"Ah......h

A scream pierced the silence of the night, and at the same time separated the reality and the dream.

Suddenly, because of those two words, which the girl was very familiar with, she had stored in her mind a long time ago, and they were still constantly surging, those two words that would occupy the girl's entire brain all the time, but it had actually been a long time ago, it was forcibly forgotten by the girl, and it was unwilling to be remembered, but in this bizarre dream, it was without warning, and it suddenly appeared.

Moreover, under its surprise attack, it was again implicated in an uninvited guest.

It's the boy, the one who lifts himself up, wearing a pair of white shoes and a white coat, and the boy who gently asks himself "is there anything wrong". But at the same time, he was also the one who stood in front of the girl, but he still didn't care, he was wearing a black one, only the shoes still had a touch of white, and he was the same boy who would say those cruel and cold words.

In the past period of time, he has appeared in girls' dreams countless times, among them, there have been a handful of wonderful and sweet dreams, but after that graduation ceremony, after he said those words and those two words, the boy became the girl's endless, endless source of nightmares, he pestered the girl, tortured the girl, he made her lose her oxygen, could not breathe, he made her bloodless night, and stopped the beating of the heart.

And in each of these nightmares, everything that has appeared is very similar, they will also have the figure of a boy, the boy in the dream is equally clean and handsome, dazzling, just like a girl who first saw him, it was a boy standing on the podium, with his head held high, and he was full of spirit to introduce himself. The girl still remembered that there was a ray of sunlight that happened to shine on the boy's body impartially, and the boy under the dazzling golden light was shining, so that the girl did not dare to look at him.

But this kind of boy, he is in such a posture, he will always stand in front of the girl in the girl's dream, or just stand not far from the girl, he will always speak first, and he will always say the same very different words, and in this same sentence, there will be the same words that appear every time, just as in this dream now—

"Fat woman."

The girl screamed and opened her eyes, like a fish that had been caught ashore in its dying struggle, and at the same time that the girl woke up from her dream, she unconsciously bowed her knees slightly, and jerked her up from the waist up, and then she lay down again, and made a muffled sound against the bed, and even the whole bed trembled.

The girl didn't close her open mouth after shouting, she was breathing heavily, and her chest rose and fell regularly with the rhythm of her heart, which was also beating violently.

The girl's eyes had grown all along, but her eyes were sloppy, unfocused, and blank, and the mist in her eyes gathered into a teardrop that slowly slipped down from the corner of her eye down the sides of her eyes at the moment of her blink.

The girl's forehead was covered with a dense layer of sweat, and her bangs were divided into several strands, which were tightly attached to her head, and a few handfuls of hair next to the girl's cheeks were also hung on the girl's face, and one was glued to her lips, floating slightly with the girl's breathing.

The girl's two arms stretched out of the sheet, her palms were held inwards in a half circle, and they were placed straight on the sides of her body, even her neck was tightened, as straight as a thread that was pulled at both ends, and the rest of her, except for her chest, which was still lying together because of the gasping of breath, the rest of her, her hands, her feet, her fingers and toes, and her neck and head were as stiff as a piece of solidified cold cement.

The girl lasted for a long time with such a gesture and such a look.

It wasn't until she stopped breathing heavily, her eyes no longer wandered, and she no longer straightened her body, she slowly closed her mouth, her eyes began to gradually brighten, and her body also eased a lot.

At this time, the girl has really been completely withdrawn from the border of the nightmare, and this can be regarded as a real return to reality.

It was already close to early morning, and the light from outside the room shone through the curtains and into the girl's room, and although it was not very bright, it made the whole room show all their proper outline.

The girl tilted her head to the left and right, and carefully looked at every place in the room that could be seen, even if she could only see a silhouette, but she still stared, trying to distinguish every detail in every corner, and the girl was trying to blink her eyes all the time, as if to confirm that everything was true now.

And when it became clear to the girl that she had indeed reset to reality, she relaxed her whole body, and the girl's body sank down, and exhaled a heavy, large breath of heat from her nostrils.

But soon, all the scenes that the girl had seen in her dreams followed.

I fell down at the beginning of my freshman year of high school, I picked up my boy, I hesitated and hesitated at the graduation ceremony of my junior year of high school, I was a boy who said insulting things to me one step away, I ate with my mother at the dinner table, I ate a mess in the dormitory, I was stunned on the hospital bed, I was sitting on the steps and kept stuffing bread into my mouth, and finally, the boy who appeared in front of the girl.

