He didn't feel sleepy, constantly updating his status on the Internet, wishing that the whole world would know about his decadence, although he only wanted to talk to one person.

A friend sent a message asking him and didn't reply.

I'm just very decadent, I'm just very bad, but I think you care about me, it's enough, don't we love each other so much? Why don't you love it anymore? Why don't you want me anymore?

How am I going to mature? I've worked hard. Why am I still naïve?

Wang Xi felt very sad in his heart, he felt that he was the most wronged person in the world. But he didn't understand what his so-called hard work could be?

When he first entered the society, his experience was as thin as a piece of paper, and the efforts he could think of were sometimes really nothing.

He wanted to be calm, silently cleaned himself up, washed up again, and then sat down and stared at the computer in a daze. Looking back at the chat records with his girlfriend in the past, reminiscing about the sweet times of happiness, it seems that as long as he can still see these chat records, he can escape the cold reality and hide in a good memory he created, and if he can't think of it, he won't come out.

At this moment, he really doesn't care that there is another soul in his body, and he doesn't care if there are ghosts in this world. His heart was only so big, it used to be full, but now it is empty, the people who live in it are gone, he doesn't want to do this, he can only pile his memories into it to fill it.

He didn't believe that the relationship ended like this, and he wanted to make himself better through his own efforts, so that they could be together again.

Although it was a very naïve idea, Wang Xi was convinced. Because if he doesn't believe in anything, he'll collapse.

But feelings are such a thing, if you say you don't love it, you really don't love it, no matter how good you become. Saying you're immature may really just be an excuse to take care of your self-esteem.

But where does Wang Xi understand this. Wang Bisi and Zhou Ke, who understand this, are not there, and Zhao Zhuren, who understands this, is here, but he doesn't say it.

Some of these mature men grew up overnight after experiencing a relationship, and some stayed at that point in time forever.

So, it really has nothing to do with immaturity.

About, just the simplest love, as well, not love.

Zhao Zhuren couldn't see Wang Xi's expression, nor could he feel Wang Xi's mood swings. He sighed secretly in his heart, but he felt that there was no need to enlighten, at this time, the more he talked about it, it was useless. It's best if you can get out on your own, and if you can't get out, then stay where you are.

The road is really your own, growing up overnight and never growing up, there is no wrong and right. Because after a long time, when you look back and look back, you can't find a trace of bitterness, and you find that the rest is sweet. What comes out is sweet, and what stays is also sweet.

It's just that now, it's really bitter and bitter.

Wang Xi closed the computer and pulled a word book from the table, in his cognition, the graduate school entrance examination is the beginning of his efforts to change himself.

Zhao Zhuren is a little confused, it's time to study?

"What are you going to do here?" He was indeed a little curious.

Wang Xi then remembered that there was still a soul in his body, he smiled bitterly, and pretended to be indifferent: "I want to take the graduate school entrance examination." ”

Zhao Zhuren was a little speechless, although he had just known this apprentice for a short time, but now he really felt that Wang Xi's girlfriend was right, he was really naïve.

It's not that he is naïve to go to graduate school, but it's naïve to show his efforts through the graduate school entrance examination.

"What do you think of Zhou Ke and Liu Yingniu?" Zhao Zhuren asked.

Wang Xi didn't expect the topic to drift so far, he didn't keep up with the train of thought for a while, he didn't know what Zhao Zhuren was referring to, and replied: "Of course Teacher Zhou and Teacher Liu are good, they know a lot!" ”

"They are both my disciples and my students. I was their graduate supervisor in vascular surgery. Zhao Zhuren said.

Only then did Wang Xi know that Zhou Ke and Liu Ying were still master's students, and he didn't expect Zhao Zhuren to be a master's supervisor.

"Mr. Zhao, I also want to take your graduate exam! I will definitely try my best! Wang Xi's eyes were full of determination.

Zhao Zhuren said: "You are already there, I can make a special move." ”

Wang Xi didn't understand, that's it? It's so casual, it doesn't feel like there's any gold content.

"Your resume Zhou Ke showed me, and you entered the courtyard when you took your first anatomy class in your sophomore year."

It's the courtyard again! What is the courtyard?

As if sensing Wang Xi's reaction to the word courtyard, Zhao Zhuren sighed and said, "It seems that these two boys really haven't taught anything." ”

"To continue what I said earlier, the scope of talent selection in the hospital is only among doctors and medical students, which is a rule that has been handed down since the days of the Tai Hospital. To become a physician in the hospital, you must first be a real physician. In modern times, we have people in the anatomy department of almost every medical school, and this is the selection of medical students. You showed extraordinary spiritual sense in your first anatomy class, and of course you mean extraordinary compared to ordinary people. At that time, you could see another corpse that your classmates couldn't see, and the last person you could find was Liu Jin. This selection method has a wide area and a large base, but there are not many people. The second is the selection of doctors, many doctors after work, began to see more life and death, over time, the spiritual sense opened, and in the process of competing with the underworld, the spiritual sense was exercised, which will also be selected by the inner court. This selection method provides relatively more reserve talents for the hospital, and to be honest, the hospital also prefers people who are born as doctors, after all, generally speaking, they are old enough, they are sophisticated, they know the rules and abide by the rules, and they are mature and steady. Even if the doctors who are not selected, most of them will improve their spiritual sense because they have been on the verge of life and death for many years in the process of practicing medicine, you can just go to a doctor who has worked in the outer hospital for more than ten years, and ask them if they have encountered supernatural events while on duty? Actually, it's nothing else, it's just that they can find it because their spiritual sense is high, but they don't meet the requirements for selection into the courtyard. ”

