Volume II, Chapter 61 Someone else
White Jasmine shifted from leaning forward to standing upright, but her movements were extremely slow, and the gentle expression on her face was gradually disappearing. Nan Nan is sure that Bai Jasmine has the same strong resonance as herself, and she must regard Nan Nan as her former self. The redness in the corners of Bai Jasmine's eyes, the grief in her eyes, Nan Nan clearly understood that it was never for herself. As Bai Jasmine said, they are very similar, just like Nan Nan's previous scene, Bai Jasmine was in a trance, treating her as an illusory image of herself. Nan Nan was surprised, she was surprised that she had a strong sense of empathy with Bai Jasmine, which was not easy to explain, after all, the two of them met for the first time, and even in terms of age and past experiences, they were very different. But even so, the two of them still had a very brief sense of empathy at the same time, as if God had predestined it, and a transparent rope was tied to the bodies of these two people, which was tightly wound with each other.
Nan Nan felt that her mental state and psychological ups and downs had gradually returned to a stable state. She was no longer dizzy, her consciousness was clear, very awake. She no longer felt sad in her heart, but there was a sudden sense of loss, as if she had discarded an object of special importance. Nan Nan noticed that her eyes were not particularly clear, and the mist in her eyes was already full. So, Nan Nan also raised her right hand, covered her eyes with her forearm, and then wiped it indiscriminately. Some of the tears in my eyes were forced back because of the squeezing effect, and some of them flowed down, but they were quickly wiped dry by the sleeve. After Nan Nan lowered her right hand and reopened her eyes, she was able to see what was in front of her clearly. I saw that Bai Jasmine stood straight, her arms naturally drooped, her expression was cold, even her eyes were indifferent, and the redness at the corners of her eyes disappeared naturally. It seems that Bai Jasmine has sorted out her mood and is calm again, except for her complexion, which is still pale, the rest are all very well hidden.
Nan Nan looked at the white jasmine who looked like this, and she didn't know what to say for a while. She always has an indescribable and inexplicable emotion for Bai Jasmine. Nan Nan has always been attracted by the charm of white jasmine, whether it is her appearance or her good temperament, this will make Nan Nan involuntarily indulge in it. But on the other hand, Bai Jasmine exposed Nannan's scars, she seemed to have seen through it, and she said it all regardless of it, and one arrow after another pierced Nannan's broken and fragile heart, embarrassed her, and made her ashamed. But when Bai Jasmine told Nan Nan about her past and her experience, Nan Nan's heart was not allowed to feel pain because of empathy, and the anger and resentment still existed, but it was suppressed, it was forced in the deepest part of the heart, and it could only be wisps of smoke surging upward, but if there was nothing, the slightest lingering, even if there was a big grievance, it could only turn into powerlessness, and there was nowhere to sway. It only makes people panic and very depressed. But only from beginning to end, Nan Nan didn't feel a little sympathy and compassion, and at most, it was just an unexpected sense of shock. Other than that, there is nothing else.
Nan Nan looked at Bai Jasmine, and Bai Jasmine also looked at Nan Nan, the two looked at each other without saying a word, and they didn't say a word to each other. Nan Nan knew that Bai Jasmine was reluctant to continue talking about her past. Both of them were silent, but in the condensation of the air, there was no embarrassment, but peace and tranquility. It's unexpected and reassuring. Nan Nan didn't want to speak, she felt that Bai Jasmine also had the same idea, she just wanted to let herself do this, indulging in this wrapped and comfortable neon encirclement. But it couldn't, this time, it was Nan Nan who opened her mouth first, "I have to go." As soon as she finished speaking, she immediately took action, Nan Nan knew that she couldn't stay for a long time, and she still had to buy rosemary to visit He Qin. She picked up the bouquet of yellow roses from the table, and also picked up the thermos box by the way, fortunately, the bouquet of yellow roses is not very big, and there is still a rich place in her arms, in fact, if you hold it with one hand, I'm afraid it's not impossible. But for the sake of conservatism, Nan Nan still wrapped her arms around her, and she didn't dare to use force. It's very gentle, for fear that it will hurt and ruin it. At the same time that Nan Nan lifted the insulated box from the table, she lowered her head and saw the two cans of tea in an opaque plastic bag, and Nan Nan was stunned. Suddenly, she didn't know how to choose, just when she hesitated.
