Chapter 321: Heavy Room

Bai Susu knew that Chu Hengyu really began to blame himself.

For him, the death of Twenty-two was because he did not protect the people around him.

But Bai Susu didn't want him to have such thoughts, he just wanted him to be a happy and happy person.

Bai Susu took a step forward, grabbed Chu Hengyu's hand, looked at Twenty-two on the bed, and said in a low voice: "Before he dies, he should only be happy because he knows your friends." ”

She knew that she couldn't express anything for Twenty-Two, but even if it was only for a short time, she could see that Twenty-Two regarded these people as important.

Presumably, for him, he would not want his hope to plunge everyone into permanent pain.

Bai Susu didn't know how to comfort Chu Hengyu, so he could only continue: "He told me before he died that he was very happy and that his death was valuable because what he did was for you. ”

She didn't know if such words could comfort Chu Hengyu, but she didn't want to see Chu Hengyu fall into self-blame and self-denial.

Bai Susu didn't know if his words had worked, but there were already a lot of footsteps outside.

Everyone looked back one after another and found that it was Gan Yue who had rushed to the Butterfly Valley with the rest of the Eighteen Horsemen of the Ghost Face.

They first saluted Chu Hengyu, and then stood silently behind Chu Hengyu, looking at the people among them who had left forever.

Chu Hengyu finally had a little reaction when he heard their voices.

I just heard him say: "Since you are all here, you must have something to say to him." ”

Bai Susu stood beside him, and could feel that he was trying to suppress his emotions.

It's just that this matter is not a matter that can be passed immediately to him, so Chu Hengyu just said this sentence and left the room directly.

Bai Susu didn't care about anything else, so he could only signal Zhao Ping to follow him, and hurriedly walked out of the room.

I saw that after Chu Hengyu left the room, he stood alone on the still wet ground, and the hem of his clothes had been splashed with mud, but he didn't care.

Bai Susu motioned to Zhao Ping to wait for her first, she stepped forward to Chu Hengyu's side, and did not speak, but slowly held his hand.

Just like Chu Hengyu comforted her in the room, she also wanted to give Chu Hengyu a little bit of ability in this way.

Chu Hengyu's hand had completely cooled, and Bai Susu was naturally very worried in her heart, but this was the only thing she could do at this time.

I don't know how long it took, Chu Hengyu suddenly asked, "You say, where do people go after they die?" ”

He had never thought about it before.

Even if he has faced life and death so many times, whether it is the people around him or himself, he has already walked through the ghost gate many times.

But Chu Hengyu never thought about what he would do if he really died one day.

It's not that he hasn't experienced what it's like for someone around him to leave.

But when everything accumulates and explodes at the same time, only you can experience the taste.

He was still sad for Twenty-Two, but he couldn't help but think of himself.

If the poison was not solved this time, or if there were other accidents later, in addition to worrying about what to do with the surviving people, Chu Hengyu thought of himself for the first time.

When Bai Susu heard him ask, he suddenly thought of the feeling of death in his previous life.

In the past, there was no time when a mission was not dangerous, and there was no time when she was able to be sure that she could get out of it without a trace of accidents.

But she is still flamboyant and wanton, or as if there is nothing in this world that is really worthy of her nostalgia.

It was only when death actually came that she realized that her previous thoughts were nothing more than fantasy.

It was a suffocating, hopeless feeling that she never thought she would have to experience again.

Bai Susu had never told anyone about this experience, but now she suddenly had an urge to tell the people around her who she really was.

Bai Susu let go of Chu Hengyu's hand, turned to face him and stood there, and said with a serious face: "There is one thing I have never told anyone, and I have also thought about keeping it in my heart, but today, I want to tell you." ”

Chu Hengyu subconsciously felt that this was a very important matter, looking at Bai Susu's serious appearance that he had never seen before, it seemed that this matter would be a big change for the two of them.

It's just that Chu Hengyu still nodded and said, "As long as you want to say it, I will keep listening." ”

Hearing his answer, Bai Susu subconsciously hooked his lips and smiled, and continued: "I once said that my name is Bai Susu, this is not a fake name, but a name that really belongs to me. ”

She slowly recounted her past.

The things that she thought she had forgotten were strangely said out of her mouth at this time, telling her the most important people.

Anyone who hears these shocking things will only feel absurd and bizarre.

But Chu Hengyu just listened quietly, without saying a word, and there was not the slightest ridicule or disbelief on his face.

It wasn't until Bai Susu talked about the end of his previous life that he finally spoke: "At that time, was it very painful? ”

Bai Susu thought that he would always say some doubts, but she didn't know how to prove what had happened.

didn't expect that the first sentence Chu Hengyu said would be this.

This made Bai Susu, who was still a little nervous, relax for a while, breathe a sigh of relief, and replied: "Actually, it doesn't hurt very much, it's just that I didn't have any preparations, so I was a little desperate, I didn't expect that I would die at that time." ”

Originally, she thought that she would remember the feeling very clearly, after all, she thought that this was something she would never forget for the rest of her life.

It's just that when I think about it now, I feel very vague, and the feeling of pain and despair is like it doesn't belong to her.

It seemed to be just a strange thing to hearsay, and then relayed it to Chu Hengyu.

However, Chu Hengyu obviously didn't just treat these things as a story, but said very seriously: "I won't let you feel such pain again." ”

Bai Susu watched Chu Hengyu hold his hand again, only to realize that his palms were full of cold sweat.

She thought it didn't matter, but in fact, she was still worried that Chu Hengyu would be scared because of what she said, and she would treat herself as a weirdo.

Chu Hengyu could also feel Bai Susu's nervousness, so he just held Bai Susu's hand tightly and continued: "I'm very happy to have me with you, you tell me these things." ”