And what I recalled in my dreams was everything that the girl herself had been unable to face.

In a week, I only ate toast and water to survive, and after eating hazmy and overeating, it was uncomfortable and painful, and after I found out that I was "fat", I went crazy and insisted on drinking water for a week.

This scene after scene seemed to be playing frame after frame of slideshow, and they appeared in the girl's mind one after another.

Until the end, a white envelope flashed and disappeared, and everything finally returned to silence and nothingness.

The girl slowly raised her hands and covered the position of her heart, and the girl only felt that the place had been hollowed out, and it was empty.

The girl felt as if her heart had been dug out, someone had taken away her heavy heart, and without that heart, it left only a black mass with the outline of the heart, which was a hollow, a piece of it that was not deep, and it gave people the feeling that no matter how much else was stuffed into the position of that heart, it would be difficult to fill it after all.

In addition to this, it left an empty, weightless shell, a walking corpse.

As soon as the girl thought about this and felt it, she would let out a "whine" sound from her throat, like a wagging tail begging for mercy, the sound of an abandoned paparazzi.

So, the girl flipped her body to the left, her head lowered, and half of her head was removed from the pillow and hung in the air with her hands.

The girl closed her eyes and put her arms over her ears, she didn't want to see anything or hear anything, as if she wanted to close herself off and isolate herself from the outside world.

Suddenly, the girl seemed to feel a spasm in her stomach, and her stomach was sour, painful, and a little nauseous.

She immediately opened her eyes, supported the bed with both hands, dragged her body, and approached the edge of the bed, where the girl buried her head, facing a garbage can.

"Uh-uh-uh-uh......" Perhaps it was because the girl's abdomen was squeezed, and her stomach quickly became sour.

The girl spat out a few times in a row, but it was all just some sour water.

The girl's elbows were propped up on the bed, and her hands were pulling on the edge of the bed, and she only felt that her stomach was still cramping, but she really couldn't vomit anything.

A little bit of sour water mixed with the saliva in the girl's mouth and hung on the corners of the girl's mouth.

The girl thought about wiping it off with her hands, but she didn't expect that as soon as she stretched out her right hand, it seemed that she had lost all her strength in an instant, and she slipped into the trash can at once.

"Whoa." It was the sound of squeezing a plastic bag.

She touched it with her hand in confusion, and it was indeed a plastic bag with some moist liquid on it, but inside the plastic bag was something soft and solid.

The girl stopped her tentative hand, and she remembered that inside the plastic bag were the old-fashioned pastries she had bought.

When the girl remembered, she didn't move, she just lowered her head, the light was very dim, and her head cast a shadow, and even more so that she couldn't see anything.

"Wow" is the sound of the girl's fingers touching the plastic bag, she gradually lifted the plastic bag, and then took out her left hand, both hands together to carry the knot of the plastic bag, the girl also took advantage of the situation to see the appearance of those old-fashioned pastries, her eyes were very cold, from the inside is not clear to see any emotion, as if blocked by a piece of back glass.

Suddenly, a strange light flashed in her eyes.

"I haven't had a period in three months." The girl murmured, whispered, and opened the plastic bag as she spoke.

"I've been suffering from insomnia all night and a lot of my hair is falling out." She held a plastic bag in one hand and took out a teacher's pastry from it in the other.

"I just have to rely on Kaiseru to go to the toilet now." After saying that, the girl swallowed the whole pastry in one gulp without hesitation.

After that, the girl seemed to go crazy, and before she could start chewing, she stuffed another pastry into her mouth.

Again, before she could swallow it, she stuffed one, two, three, four......

"Vomit ......" The girl dropped the plastic bag in her hand and vomited.

She only felt a wave of nausea and nausea in her stomach, and an inexplicable resistance, and the girl felt that her body seemed to have undergone some change at this moment.

"Nannan, Nannan, what's wrong with you......" There was a knock on the door and the eager cry of the mother.

But the girl didn't know it anymore, she was uncomfortable, she just wanted to vomit, and it was better to be able to vomit all the bile.

"Smack"

The girl fainted, she knocked over the trash can and fell out of bed.

And by this time, it was dawn.