jiyun put his index finger on his lips and said in silence, "Don't panic...... Don't rush...... Lone is kidding you! Loneliness will be with you for a lifetime, and it will not be separated from you for a lifetime! ”
My chest heaved and I held his hand tightly, and I was afraid that he was really gone...... I will never find such a fool again......
opened his mouth, said with red eyes: "Words must be counted, if you don't count, I ........."
The words in his mouth could not go down any longer, Nan Jiyun smiled slightly, that smile seemed to be a cloud in the air, it seemed to be very close, but it was on the side, and he couldn't grasp it firmly......
He was as angry as a gossamer, as if he was tired: "Lone is the Ninety-Five Supreme, so naturally he counts!" ”
At this moment, as soon as Nan Jiyun's voice fell, a sharp eunuch said outside: "The south has arrived!" ”
The civil and military officials below are boiling. They all looked forward to it, looking out of the hall.
Nan Jiyun raised his hand, pointed to the door and said, "Jiang, look...... That kid will become your dependence, and he will replace Gu to fulfill Jiang's wish!
In the cold palace of Jiang Kingdom, my mother died, I was abandoned, she entrusted me to Feng Guifei, and now Nan Jiyun is going to abandon me again and entrust me to an eight-year-old child......
I choked...... Choked up: "Nan Jiyun, you promise me to be one year old and one withered, one life and one couple, why do you want to talk nothing?" ”
Nan Jiyun didn't look at me, but at the young man in dark red robe who came against the light, and the young man walked slowly, his steps steady......
"He's coming!" Nan Jiyun muttered, "It's coming...... Ginger up... If you do, he will take care of you for Lonely! ”
Nanxing's facial features were exquisite, and he stepped on the jade steps with his eyes lowered and came to me and Nan Jiyun.
The corners of his lips were not like an eight-year-old child, he was indifferent and rejected for thousands of miles, slowly lifted his robe and knelt down on one knee in front of Nan Jiyun, and his voice was clear and cold: "Son, see my father!" Queen Mother! ”
"Get up!" Nan Jiyun raised his hand slightly: "Come to Lonely"
Nanxingzhi slowly got up from the ground, raised his eyes, my heart was suffocated, glass-colored eyes, delicate facial features like a fairy, this child is so beautiful, so beautiful as if he doesn't belong to this world.
Nanxing arched his hand and said: "Father, the son is standing here, it's already very good, there is no need to take another step!" ”
His hand......
I was like thunder, my eyes were full of shock, and I looked at the southbound ...... in disbelief He has six fingers on one hand and twelve fingers on one hand, so the palms of his hands are slightly larger than his peers......
With glass-colored eyes and twelve fingers on both hands, he is eight years old this year.
All of a sudden, my head thumped, and it hurt like I had been hit by something...... Even Nan Jiyun canonized him as the crown prince and put me in charge of the southern Xinjiang military talisman did not let me recover from the shock.........
With glass-colored eyes, delicate facial features, and twelve fingers, he is eight years old this year, Jiang Yisheng is also eight years old, and Jiang Yiyan is also eight years old...... There was also a child before them who was also eight years old......
Xuan Guifei's son and Jiang Yihe's younger brother...... The child who was born with the name of a disaster to the country and the people by the Qin Prison, he is also eight years old, he also has glass-colored eyes, and he also has a pair of hands and twelve fingers......
Suddenly...... My heart was in turmoil, there was silence, and I saw the mouths of the civil and military officials below moving, shouting loudly, but I couldn't hear anything......
I stood up from my high seat, stretched out my hand and patted my head, and as far as my eyes could see, Nan Jiyun called me anxiously, but I couldn't hear his voice...... I could tell from the shape of his mouth that he was calling, "Ginger...... Ginger up... Ginger too! ”
But I couldn't hear a sound...... I ran left and right in a panic, covering my ears with my hands, crying and shouting, questioning, "Nan Jiyun...... Nan Jiyun, why are you doing this to me? Why are you doing this to me? ”
I was running away, but I couldn't escape......