"As for the courtyard, you will learn about its history by yourself in the future. But I can tell you what it is now. In fact, the courtyard is the superficial meaning, the hospital hidden in the depths, the people in the courtyard are all doctors, all know medical skills, and everyone has their own specialty. There's no problem at all with letting these people go out and become real doctors, like Biji, who likes to go to the outer hospital for surgery, which is what you usually call a hospital. But other than that, the doctors in the inner courtyard are all people with high spiritual sense, so they deal with ghosts and some other supernatural events. ”

"The structure of the inner courtyard follows the outer courtyard, which is divided into various departments, and the directors of each department are different, and they cooperate with each other to manage the yin affairs between the yang and the yang, and ensure the peace of the world. There are ten institutes in total, all over China, nine in the territory and one abroad, and the prefecture has maintained a cooperative relationship for thousands of years. Each courtyard has a ghost gate, and the doctors of each courtyard will bring it back to their nearest courtyard after solving the supernatural event capture target. The ghost gate is open in turns, and it changes once a week. When the ghost gate of the inner courtyard is opened, the imprisoned soul will be handed over to the underworld, and at the same time be responsible for guarding the ghost gate to prevent ghosts from the underworld from entering the yang world, and also prevent people from entering the underworld. ”

"Actually, helping ghosts who have lost themselves is not a kind of healing, so our doctors in the hospital also heal ghosts. Of course, in recent years, compared with the doctors in the outer hospital, the level of medical skills has declined a little compared with before. ”

"As for me, I'm not the director, I'm the dean of the Third Academy."

After saying a long paragraph, Zhao Zhuren paused, not because he felt tired, but because he felt that Wang Xi needed time to understand. He has tried his best to speak very simply, but I don't know how much Wang Xi can understand.

Wang Xi asked, "Are the people in the courtyard there cultivating the truth?" Finally crossed the catastrophe and became an immortal? He actually extracted such a problem from this large passage that needs attention. But Zhao Zhuren was not angry, he seemed to have a little understanding of the character of this little apprentice.

"The concept of cultivating truth is very broad, in fact, as the name suggests, it is a real word. It's not a flying sword spell, it's a magic weapon secret technique called Xiuzhen. Ordinary people live a lifetime, but they are actually cultivating the truth. Take the doctors in the outer courtyard as an example, assiduously studying the knowledge and skills of their own specialty, and then using these skills to save lives one by one, this is also Xiuzhen. Sometimes, just because you read one more article the night before and learned one more idea, but the next day you directly used it to save someone, this kind of opportunity is also Xiuzhen. So it's up to you how you understand it. ”

"As for saying that the tribulation became an immortal...... Zhao Zhuren paused, as if he was a little unsure of his words, "Judging from the current knowledge system of our courtyard, it is not valid. In other words, we people in the inner courtyard are atheists. Of course, the atheists here are literal and do not believe in the existence of immortals. The Li Yuan and its predecessor, Tai Hospital, have been studied for thousands of years, and no evidence of the existence of immortals has been found so far. After death, people enter the underworld, and the soul of the underworld is reincarnated into the yang, and the underworld and the yang, just like the black and white fish of Taiji, the cycle repeats and ends. Such a harmony of yin and yang is in line with the Great Dao. If there is one more fairy world, then how to reconcile yin and yang. As for the immortals in myths and legends, Liyuan felt that it might be that the predecessors of the Tai Hospital in ancient times were too vigorous and exaggerated. ”

Wang Xi was attracted by what Zhao Zhuren said, this is simply too in line with the worldview of a secondary game otaku, although the specific details are different, but the setting of this special organization hiding in the shadows and silently guarding the world is not known to have been fantasized about by many naïve boys.

And now, it seems that I can be one of them?!

No wonder Mr. Zhao asked himself if he thought Mr. Zhou and Mr. Liu were good, and at that time did he think that it had anything to do with my going to graduate school?

I see.

Can there be a cow in the courtyard for the graduate school entrance examination?! Then what kind of graduate school is there!

Wang Xi felt that the blood was flowing in his body, but what he was thinking about was how to show his majesty in front of his girlfriend in the future, and he had even designed several plots in his mind to save the beauty.

Dean, in his shallow social experience, he is a figure who has reached the sky, and even the director can manage it!

But this time, he felt right, Zhao Zhuren, he could indeed reach the sky.