Duanmu Qing looked at her blankly, not knowing what to say for a while to answer the words of the woman in front of her.

Han Yazhi didn't care if she could answer or not.

Instead, he said in a way similar to self-talk: "Since your appearance, he has changed little by little, and he has become the person I don't even understand now."

When he was in Xiqi, in the face of so much pressure, he often changed his plans for you, and even did not hesitate to expose his strength and tear apart all the clumsiness he had hidden over the years.

He also began to hide it from me, and when I was puzzled by his decision, he chose not to tell me.

I just watched him move away from me little by little, from denying his liking for you at first, to his silence later, to admitting that I was completely powerless. ”

Duanmu Qing frowned slightly, and did not speak, she knew that this woman just wanted to talk, not to question.

"In the end, you turned out to be the one who gave him the most cruel stab, he hated you at that time, and I thought that he would never affect his decision because of you again.

I thought he would really forget you, and he would go back to his old self again.

But no, I was wrong, and since then, he has become more reticent, and even to me, there is no time to talk openly and honestly.

Work like a machine, arrange and handle everything.

is also the appearance of the cold-faced prince in the eyes of everyone later.

This kind of him made me strange, as if someone had been drained of his soul, and only a shell remained.

And then you came again, as an identity we hadn't thought of.

At that time, he was destined to choose Jia Wenrou as the princess, so he still appeared like a machine in the place of draft girls.

Then he saw you, and then he started to get out of control again.

The newlyweds left the bride alone in the new house and drank all night alone on the rooftop.

refused to give Jia Wenrou even a good look, and asked her to cooperate with acting.

Ignoring the emotions of the Hejian Palace, he would rather please such a father-in-law in other ways.

I gradually realized that he had never let go of you in his heart, and gradually realized that you were the only difference in his heart.

But I was really unwilling in my heart, I grew up with him since I was a child, and I think that in this world, no one is closer to him than me.

So when I heard that you and Xiao Liyue were discussing sneaking away to the epidemic area, I pretended not to hear it, and I even thought that it would be better to let you die in the epidemic area, so that he could really return to his original self.

As long as you're really gone, there's never been anyone as near him as I am.

To him, I would be the closest woman.

But no, you slipped back every night as usual, with a radiant glow on your face.

Fabricating some very credible lies to convince him that you have been in this place all day.

Later, he suddenly turned back and found that you were not there, and suddenly he lost control.

He was angry with me, and I remember that he barely spoke to me like that, and he said that if anything happened to you, he would not forgive me in any way. ”

Speaking of this, Duanmu Qing saw her tears rolling down in large pieces.

Faced with such a woman talking to himself like this, Duanmu Qing didn't know what to do.

I don't know where to start if I want to say something.

Han Yazhi looked at her with tears in her eyes: "Duanmu Qing, tell me, what did I do wrong?" Where am I inferior to you? Where can you compare to me?

Is it better than me? Or do you love more than I do? ”

Duanmu Qing was speechless, so he could only shake his head: "Perhaps, feelings are unreasonable in the first place!" ”

Closing her eyes, tears slipped down again, Han Yazhi opened her eyes for a long time, and nodded slowly: "I can't find a better reason either." ”

The two were silent for a while.

Duanmu Qing didn't know what to say.

In fact, Han Yazhi minded her existence so much, and thought about it from the bottom of her heart, why didn't she mind Han Yazhi's existence?

She and Han Lingyan have experienced a lot of things, many times of life and death, if it is said that he will die for her without hesitation, she will not hesitate to believe it.

However, this does not mean that two people are really as compatible as one person.

There are some things that still can't be said.

There are some places that I still dare not touch.

is like Han Yazhi, who is she? Why has he been by his side all the time, what kind of feelings does he have for her, can't you see that this woman has a heart tied to him?

She never asked these words, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't dare to ask.

Don't dare to force him like that.

If she wants to believe that Han Lingyan has no love for Han Yazhi, she can actually do it.

But if she doesn't mind, she really can't do it.

In his previous life, Zhao Yufeng also had so many concubines, and he wanted her to believe that those women were all welcomed into the door because they had to do so.

If she wants her to believe, he and them are a last resort.

Even though she was sad in her heart, she still believed, painfully believed.

