Chapter 204: Illumination (4)
But does being yourself really work?
When all the disguises and the last mask are removed, will anyone really like the original self that has not been packaged?
To put it bluntly, he didn't dare to confirm this.
Maybe for another person, I'm afraid I don't have such courage, we always disguise ourselves perfectly in front of others, so that everyone thinks that there is more than just superficial confidence, but in fact, if the disguise is really removed, will anyone accept it, or can they accept it?
We love to use our best side to disguise our inner sense of inadequacy, and perhaps he's right, if there is no disguise from the beginning, there is no need to keep a false mask before doing everything.
But that, very few people can do......
In fact, sometimes Mang Ni can't face himself calmly, even in everyone's impression, what kind of person he is, what an excellent environment he has, and what an excellent team he has, but he knows that it is not his true self.
"So I can dress up casually and go over?" Bai Ji asked a fatal question, does being yourself mean showing the worst side in front of others?
"No, why do you define yourself as a casual and sloppy state?" Mangni asked.
To be yourself is to be a true self, not to be in front of others does not have a very good ability, but to pretend to have a very powerful ability.
This is very different from sloppiness and casualness, sloppiness and casualness are just a state of life, the state of life can be changed, but there are some essential things that cannot be changed, even with the strongest camouflage, but in the end it is just paper that can't hold the fire.
Instead of pretending to be the best image at the beginning, it is better to treat it with all sincerity.
"It depends on how you perceive yourself, if you think you're a sloppy person and you're going to stay that way, you can show it to her, but if you think it's something that can be changed, or you can think differently," Mang said.
If you want to make your future life better, you should change your attitude and behavior from now on.
"I see, you mean to let me show her my character and sincerity, the state of life can be changed, so I should change my attitude from now on" Bai Ji seemed to realize that his previous behavior was wrong.
I used to think that I was a person who didn't know how to communicate with girls, so I completely hid my personality and behavioral attitude, deliberately catered to the preferences of girls, and spoke and moved according to their preferences, but it was precisely because of this deliberate act that sometimes the acting skills were really clumsy.
Poor acting skills are easy to be found flawed, and when the flaws are revealed, there is often no way to express sincerity.
So sometimes we should face ourselves sincerely, calmly accept everything we have now, instead of deliberately imitating others, because that is other people's lives and attitudes, many things, even if you imitate, it is difficult to come true, maybe in essence you will not feel happy at all.
The precious thing in life is to know what kind of person you are, and try to like yourself, if a person doesn't even like himself, maybe even if he has a very strong ability and a very good background, he may be difficult to be accepted.
These words of Mangni are realized from Malt's body, she is like a little sun, radiating his light to warm others all the time, and the first thing she did was to like herself.
A person who can like everyone who can love himself will spread more love and warmth to the people around him, instead of becoming self-pitying when he encounters everything, complaining that he is boring, and complaining that he is an incapable person.....
She is really a person who can bring warmth to the people around her, because every time she encounters something, she always thinks in a good direction for the first time, or just like what happened to her senior sister in the classroom today, maybe she already knew about it, but she didn't mention it, but she gave people a very comfortable feeling from beginning to end.
Mangni rarely shared this feeling with others before, maybe it was influenced by the little sun, but this feeling is still a little wonderful.
Senpai does things in the name of love that make another person who is liked very disgusted, but sadly she never realizes from this process that it is not a kind of love.
It's just that she is too obsessed with paying attention to her feelings, and she doesn't want such a good person around her to suddenly have a girlfriend, and that person is not her; She didn't want the person she had been pinning her hopes on suddenly become the exclusive property of another person, and she thought it was what belonged to her.
If it weren't for those girls in short skirts who came to her, maybe they would really be depressed because of this incident, and they wouldn't know what to do.
With the full support of several people, I naturally have the confidence to do things, but I don't know who is the pawn in the chessboard, and who is the pawn of the pawn......
She made another call to that number, and had only called it once since she had imported it into her address book, but that time it didn't seem to be a significant result, but it was clear that he cared about her, and as long as that was there, it was enough.
"Hey, what are you calling me again?" There was a very impatient tone on the other side, if there was a table before, maybe he would have overturned it.
