Volume 4 Chapter 27 The Search for Answers
"Little friend Wang Xi, I finally understand what Dean Chen said now. This third-generation white coat, if you want to wear it on your body, you really have to exchange your life. Yasui said.
Wang Xi didn't know why Yasui Xin suddenly said this to himself, scratching his head, not knowing how to answer.
"Dean Chen has already shown me the information on the bloody battle of Han'an, and it is indeed tragic. We are mentally prepared and will not be frightened when the time comes. Yasui said.
Wang Xi finally spoke: "Lord Yasui, I came today to return the book." I understand what you say to me, but I don't know what you're really trying to say, is there something you want me to say? ”
Now that I've had a fight with Gaco, I don't need the borrowed books in my hand anymore. So today, Wang Xi came over to return the book.
Yasui said: "Actually, there really isn't, Dean Chen and I can talk directly." It's easy to be an enemy with your inner house, but it's also easy to be a friend. ”
A priest appeared from the side and respectfully handed a few books to Wang Xi without saying a word.
Wang Xi took the book, thanked him, and then asked, "Lord Yasui, what is this...... What is the reason? ”
Yasui said: "If you stab the courtyard, then there is no doubt that he is already looking for a mace or an axe, and after washing his neck and suffering the revenge of the courtyard, for the courtyard, it will be clear." As long as you are willing to lower your profile, although the inner courtyard will guard against you, there is still a chance to continue to be friends. So, sometimes think about it, your courtyard is really a very contradictory complex. One moment very stingy, the next but quite generous. But it's not just casual, but you have your own set of principles. Others, if they don't understand what's going on, will think you're all insane. ”
Wang Xi said with a smile: "Lord Yasui, in fact, the core culture of the courtyard lies in the rules. This rule is naturally determined by whoever has the biggest fist. At the same time, the courtyard also pays attention to one word, that is, reason. If it is reasonable, although it is not in accordance with the rules, then there can be a discussion in it. So, a lot of times, it's a dead rule, a living reason. ”
"That's what you often say, rules are dead, people are alive, right?" Yasui channel.
Wang Xi said: "Lord Yasui, I borrowed your book again this time, thank you very much, if Lord Yasui wants to know more about us, you can ask the Onmyoji who is studying in Huaxia to choose a few books about the history of the courtyard to read, it should be helpful, so that the two sides can understand each other and be better friends." Those books are not prohibited, even if you ask for them from Taoists and Buddhists, they may have them. ”
Yasui Shin smiled: "Thank you Xiaoyou for your kindness, I have seen a lot of these, but it's a pity, I've seen it before, I've been paying attention to these histories themselves, but I've never thought about the real meaning behind them." ”
Wang Xi thought about it for a while, and felt that it was also, with Yasui Shin's mind, how could he not understand the opponent of the courtyard?
"Today, after a little bit of Xiaoyou, I suddenly had a feeling of epiphany. Now that I think about it, you have set the rules in the inner court, and you have to abide by the rules. Whether it was before or now, you all abide by the rules of the court or the government, and of course the rules of the prefecture. At the same time, you are also tolerant, after contacting Taoism, you have learned the frankness and straightforwardness of Taoism, and when you encounter injustices on the road, you dare to mention the three-foot Qingfeng, cut all the unevenness, and break the blocks. When you come into contact with the Buddhists, you learn their 'emptiness', which invisibly alleviates a lot of the previous anger of the Tai Hospital, and allows you to return to your original heart and return to the identity of a doctor who hangs the pot to help the world. Healing people also heals the world. Yasui Xin picked up a book in Wang Xi's hand and flipped through it casually.
"Yasui-sama, you are really knowledgeable. I haven't jumped out to see it, but I didn't expect the relationship between Buddhism and Taoism. Wang Xi said.
Yasui said: "In ancient times, Buddhism and Taoism had their own calamities, and many classics were kept in the Tai Hospital, so it is natural that you should be influenced by them. It's just that I guess your predecessors at that time also chose some parts that they liked to absorb. In fact, from this point of view, you are more deeply influenced by Taoism. Love and hate are clear, and you can do whatever you want. ”
Wang Xi said: "It should be, the family teacher once said." All internal medicine physicians in the courtyard should be counted as half Taoist disciples. Although the spell and the talisman have the same effect, they are always different from the rune paper in terms of quantity. In terms of use, rune paper is still more convenient. ”
Yasui said: "Yes, this circle is so closed, it's so big. You come and go, thousands of years, after all, you can see each other's shadows everywhere. By the way, how did you choose these books? None of this has a direct effect on the practice, but it is just used to increase knowledge. ”
"Last week, I had a fight with Ga Coconut. In the end, I didn't expect to hear some good comments from her mouth, I was full of joy and went to tell the brothers, but I didn't get much praise, only because I had a preconceived idea that Gaconuts were terrifying. Two days ago, Xiaoyi and I were in the downtown area and saw her again. Because I know that it was her last week in this world, and time was precious, so I wanted to say hello and leave, but she kept her and rubbed you a meal. You know, the first thing she said to me, you would never guess. Wang Xi had already followed Anjing's pace and moved to a small courtyard.
