The heat in the bathroom filled the room, and the girl shuddered at the thought that it had only happened two or three hours ago.

The girl seemed to realize what was going on. The clearer the picture in her head, the more complex the emotions accumulated in the girl's heart.

They made the girl reminisce about the past, and they all appeared in the girl's dreams for I don't know how many nights.

The girl was awakened every time, and then stayed awake all night......

A lot of emotions filled the girl's entire chest, densely, as if there were countless ants crawling, and the girl felt her chest swelled throughout, which made the girl very uncomfortable and difficult to breathe.

These emotions are diverse and terrifying. They tried to torture the girl.

Fear, the fear of memories, the lingering fear that has always followed you.

Disgust, disgust for one's own weakness. As soon as the girl remembers the past, her disgust with herself deepens. The girl could not forgive herself for her humility, and even hated it so much.

But this made the girl feel sad and unable to do anything. The grievances and helplessness made the girl's heart sour.

The girl constantly wonders if she has really done something wrong, whether she is really that disgusting.

These various emotions gradually turned into anger, and it was not just anger at the individuals we met today.

It's for all.

Three years of high school. The anger of all the people around him, whether intentionally or unintentionally, who have hurt themselves, who are cold-eyed, who sneer on the side, and who gloat.

The anger made the girl tremble, and the girl stopped massaging her calves. His fists clenched, his teeth clenched, and his breathing began to become rapid.

The girl breathed desperately, like a dying fish without air.

The girl's eyes began to turn scarlet, and the girl wanted to vent, so she vented fiercely, so that all kinds of emotions that filled her body burst out.

The girl began to pound the water so hard that the water splashed all over the ground and wet the girl's hair.

The girl controlled herself from crying out loud, so she had to bite her lower lip, and the bitten lip turned white and numb in pain.

The girl's tearing sound sounded like it came from her chest, a whimper made by an animal to protect itself when it was in danger.

The girl kept pounding the water frantically.

The girl was just hysterical venting her fear, disgust and anger. She vented so violently, her fists colliding with the water and making a loud noise, and the sound of the washing machine working next to her.

The water splashed into the girl's eyes, but the girl ignored it, as if she didn't feel pain.

After a few minutes of venting like this, the girl was exhausted.

The girl leaned against the back wall of the tub in embarrassment. Looking up, he looked at the lights hanging from the ceiling, the blinding light made the girl's eyes tingle and leave saline behind.

So, the girl closed her eyes, and tears slowly left behind her eyes.

The girl's hair was all soaked and casually stuck to her cheeks. A puddle of water as thick as ten sheets of paper had accumulated on the floor next to the bathtub, so much so that half of the water in the tub was missing.

After the girl vented, her chest no longer felt swollen.

But the girl didn't feel anything.

There is no fear, no disgust, no anger.

There was nothing left, only a numb body without the slightest emotion.

It's just an empty shell.