But that's not the point of her attention, and the more irritable the voice on the other side, the better it will be for her.
"What's the hurry, I already know about the last time you went to look for her, originally I thought you didn't care so much about her, but now it seems that I really underestimated your feelings" The corner of the senior sister's mouth hooked a smile, which was exactly what she thought.
"I told you, we don't have any relationship with each other, she is now Mang's girlfriend, I hope there will be no gossip from you, otherwise I will not let you go" Huang Cen was anxious.
Since the last time I went to find malt so impulsively, my mood has not calmed down since I came back, but fortunately nothing else happened during this time, otherwise I really wouldn't have let her go like this.
Such a simple girl is easy to be taken advantage of, especially someone as scheming as her.
"Look, look, you're starting to get anxious again, I haven't said anything, it turns out that you really care about her so much, if you care so much, why are you still willing to watch her be someone else's girlfriend, if I were you, I would really snatch her back"
The senior sister said that this was obviously a provocation between the relationship, but in terms of provocation, it was also from Huang Cen's point of view, and it didn't make people feel so empty.
What's more, what will a person with such a modern emotion think of first when he hears these words? Maybe even the parties themselves don't know.
"What the hell do you mean?" Huang Cen asked.
The senior sister smiled, maybe the laughter on the phone can be used as a so-called gentle emoji.
"It's nothing.,I'm just talking casually.,Recently, I saw Malt in the community as if he had been wronged from him.,You said that my identity used to comfort a few words.,She thought I was deliberately showing something.,I didn't say anything"
What the? Malt was wronged by him?
Huang Cen's emotions, which were already so excited that he couldn't control them, became hot again.
"What do you say? What's going on? ”
"What happened? I don't know the specifics, but you also know, after all, it's a talented person in the Department of Computer Science, and he is a relatively arrogant person in life, and he may not be able to speak smoothly in one sentence or two, so he will put on a face, maybe the malt has not borne it."
Putting on a face? Maybe it really happens, I've seen Mango Nit a few times, he always looks cold, as if he doesn't care about anything, with such a person, will Malt really be happy?
"If I find out you're talking nonsense here, I won't let you go."
"How dare I? It's happening, it's happening, what? Do you think I'm here to spread rumors? Don't forget, I still have so many things to deal with in the school, as for spreading rumors with you here? I'm just thinking that we had some friendship before, so I'll tell you something, if you don't want to hear it, you should have heard nothing, and you just told you nothing."
The more he says this, the more he can arouse the curiosity of others, not to mention the things he already cares about.
The phone was hung up, and the senior sister was satisfied, even if these two people didn't believe what they said, then they would have palpitations anyway, Huang Cen was like a time bomb, placed between the two of them, to destroy their relationship with a powerful weapon.
If Mangni saw these two people together, maybe even if he didn't think much about it at the time, he would definitely ask afterwards, and when there was a crisis of trust in a relationship, it was estimated that the relationship would not be long gone.
Senior sister played a good card, and now everything is ready, only the east wind is owed, it depends on this unknown factor, whether you can find a strong key.
After Huang Cen hung up the phone, his mood could not calm down for a long time, although she could not fully believe what she said, but she could not rule out such a possibility.
Mangni has always been known as a talented person in the Department of Computer Science, and has been famous for a long time on the campus top list and the school grass list, a person who claims not to fall in love in college, suddenly fell in love with someone, but this person is not famous in school, not excellent, and not beautiful among many beauties, why did he choose her?
Is it just because she is a not good person that she can be abused at will after being together?
Do you transmit to her all the emotions that have been suppressed for so long?
Huang Cen didn't dare to think about it, but the last time I saw Malt, I thought her mood was normal, but... Could that normal emotion be the mask she was wearing?
Huang Cen can't be sure of this, but if Mangni doesn't intervene in this relationship, maybe one day he will be able to make Malt move and agree to be with him.
If it was true that he didn't make her happy, Huang Cen wouldn't make him feel better even if he tried his best, what about the first place on the campus list? What about the name of the great talent?
If it is to abuse love with such fanfare under such a banner, then Huang Cen must be the first to not allow it.