At this time, cherry blossoms are in full bloom in the yard, and large areas of chrysanthemums are also golden and undefeated.
Yasui Shin was not angry because Wang Xi actually talked to him like this, but secretly rejoiced in his heart.
This is the best, at least to prove that Wang Xi is also a straightforward person, and he will not be restrained everywhere because of his status.
This definitely does not come from the sense of superiority brought to him by his background.
As long as you are friends with the courtyard, he will be both reasonable and polite.
"Oh? It's clueless, I really can't guess. Shin Yasui replied.
Wang Xi said: "She actually said that the ice cream now is much better than before." ”
Yasui Shin was stunned, he really couldn't guess this answer.
"yes, even compared to ten years ago, the taste is very different, let alone the era when she was alive. So what else did you talk about? ”
Wang Xi said: "Actually, we didn't talk for long. Because that meal was still fast food, and it was less than an hour before and after. She is very good at eating, and she can eat more than a younger one. Basically, it's all she is saying, I'm listening, sometimes she says something wrong, I want to correct it, but I can't even interject. She said that she actually still couldn't let go, and she still hated and resented in her heart. Especially in the past few days, when you enter this rolling red dust again, and taste the ups and downs again, the hatred is even stronger. But she understands that it was all because she was leaving, and she was very vulgar, but everyone understood. What is lost is the most precious, but what is about to be lost but cannot do anything about it is not only precious, but should be cherished. ”
"Precious...... Cherish ......" Yasui muttered these two words.
"Yes, not a contradiction. One is talking about attributes, and the other is talking about the mind. In the past few days, she has seen a lot of strange things and experienced many things that she has never touched. Your onmyoji has a good temper and always fulfills all of her requests, even introducing her to try something they think is worth trying, except for one thing, she can't interact with people...... Perhaps, that's why she must have pulled me up when she saw me. As soon as she opened her mouth, her personality completely collapsed. The terrifying image created in the past, in my heart, has only two words left since then: chatterbox. She seemed to pour all the words she had saved for a few days on me. You know, although your accompanying Onmyoji is always there to answer questions and respond to requests, he will definitely not chat with her like that. ”
"I didn't expect that......"
"She said a lot, most of them were not nutritious, and they belonged to the kind that people forget when they hear it. For example, she would introduce me to the use of smartphones, recommend me to try Disneyland in Kyoto, and solemnly tell me that she hoped that I would cherish my life and come to this fast food restaurant more often in the future...... And that one...... In fact, it is not the most common chain of fast food restaurants...... It's not that your entourage Onmyoji wants to save money, it's that she passed by there and fell in love with her, and I tried to persuade her, but she didn't listen, she just said that she saw a clerk there who looked like her son. I would have told her that your son died so early. But she seemed to know what I was thinking, and she said that if her son could grow up, he would definitely grow up to be such a handsome guy. With this sentence, we didn't persuade anymore. ”
"Hey, between good and evil, one step away, ten thousand abyss."
"Yes, in her last days, she can experience anything, but she can't be like a normal person, with friends, relatives, and lovers. Maybe I'm the one who talks to her the most. Most of the time, though, I'm saying, 'Well, ah, oh, yes, okay, what's next, lie, where, I'll go ...... when I have the chance,' not because I was perfunctory, but because I couldn't bear to interrupt ......"
"But you also know that with her evil deeds, she will be reborn as a human ......"
"The way of heaven sets up reincarnation, doesn't it just leave a chance for everything? The evil fruit she sows needs to be tasted for herself. And after that? It is always said that under the eighteen layers of hell, you will never be able to be reborn, but from ancient times to the present, how many people can have this treatment? Where is that easy? What good is it to run to hell and hide and suffer when you commit a heinous crime? The harm that has been done has been done, and the person who has been harmed, has also been harmed. No matter how much the offender suffers, for them it is just a matter of seeking a psychological balance. In this case, it is better to wash away all your sins and balance your cause and effect. Only when this has been done can we talk about punishment. Wang Xi said.