But the result?

The lessons of her previous life made her realize that when love is no longer the only one, it is worthless, and nostalgia will only be fatal.

Although this person was replaced by Han Lingxi, although he behaved much better than Zhao Yufeng.

But so what?

Sharing a man with someone else? If she dies again, she won't be able to do it.

"Leave him!" Duanmu Qing was full of thoughts in his heart, raised his head and looked at Han Yazhi steadily.

"What did you say?" After a long silence between the two, Han Yazhi actually heard the little woman say something to herself that she could hardly believe.

"I say, leave him!" Duanmu Qing seemed to have completely failed to see the shock in her eyes, and repeated Fang Cai's words.

Han Yazhi didn't laugh angrily, and her tearful face looked extremely bitter because of this smile: "Why? Why should I leave him? Why ......?"

"Then what do you want when you come to me tonight and say this?" Duanmu Qing interrupted her words and asked lightly.

For Han Yazhi's feelings, she can understand and sympathize.

But this can't change her perception of emotional firmness, the only way is to cut through the mess quickly, the more ruthless the better.

Her rhetorical question made Han Yazhi choke, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Just a pair of beautiful eyes looking at her.

After a long time, she lowered her head: "I can't do without him!" ”

Her voice was not loud, with the slightest hint of grievance and pleading.

"I know," Duanmu Qing didn't step forward to comfort him, but took a step back and leaned against a willow tree, "but you still haven't told me what your purpose is for coming to me tonight."

If you just want to talk, no matter how you count it, it shouldn't be to find me, after all, in your heart, my identity should be a rival. ”

Han Yazhi's head was not raised, and she felt very ashamed under this woman's straightforward questioning.

She stood in front of her as if pleading.

But what kind of thing is she? In the years that she has been with Han Lingxi for so many years, how can she ever have anything to do with her?

Why is it that today, she is begging her in this way.

Thinking like this, she almost wanted to turn around and leave, but the longing in her heart made her steps nail to the ground.

"I have to admit that in his heart, you are the most important person, although I am not reconciled."

Han Yazhi took a deep breath and raised her head, trying to make herself look more arrogant.

"I really wanted to stay with him, and for so many years, I didn't understand in what capacity I was following him.

When I was young, maybe it was because I didn't have a home, and he was the closest person to me, so I followed him to Xiqi.

Later, as I grew older, I gradually understood the feelings and relationships between people, but I never understood in my heart what kind of relationship I had with him.

He never said it, I don't know if it was a tacit acquiescence or an evasion.

He didn't say anything until we were both grown up, and we were all used to getting along like this, and sometimes, in my spare time, I would pretend to ask him casually or jokingly about his life's events.

But he always said that people in Xiqi can't help themselves, and he doesn't want these things.

I think he's right, his identity is very mysterious, one is wrong, maybe it's a life-giving move.

But suddenly, there was a you, and His Majesty said that he should find a princess in Xiqi to strengthen the relationship between the two countries.

I panicked, but I pretended not to care and asked him what to do about it, he said that it was just an order, just marry one, and I could see that he didn't care who he married.

Although I was not happy, I could also understand that he was right, and that we could only do that.

Who knew that there would be a you, you would make him lose control, occupy his heart little by little, and I was getting farther and farther away from him, more and more unable to find a sense of existence, more and more unsure, what kind of existence I was for him.

Now, I'm really tired and don't want to guess and wait like this, because I can't guess the answer, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to wait for the result.

Please, help me. ”

Duanmu Qing squinted his eyes, looking at such a beautiful woman with pear blossoms and rain in front of him, he didn't feel a good feeling in his heart.

Perhaps, her mood at the moment is wrong, but there is no way, she has to admit that there is a trace of jealousy in her heart.

No, not a trace, it's a lot, a lot of jealousy.

Why? Why can she accompany him so much, can spend so many days with him, can be in trouble like that, and can face wind and rain.

But what about yourself? There seemed to be none, there were too many things on his body that she didn't know, and there were too many things that she didn't dare to touch.

All this made her jealous, jealous of the woman in front of her.

But what's the solution? This is the arrangement of fate, not to mention, it is all in the past.

"What can I help you?" There was no sympathy in Duanmu Qing's eyes, they were still faint.

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