Chapter 493: She Hates Me

Fu Zhilei turned to look at Situ Mo and picked up her hand, "Momo, where is the psychiatrist you said last time?" ”

"In Jingbei, I just told her that she usually doesn't accept her, this exception, it depends on your face."

Fu Zhilei's face was haggard, the dark circles on the eyelids were obvious, even if she wore makeup, she couldn't hide the tiredness, her face was solemn, and her eyes looked at the back of the car in a panic, "There were no paparazzi with you when you came, right?" ”

"No, I'm cautious, don't worry." Situ Mo saw that they also changed to the usual nanny car, using a yellow brand bread, in order to hide people's eyes and ears from being discovered by the paparazzi.

After all, now Fu Zhilei is the queen of topics, and the last scandal has not passed, and now that she is photographed going to see a psychiatrist, it is estimated that it will be another mess.

Soon came to Jingbei, and under the leadership of Situ Mo, he went to the community where the psychiatrist was located, which was not a hospital or a clinic, but a retro small courtyard.

The agent kept his face tense and didn't say a word from beginning to end, and after arriving, the assistant took the lead in saying, "Sister Fu, why don't you go in, we'll wait outside." ”

"Do you want the paparazzi to see my agent and assistant in front of the psychiatrist's house?" Fu Zhilei turned her head and scolded angrily.

Suddenly, the assistant did not dare to make a sound and followed him into the courtyard.

After getting up this morning, she was also frightened by Fu Zhilei, after staying up all night, her face was ugly, coupled with that hideous expression and sharp eyes, which really startled them.

Now in the eyes of the two of them, Fu Zhilei is a demon, but they have to get along with the demon day and night every day, this is simply ......

Walking into the courtyard, Situ Mo paused, turned his head and looked at the assistant and agent with a light smile, "This doctor doesn't like too many people, or you two are waiting for us here." ”

The assistant smiled gratefully at Situ Mo as if he had been granted amnesty, and then paused.

Fu Zhilei frowned and looked around the courtyard, "Momo, are you sure?" Why doesn't this look like a hospital, the doctor lives here? ”

"Isn't it okay for ordinary people to live in seclusion?" Situ Mo smiled lightly and said, "What, you don't believe me?" ”

Fu Zhilei hurriedly shook her head, at this time, the person she believed in the most in this world was Situ Mo, even Mo Yihan had changed, who else could she trust besides Situ Mo?

I almost blew up Mo Yihan's mobile phone last night, but he never answered, just replied with a message: Let each other be quiet for a while.

Be quiet for a while?! How is that possible! What if during this time, Mo Yihan told Situ Mo all the truth about the matter?

Then her life will be gray in an instant! She absolutely can't!

Therefore, before Mo Yihan reveals the matter, she must first guarantee Situ Mo's trust, only in this way is it possible that in the end, the amnesiac and dazed Situ Mo will choose to believe her!

At the same time, she deeply regretted that she overestimated Mo Yihan's feelings for her! She thought that the person who would never betray her in this life was Mo Yihan!

He loves her so much, he has no regrets!

However, it seems that this is not the case today! In that case, she won't care about the past anymore!

Under such panic and apprehension, last night was almost a sleepless night, and I finally fell asleep in the early hours of the morning, but I had that real dream again!

I even dreamed that Yunxi pinched her neck and almost suffocated her, but fortunately I woke up in fright at that time, otherwise, that feeling was really terrible!

"Alright, let's go inside, then."

The doctor introduced by Situ Mo was a woman in her fifties, who had a noble temperament and a pair of sharp eyes under gold-rimmed glasses.

"Doctor, this is my good sister Fu Zhilei, who I just mentioned to you." Situ Mo said, looked at Fu Zhilei, and introduced the two of them to each other, "This is the doctor." ”

After a brief greeting, Fu Zhilei looked back and forth at the two of them hesitantly, and looked at Situ Mo with an embarrassed face, "Why don't you wait for me outside?" ”

"Alright then, don't be nervous." Situ Mo showed a worried expression on her face, patted her shoulder and said encouragingly, but the warm color on her face did not reach the bottom of her eyes, and her eyes flashed with coldness.