After finishing speaking, he realized that he had really deviated a little seriously just now, and Yasui Shin was asking himself, why did he pick these books to read, he talked about it for a long time, and he didn't know where to go, so he hurriedly said: "Actually, it is also related to the coconut." I talked to her for so long, and finally she said, that day at the hotel, I asked Koyanagi Kotono to thank her, but Koyanagi Konono never came, and I was here today, why don't you say thank you yourself? I was right when I heard it, but after thanking her, she also quickly thanked me, saying that meeting me was also her chance. Then she told me that they were ghosts and saw people, very accurately, and she didn't know my past, she didn't know who I was, but she felt ...... How can I say, my dust and cocoon, have you heard of Yasui-sama? ”
"Wang Xi Xiaoyou, your personnel information has been listed as a detailed level, so you naturally know. You continue. ”
"She thinks I'm special, and says she can see that I'm confused and want to find an answer, and this answer may be found here in you Onmyoji. Of course, she also said that it was only based on her experience, because in her perception, you can do anything. The essence of the world is yin and yang, and you are also known as the yin and yang master, so naturally you should be the one who has the most insight into the truth of heaven and earth. Wang Xi said.
Yasui Nobu didn't expect Gacozi to give them such a high evaluation, and said modestly: "She just hasn't gone out to see it all her life, if she can meet your inner courtyard, maybe it will be different." ”
"Yes, that's what the accompanying Onmyoji said the same. But Gacoco said that she could not see confusion in him, but in my eyes, she saw it. For her, I am the courtyard. I told him that I couldn't represent the Courtyard. But she said that if she couldn't represent it, then it shouldn't be me who came to fight her. Although I feel that she doesn't know a lot of things, so there is a deviation in her understanding, but for a while, she can't find the words to refute it. So in the end, I decided to believe her and see how you think about the yin and yang in this world, as well as the good and evil in this world. The accompanying Onmyoji said, "You are not a religion and do not have your own teachings, just like our inner courtyard, so there are no relevant books to answer my doubts, but there are some classics that may be helpful to me, so he recommended these books. I went back and asked, and Dean Chen also said that there is wisdom in these books, and if I have the heart to read them, I will definitely gain something. Even in the history of the ten-court relationship with you at the most stiff time, these classics can be borrowed from you. These books are your pride. Wang Xi said.
Yasui Shin was even more surprised, why are all the good things he heard today, even Chen Rijin said that?
Dean Chen also ...... If you really want to talk about wisdom...... And what about your inner courtyard...... The ...... of the courtyard" Shin Yasui is racking his brains to search......
Wang Xi laughed and said, "Hahahaha, Lord Yasui, don't you think you can't find it?" Haha, so do I. Those who have wisdom are Taoists and Buddhists. The most of the classics in our courtyard are to teach people how to cut people, and to record how a certain person in a certain year and month cut someone...... To sum up, the technique of cutting people and the record of cutting people. Hahahaha. ”
Yasui Shin also laughed, this kind of smile is really not the kind of fake smile that he made when he accompanied Chen Rijin, but from the bottom of his heart, he felt that what Wang Xi said was really worth laughing at.
"It seems like it's really...... When the doctors who went to Huaxia for further study came back, they didn't learn much about the big truth, and after they came back, they were all very violent. Wang Xi Xiaoyou, you are really interesting, this is not my home, but this small pavilion, generally only I can come in, if you are free, you can come and sit more. It's not that I'm going to give you an eviction order, though I'd love to keep you down for dinner, but it's five o'clock and it's time for you to go back. Didn't you see that your little girlfriend was already playing tricks on my fish? Yasui said.
Wang Xi looked at Xiao Yi, there was tenderness in his eyes, and said, "Xiao Yi, those are feng shui fish, don't play." ”
Yasui said: "Miss Zhang, don't get in the way, is there anyone else who can break my onmyoji's feng shui?" Don't bother me, this bad old man is pulling your boyfriend to talk about it for so long. ”
Wang Xi said: "Lord Yasui, in fact, after repeating the words of Jia Coconut just now, I felt that there were some conjectures. If I can ask you for a lesson or two first, and then go back and read the book, I may be able to understand it more deeply. ”
"But it's ...... time"
"The senior brothers have also come out, have you forgotten what day it is?"
Yasui Xin frowned and thought for a while, smiled bitterly, and said: "Once a week, the thunder can't move, I can't imagine that this errand will finally fall on your senior brothers, it seems that the sixth dean really treats you as a confidant." Then you have to take a good check, don't make a joke like Haruka Nara last time, don't let the sixth dean ask for something, but you send it back to others and he is not interested...... You see, even now, Nakane Yong is avoiding you, saying that he is afraid that you will kill him, hahahaha...... Okay, okay, call your senior brothers in a moment, come here for dinner, and I'll decide what to eat. Wang Xi Xiaoyou, let's talk about it, what is your problem. ”
"Jia Coconut said, your name, Onmyoji, naturally carries the meaning of insight into Yin and Yang. I thought about it for a while, and I felt that I hadn't even entered the door for my understanding of yin and yang, so I couldn't ask questions. But in fact, yin and yang are not positive and negative, inside and out...... Is it? This means that it covers everything...... I don't know if Yasui-sama knows about witches? ”
(Education 123 Literature Network)