Chapter 180: I Don't Hate You

There were no more pedestrians on the road, so she was relieved to unbuckle her seat belt and prepare to get out of the car.

Suddenly, Lu Zhiyi's faint voice came from his ears, "Let's get married." ”

Ou Chuchu paused to unbuckle his seat belt, frowned at him, as if he didn't hear what he was saying, "Did you just speak?" ”

Lu Zhiyi looked at her fixedly and repeated, "I said, let's get married." ”

Ou Chuchu looked at his delicate and matchless face suspiciously, and then looked at him without Bluetooth headphones on his ears, "Are you talking to me?" ”

"Or else?"

"Married?" Ou Chuchu still looked incredulous, she couldn't help but put her hand on Lu Zhiyi's forehead, and then on her forehead, and found that his body temperature was normal, "No fever." ”

Seeing the suspicious expression on her face, Lu Zhiyi grabbed her hand and pounced on her whole person, the two faces were less than five centimeters apart, "So, what is your answer?" ”

Ou Chuchu realized that this thing did seem to be talking to her, and it didn't look like a joke, but she didn't have the joy she should have in her heart, she looked at him fixedly, and asked seriously, "Why?" ”

"It's not what you've always wanted?" Lu Zhiyi raised his eyebrows and said, his eyelashes were very long, and between words, the eyelashes almost swept to her cheeks.

This is the kind of man who has haunted her for several years, and she has been in love for so long, and just when she was trying to give up, he said, get married?

At this time, Ou Chuchu only had two thoughts, either Lu Zhiyi's brain was pumped, or she was illusory.

The corners of her mouth curled up with a touch of sourness, which was indeed what she wanted, but what she wanted...... Not really.

Ou Chuchu couldn't help but shake his head, messed up by his own logic, "No...... It's not what I want, what I want...... Not really. ”

Lu Zhiyi raised his eyebrows, "Huh?" ”

"Why? Why do you want to marry me? I can't believe that all these years of stalking have finally moved you, it's completely impossible, so...... Why? ”

Hearing this, Lu Zhiyi seemed to be stopped by her question, and for a long time, "You can refuse." ”

Ou Chuchu's chest was suddenly stuffy, and he felt as if there was a fire of anger burning in his body, but he didn't know what he was angry about, "So, this is dispensable, right, you just need to get married, just find someone, right?" But I was chosen because I was stupid enough, right? ”

Lu Zhiyi paused, as if he was stumped by her question, he raised his eyebrows slightly, "It's okay if you think so." ”

Ou Chuchu's small universe was about to explode, and she pushed him away hard, and the latter seemed to be caught off guard, pushed to the car window, and hit his head with a slam on the car door.

"Lu Zhiyi!" Ou Chuchu shouted almost hysterically, "What do you take me for? Can you be summoned to come and go immediately, when you don't want to get rid of me, and when you want to marry you directly? Whether you have a problem with your brain, or I have a problem with my brain, I can't understand what you do, but I don't allow you to trample on me like this! ”

As she spoke, she couldn't help but have a sour nose, and two lines of tears slipped down in a daze, as if the grievances in her heart in the past few years had exploded at this moment.

Seeing this, Lu Zhiyi's deep eyes flashed, and he raised his fingertips to touch the skin on her face, which was already moist.

Ou Chuchu didn't seem to expect him to reach over, and subconsciously shrank back, and the tearful appearance of the pear blossom was pitiful for a moment, giving birth to a pitiful beauty for no reason.

In Lu Zhiyi's eyes, Ou Chuchu is very noisy and talks a lot, as if the whole person is hyperactive, and she can't be quiet at all, she occasionally bursts out, and her voice is also very loud, like a female man, so he has always positioned her like this.

The only time I felt that she was a woman was in the winter of last year, indifferent came back from abroad, Fu Nancheng rarely didn't want to go to a bar, and proposed to play hot pot at home, there were quite a lot of people that day, Gong Zhanchuan, Nangong Ye and his new love, Fu Nancheng and Gu Weiwei and his wife, indifferent.

Originally, she didn't plan to invite Ou Chuchu with her at that time, but Gong Zhanchuan called her, and it happened that she had just returned to Yuncheng after the play, so she came over together.

That night, he and Nangong Ye and his new love went out to buy ingredients, and later Ou Chuchu had to follow, and Gu Weiwei also helped, and went out to the supermarket to buy together.

It was Christmas, the supermarket was very busy, and the parking lot was full, so they pushed the car to the other side of the road.

After coming out of the supermarket, there were a lot of things purchased, out of gentlemanly demeanor, men almost carried large bags of ingredients, Lu Zhiyi casually hung a large bag of ingredients around Ou Chuchu's neck, and she also gladly accepted it.

Fu Nancheng also quipped at the time, "It's really you, it's a girl, can't you help?" ”

Lu Zhiyi replied casually, "Where is she a woman, she can be regarded as a half-man." ”

As he spoke, he jokingly hung the small bag of pasta that Gu Weiwei was carrying on Ou Chuchu's hand, and said with a smile, "I'll leave it to you, Zhuangshi." ”

At that time, Ou Chuchu looked up at him, her eyes were moist, and the expression on her face was extremely aggrieved, but she bit her lip and didn't make a sound, when Lu Zhiyi touched her eyes, she suddenly felt as if her heart had been stung by something.

Later, when she returned to Fu Nancheng's villa, after getting off the car, everyone took out the ingredients in the carriage, Ou Chuchu's face seemed to be extremely uncomfortable, very pale, she weakly asked Fu Nancheng to help her carry that portion, and Fu Nancheng helped.

Back in the villa, Lu Zhiyi found out that she asked Gu Weiwei for an aunt's towel, only to know that she had come to the aunt at that time, but she chose to bear it silently when she came out of the supermarket.

At that time, Lu Zhiyi suddenly felt that Ou Chuchu was really a woman.

The woman who loves to be strong immediately felt guilty in her heart, and wanted to open her mouth to apologize, but she didn't open her mouth after all, and then Ou Chuchu also had a big grinning and indifferent attitude, and the matter passed.

But it was always in the back of his heart.

In this way, the two of them were in the car, as quiet as death, Lu Zhiyi gently wiped her tears, hesitating to say something, but she didn't open her mouth after all.

For a long time, "You hate me very much, don't you?" Lu Zhiyi asked in a shallow voice.

"No, I hate myself, I hate myself for being trampled on by you again and again, but I still have a stupid energy, just now, I knew that you didn't want to marry me because you loved me, I still flashed joy from the bottom of my heart, so, I don't hate anyone, only myself."

As he spoke, Ou Chuchu's heart was filled with a strong sourness, and the corners of his mouth raised a self-deprecating arc, "But so what, I don't regret it, although it is like Momo said, it may be a difficult process, but time is the best medicine." ”