Seeing her walk outside the courtyard, Fu Zhilei exhaled deeply, and her face was completely devoid of the politeness and gentleness she had just had.

She glared at the doctor with vicious eyes, "Doctor, although you are not in the hospital, since you are a doctor, you must have medical ethics, right?" ”

The doctor frowned and looked at her, his face flashing with a hint of puzzlement, "What did Miss Fu say?" As a doctor, I naturally have the ethics of a doctor, and I will not leak any of your privacy, which you can rest assured. ”

Fu Zhilei's face changed slightly, "Do you know what I'm going to say?" ”

The so-called psychological treatment, maybe in this process, is to speak from the heart and cooperate with the treatment, and what she is worried about is that if her psychological words are known by others, especially Situ Mo!

Then, she would never do such psychotherapy, if she hadn't been tortured to the point that she couldn't do it, she wouldn't have come.

And the reason why she took the risk and chose the doctor introduced by Situ Mo was because she wanted to prove her openness in front of Situ Mo!

If Mo Yihan really told Situ Mo everything, maybe she would choose to believe Fu Zhilei because of this!

Of course, one of the most important reasons is that the purpose of her trip is certainly not to do psychotherapy, and the company has arranged a psychiatrist, and she has never gone to do therapy.

Because she didn't feel that she needed treatment psychologically, let alone go to this barren mountain and wilderness to treat the doctor without a license or a license?

Of course, the more informal this place is, the more reassuring it is, because in her opinion, the so-called doctors here are just Jianghu Langzhong, where do you get any medical ethics?

Therefore, because of Situ Mo's relationship, it is likely that this doctor will tell Fu Zhilei's situation completely, and the truth of what she said in front of the psychiatrist is absolutely undoubted.

Therefore, in the end, Situ Mo will only choose to believe in her, not Mo Yihan!

This is the real purpose of Fu Zhilei's here!

The first step is to pretend that you are afraid of revealing your secrets, in order to remind the doctor that this must be exposed.

The doctor chuckled, "Of course, you've written it all on your face, don't forget, I'm a psychiatrist." ”

"You know, I'm an artist, I'm a public figure......" Fu Zhilei's face showed an embarrassed look after being recognized, and explained embarrassedly, "plus the recent news, I've been stared at by the paparazzi, so ......"

"It's okay, I can understand, don't worry, I won't leak it out." The doctor's eyes seemed to be as sharp as seeing through people's hearts, and his gaze was fixed on Fu Zhilei's pale face.

"Alright, let's get started." Fu Zhilei sat up straight and looked at her, but after coming into contact with her sharp eyes, a trace of panic passed through her heart.

The doctor always kept a smile on his face, "It's been started a long time ago." ”

Hearing this, Fu Zhilei's eyebrows were slightly raised, and her face showed disdain.

Psychiatrists generally charge by the hour, and the doctor in front of me can't wait to start charging from the moment they enter the door?

Vulgar!

Therefore, this Jianghu Langzhong is good, and it is in her arms.

Catching a glimpse of the disdain in her eyes, the doctor was not annoyed, and the gentle expression on her face never changed, "Miss Fu's face is very bad, you should pay more attention to your body, generally dreams are the opposite, if you have a nightmare, don't pay too much attention to it, even if it feels very real to you." ”

"How do you know I'm having a nightmare?" Fu Zhilei stared at it with wide eyes, and suddenly seemed to remember something, "Didn't Momo tell you?" ”

"Miss Situ didn't tell me anything, you told me."

"I told you?" Fu Zhilei asked puzzled.

"Yes, everything is written on your face." As he spoke, the doctor took out a small round object that looked like a red rope hanging and put it on the table, "Relax, we're just talking, don't treat yourself as a patient, remember, you're not a patient." ”

Hearing this, Fu Zhilei couldn't help but nodded, "I'm not sick!" Yes, I'm not sick! But Brother Peng said that I was sick and had to see a psychiatrist...... I'm just too stressed! ”

"Everyone has pressure, but the pressure needs to be relieved, as long as you vent out, then it's fine, so you can usually find a friend to chat with, or go to exercise, so you will be much better."

Listening to the doctor's gentle tone, and then looking at the kind expression on her face, and the smiling appearance, it felt so familiar.