Glass-colored eyes, twelve fingers...... I have seen the child when he was taken away and put to death, and he was extremely good-looking.........
Why is he here? Why is he here? Isn't he supposed to be dead? Why is he here?
"Ginger!" Nan Jiyun shouted, and I fell into his arms, because I fell to the ground with the two of him, and he hugged me tightly and blocked me.
He kept kissing my forehead and coaxed, "Ginger... Unafraid...... Doing things will not hurt you, believe in loneliness, believe in loneliness...... Jiang believes in Lonely, right? ”
All of a sudden, my ears were filled with sound, and the civil and military officials in the hall were noisily pointing at me......
Nan Jiyun was furious: "Get out of the way, you scared the queen!" ”
I grabbed Nan Jiyun's robe tightly and yelled at him, "Nan Jiyun, why did you raise this glass-eyed child? Who is he? Who is he? ”
The civil and military officials in the court walked out one after another......
Nan Jiyun seemed to sense my trembling and fear, and gently patted me on the back: "Don't be afraid...... Unafraid...... Ginger up... You calm down, you are going south, there will be no other identity, don't be afraid! ”
Won't there be any other identity?
My voice trembled, and with a bleak smile, I pushed Nan Jiyun away at once, and my eyes were sad: "Nan Jiyun, I am willing to live and die with you, I am willing to believe you, but ...... You already know who he is, don't you? ”
Nan Jiyun was pushed to the ground by me, coughed violently, Nan Xingzhi's indifferent and cold eyes glanced at me, and went to help Nan Jiyun, "Father, are you okay?" ”
Nan Xingzhi wanted to help Nan Jiyun up, Nan Jiyun seemed to have no strength all over his body, so he could only sit in place, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and beckoned to me: "Jiang, come here, come to Lone, Lone can't stand up now, I can't lead you, I can only come to find Lone!" ”
I shook my head and retreated, my face was completely wet, and when I reached out and touched it, it was full of tears, "Nan Jiyun, you don't want to take care of me, you don't want to live and die with me, you don't want to go the same way with me, it's okay!" I can not love you, I can stay away from you. But take care of me, you know what kind of identity he is, for so many years, you have been raising him, you know that he is Jiang Yihe's younger brother, and his mother is the murderer of my mother, do you know? At the last sentence, I shouted out with all my strength, and a feeling of betrayal by someone who was fully trusted and trusted grew in my heart.
"Ginger!" Nan Jiyun's face was as white as snow in an instant, coughing up blood, dazzling, and still beckoning to me: "Lone knows...... Lone has always known it...... No one can hurt Jiang anymore, believe in Lonely, Jiang! ”
Looking at the blood on the corner of his mouth, since my damn heart softened, tears were not raised, and my feet unconsciously walked towards him.
Beside Nan Jiyun, Nanxing said coldly: "Queen Mother, you are too willful, my father is not wrong. ”
Nanxing's indifference was terrifying, and the blood at the corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth spilled more and more, as if he was about to spill all the blood in his body.
I came to him, he held his head high and said to me: "Jiang, don't be afraid, it's not that kid, it's not that kid, it's not the kid of Jiang country, he won't hurt Jiang!" ”
I slowly squatted down, took a breath, and said slowly: "Nan Jiyun, I am willing to live and die with you, are you willing to go the same way with me?" ”
A wry smile appeared at the corner of Nan Jiyun's mouth, and he shook his head, his bottomless eyes were completely sad and sad, "Jiang, I'm sorry, I'm unwilling, I can't be one year old and one withered with you, one life and one couple, and I don't want to go the same way with you!" ”
"Bastard!"
I cried... Laughing... scolded: "Nan Jiyun, you bastard, why are you provoking me?" You give me back my heart of stone! I hate you...... I hate you......"
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