"You give one of the cans of tea to He Qin, you believe me, this won't cause her any harm, she really doesn't know me." It was Bai Jasmine's voice, she seemed to be exhausted, but even her tone was weak. Nan Nan looked up and looked at Bai Jasmine, but Bai Jasmine was only staring at the plastic bag, her eyelids were half-drooping. Nan Nan could only vaguely see her tired look in her half-open and half-closed eyes, but in fact, there were some other things mixed in, but Nan Nan couldn't see clearly, and she couldn't understand it. Nan Nan thought about it for a long time, but still didn't answer. She believed what Bai Jasmine said, but she still couldn't do what she said, Nan Nan was very cautious, after all, He Qin was a special existence to her, she was very important to her mother, so she must be equally cherished for herself. Therefore, Nan Nan still decided that she would refuse, even if it would embarrass Bai Jasmine, but she still had to do it. But before Nan Nan could speak, Bai Jasmine interrupted her first.
"If you want to refuse, then I will have to give her this pot of tea myself." At this time, Bai Jasmine raised her head and looked at Nan Nan, she said lightly, and her tone was still relaxed without care. But her eyes are very wolf-like, as if she has completely made up her mind, and her eyes are full of light, which is very sharp. Nan Nan didn't understand why Bai Jasmine was like this, and even did not hesitate to become a threat to embarrass herself. She was determined to hand over this pot of tea to He Qin, but it was inconvenient to meet her, but He Qin didn't know Bai Jasmine, so why did she give her the tea. There are too many confusions in Nan Nan's mind, like a snowball, the more and more it rolls, the more it rolls, the bigger it gets. But Nan Nan knew that Bai Jasmine would not easily tell the reason for this, otherwise, she would have already said it, so why wait until now. But Nannan put all these questions behind her for the time being, she looked at the coldness in Bai Jasmine's eyes, in fact, as long as she thought about it a little, she could understand that it was just a stubborn disguise that had no other way. But Nan Nan still agreed, she didn't dare to risk He Qin's business, she finally hugged the bouquet of yellow roses with one hand, and lifted the thermos box with the same right hand. Then, he carried the opaque plastic bag containing two cans of tea in his hand. Then, Nan Nan nodded and said, "I'll give the tea to Aunt He Qin, but do you promise that this really won't affect her?" Nan Nan whispered, but her eyes were firm and her tone was stiff. Although she knew that such suspicions would hurt Bai Jasmine's sensitive heart, she still spoke up. After all, no matter what, He Qin is always more important to Nan Nan than Bai Jasmine.
Not surprisingly, White Jasmine's eyelids were trembling violently, and the light in her eyes flashed, even sharper than a knife, and much colder than ice. The corners of White Jasmine's mouth turned up, and there was an inconspicuous mockery and a broken smile, and even the wine vortex with her lost its luster. She took a deep breath in a visible float before she spoke, "I promise, I can swear that it's absolutely insignificant to her. White Jasmine's tone was cold and sharp, and every word she said was like a hard ice pick, and she was using this way to protect her most cherished dignity, which was a forbidden area, which no one could step into, and touched. But Nan Nan stabbed into the forbidden area fiercely for He Qin. It was only a few seconds, and Bai Jasmine calmed down, but her eyes were extremely dark, as if she was covered by a black veil, which was both obscured and did not see a trace of light. Bai Jasmine took a light breath and said, "I am really jealous of her sometimes, everyone in your family loves her and has to protect her." Even you are like this, you can obviously feel a connection with me. I have no cover in front of you, but you still want to hurt me for her. Bai Jasmine spoke for a long time, and she spoke word by word, and the speed of her speech was extremely slow, as if she was saying every word with all her strength. Just as Bai Jasmine said that, she suddenly lost all her strength, and her body loosened, and her arms hung down on the table to support her body that was about to slide. White Jasmine's body fell together, she was panting, she hung her head down, and the hair on both sides swayed downward, completely obscuring her face.
Nan Nan looked at Bai Jasmine's appearance, and her heart was not a special taste, and a sense of guilt arose, she knew that she really couldn't live with Bai Jasmine. She wanted to open her mouth to apologize, but she couldn't do it, she knew that it was useless, and a mere apology could not change anything, but it would still backfire and bring more hurt to Bai Jasmine.
"Let's go." In the end, Bai Jasmine said, she didn't change any posture, just buried her head, and her tone was very weak.
Nan Nan opened her mouth to say something, but she was stuck in her throat and couldn't say anything, so she had to close her mouth. She's deep
glanced at White Jasmine, and then turned around and walked away without a sound. Nan Nan walked towards the door of the flower shop, and as she pushed the glass door with her left hand, which was holding only the plastic bag containing the two cans of tea, White Jasmine's voice rang out again.
"That pot of tea is not for He Qin to see, but for others." Bai Jasmine's voice was very loud, and she deliberately wanted to stop Nan Nan's departure. Therefore, Bai Jasmine's tone was anxious and hurried, and the whole flower shop was surrounded by the aftermath of her words.