"Hao Shuai, you say, what did you say I did wrong, ah, why didn't they support me, why, why, wow."

I drank a lot, but I was still relatively sober at this time, but it was the first time I hugged Qin Xue, to be honest, it had a different flavor.

At this time, she didn't know what she was muttering, but I could feel that she was very sad, and after thinking about it, it must have been because she was unwilling to go bankrupt and was forced to go home to inherit the family property.

And only then did I know that Qin Xue's smile in front of everyone was just an illusion, but now, it was the real her.

I shook Qin Xue, trying to make her sober up, but I still thought too much, Qin Xue had already fallen asleep lying on top of me at this time, and I couldn't wake up no matter how much I pushed.

This gives me a headache, Qin Xue and Kong Xue are different, she is the daughter of a rich family, where can I take her on this big night?

I originally wanted to take out her mobile phone and call Qin Yang, but I was too embarrassed to reach out and touch her, and when I couldn't help it, the sweat on my forehead flowed down in a hurry.

In the end, I had to carry her on my back and prepare to go to the open room to let her rest for a good night, and as for the rest, I was going to wait until tomorrow.

Walking to the front desk of the checkout, I was about to settle the account first, but the front desk staff said that Qin Xue had already settled it before she came, which inevitably made me feel that Qin Xue really knew about herself, and knew that she would definitely be drunk, so she bought the bill first.

I don't know what Qin Xue eats every day, the whole person is very light, only eighty or ninety pounds, I carry her on my back, just like a child.

Walking on the road and stopping a taxi, we went to the nearest hotel nearby, opened a room with my ID card, and put her in bed, and then I exhaled heavily.

I first went to the toilet to smoke a cigarette, and then walked out and looked at Qin Xue on the bed and fell to the ground again.

"Ugh." I sighed helplessly, and I dismissed the idea of leaving.

I stepped over and helped Qin Xue who fell to the ground to the bed, and then covered her with the futon, and then sat on the sofa on the side.

I also felt a little sleepy because of the drink, so I fell asleep on the sofa.

The next morning, I woke up in a daze, and it was already twelve o'clock in the afternoon.

I suddenly sat up and looked at the bed, and found that Qin Xue was long gone, I picked up my phone, and then I saw the WeChat that Qin Xue sent me.

"Hao Shuai, thank you for doing so much for me, my agreement with my family has ended now, so I'm going home, let's meet again."

After reading it, I don't know what kind of mood I am, some calm, some chaotic.

I pulled out the last cigarette and lit it, and then I felt a little more relaxed.

Lying on the couch again, I stared stupidly at the ceiling of the hotel, until a burning pain appeared in my fingers, and I realized that a cigarette had burned to the end.

stood up and was about to wash up, but the moment he stood up, he felt a wave of dizziness, and he held on to the sofa with his left hand for a while before he reacted.

......

After checking out and handing over the keys, I went to the nearby mall again, sat on the rest chair and began to be stunned again.

I feel like I'm like a person with severe depression now, I have no desires, I just want to die from major depression, and I don't even want to think about death now.

"Xianghai grilled fish, take a walk, take a look, the promotion is half discounted for three catties, take a walk, take a look."

"Hey, hello, here's the takeout you ordered."

"Hello ma'am, this is the latest dress in our store, wearing it on you, it is full of temperament."

Throughout the mall, everyone is busy, some are busy living, some are busy spending.

I didn't know when, I didn't want to continue to smell money in the mall, so I got up and walked out, strolling down the street with my hands in my pockets, free.

Gradually, I walked to the entrance of the People's Hospital, stood at the door and watched for a long time, and finally walked into the lobby of the hospital.

The moment I walked in the door, I was greeted by the smell of disinfectant water.

Unlike shopping malls, in the hospital, some people are busy living, some people are busy dying, some people are busy setting up the property of the elderly in the family, and some people are scolding their ancestors among their brothers at the door of the ICU ward.

I went up to the second floor and sat down in the rest area waiting for my blood drawn.

Seeing everyone panicking with the test sheets, I sincerely hope that they can get rid of the disease they are facing at this time.

"Doctor, doctor, you are helping to see, this white blood cell 0.2, platelets, 210, is there anything wrong with this, our village chief said let me ask you carefully."

"Auntie, it's okay, this is normal, you, let her child's parents come over, I'll prescribe some medicine for her and go back to eat."

At this moment, the sixteen-year-old lady was holding a little girl who was only six years old.

The eldest lady has gray hair, soy sauce eyes, wrinkles all over her body, and a pair of black cloth shoes on her feet.

The little girl on her back was very thin, and she was lying on top of her mother with a red face at this time.

I was a little sad, because the data she just said could directly conclude that the little girl had leukemia.

And the reason why the doctor didn't say it was also because of the age of the eldest mother, watching them gradually disappear in front of my eyes, I was going crazy.

I even hated myself for not being able to save her, and in the end, I could only pray for that little girl.

"Hao Shuai."

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded, and when I looked up, I saw Ding Li standing in front of me with a lunch box in her hand.

"Hey, why are you here, isn't my uncle in the central hospital?"

Twenty minutes later, Ding Li and I went to the back garden of the hospital.

"The cost of surgery in the central hospital is high, and there is no experienced surgeon, so I transferred to the hospital."

"How is the uncle now, is he better?"

Ding Li leaked a smile that she had never seen before, turned her head to look at me and nodded: "I have finished the operation, I am recovering, and it is much better than before." ”

I was a little shocked, but I was still happy for her.

"What about the surgery fee, the money raised by the water drop is enough, right, Li Xiang has delivered food to this kid recently, and he doesn't talk to me, and I have some things recently, so I don't have time to ask you." I turned my head to look at Ding Li.

It's just that the smile on Ding Li's face gradually disappeared, and then she lowered her head and said, "I didn't raise money with drops." ”

"Useless?"

"Hao Shuai, I, I'm ready to get engaged."

Suddenly, Ding Li turned her head to stare into my eyes and said very seriously.

I couldn't digest it for a while, I looked at Ding Li and thought about it, the other party must be the boy I saw in the hospital that day.