Immediately after, the doctor picked up the red rope, and the round shape shook back and forth in front of her eyes, "Child, you're just too tired, you need to relax, relax again......"

Her voice seemed to have a bewitching power, Fu Zhilei's body couldn't help but relax, and in the shaking of the round shape, she saw the doctor's kind and gentle face.

Fu Zhilei looked at her in a daze, looking at the shaking thing from time to time, and subconsciously blurted out, "Grandma...... Grandmother...... Is that you? Can you speak? ”

"Sleep, child, by grandma's side, nothing happens, rest assured to sleep, you're too tired, just wake up."

"Well, okay, I'll just get some sleep......" Fu Zhilei said unexpectedly obediently, looking at the shaking body in front of her with blank eyes, and her body relaxed and slowly fell on the sleeping chair behind her.

"What nightmares did you have?" The doctor continued to shake the round thing in his hand, and his sharp eyes looked at Fu Zhilei's face, which was as white as paper.

At the mention of the nightmare, a layer of sweat oozed from Fu Zhilei's forehead, the expression on her face was painful, and she said in a daze, "I dreamed of Yunxi, Yunxi she is still alive, she is still alive......"

"She's your friend, isn't it good to be alive?" The doctor asked, and the two chatted as if they were normal.

Fu Zhilei closed her eyes tightly, the beads of sweat oozing from her forehead became more and more, and she shook her head desperately, "No, she can't live, she can't ...... But if she were alive, how nice would it be, I'm sure I wouldn't have nightmares, would I? ”

"Well, but she's dead, and since you've taken that step, don't look back, don't look back, keep going......"

"But didn't you say that grandma is the abyss in front of me?" As she spoke, a crystal liquid overflowed from Fu Zhilei's eye sockets, sliding down on her pale cheeks, looking extremely sad.

"But there's no turning back, kid."

"yes, there's no way I'm going to turn back, so, grandma, you're going to forgive me, right? I know it's wrong! Zhilei knew it was wrong! Grandma ......"

Fu Zhilei's cry was heart-rending, she shook her head desperately, and the liquid on her face could no longer tell whether it was beads of sweat or tears.

"Don't cry, relax, get a good night's sleep, sleep and wake up with nothing left, it's just a nightmare......"

"Really? Yunxi is not dead, you have forgiven me, have you, have Momo forgiven me? ”

"Yes, nothing has happened, you can relax and sleep, child."

"Okay, I'll listen to you, grandma, I'll listen to you...... You don't know, I've missed you so much all these years, I really miss you, but I can't go to see you, and I'm so miserable! ”

"Then why not?"

Fu Zhilei's tears did not stop, "I dare not ask for your forgiveness, you will get angry and get sick when you see me...... But I miss you so much, grandma, really, I've been to see you many times, but I don't dare to go in......"

"You haven't tried it, so how do you know if you'll be forgiven?"

"How is that possible? I've done so many things I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry Momo, I'm sorry Yunxi, I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry you guys......"

"Child, did grandma teach you since you were a child, it doesn't matter if you do something wrong, as long as you know that you can change it, it's a great thing to be good."

"But I can't go back, I can't go back......"

"Why?" The doctor asked, looking up at Situ Mo, who had just walked in quietly, the two looked at each other, and she nodded.

The two looked at Fu Zhilei's pale face fixedly, waiting for her to say the words to kill Yunxi.

But in this way, deep in Fu Zhilei's heart for so many years, she has been rejecting, and her subconscious has also made psychological hints to herself.

Therefore, at this time, even in the state of hypnotic psychotherapy, she will not say it.

Situ Mo couldn't help but ask out loud, but was stopped by the doctor, shook his head at her, and made a "shhh

The doctor opened his mouth and continued to ask, "How did Yunxi die?" ”

Hearing this, Fu Zhilei closed her eyes tightly, grabbed the neckline of her clothes tightly, as if she saw something, she shook her head desperately, the expression on her face was painful, "No...... I don't know, I don't know! ”

"And what did she tell you in her dream?"

She ...... She said she hated me...... "Fu Zhilei's crying gradually changed from sobbing to loud, as if it had been suppressed for a long, long time, heartbreaking, and people were infected with that sadness when they heard it."