Chapter 6 I don't want you to become him/her
Night
Ye Yiyi stayed here to accompany Li Luo, the two were crammed into a large double bed, Li Luo lay in Ye Yiyi's arms, quietly thinking about what had happened between him and He Shengyu in the past three years.
"Yiyi, do you think he's good to me?" Li Luo asked softly.
"Do you want me to be honest?"
"Well, to be honest, otherwise I don't know how to make a decision, I should think about it calmly, right? As Leng Yan said, there is no point in me doing this. Li Luo closed his eyes, his eyes swollen like bells, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes to the bridge of his nose, and finally disappeared into the quilt.
"He's very good to you. I'm an outsider, and I can only see how good he is to you, but I always feel that it's not love. I remember you told me that when you chased him, he always pushed and half-pushed, and did not accept or refuse, have you ever wondered why he suddenly accepted it? Ye Yiyi gently patted Li Luo's shoulder.
"Thought you couldn't find his sister?" Li Luo sat up and faced Ye Yiyi. "I don't understand, even if he doesn't have a deep love for me, he won't be with his sister... That's it. ”
"It's related to the family..."Ye Yiyi tilted his head and looked at the ceiling, thought about it and said, "He sometimes does things quite extremely, his father's attitude towards him is also quite terrifying, strict will make people crazy, the appearance of his sister may make him feel a little relaxed, I think so." ”
"I don't want to break up with him... I can't accept it... Yiyi, I'm not reconciled! I love him so much, I really love him..."Li Luo held his face with his hands and cried, a little hoarse, not everyone can accept that his boyfriend has an improper relationship with his nominal sister.
Li Luo cried for more than an hour and fell asleep tiredly, and Ye Yiyi slowly fell asleep.
Leng Yanshuo, Chu Xiao and Murong Ran were all nested in Leng Yanshuo's office. Chu Xiao seriously fiddled with the computer, Murong Ran found the real address of the email sent to Li Luo, and Chu Xiao was responsible for finding that person.
Leng Yanshuo stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, with his left hand in his pocket and a wine glass in his right hand, looking at the city at night, his eyes that had no temperature added some murderous intent.
"Leng Yan, I found it." Chu Xiao stretched his waist, and asked Leng Yanshuo to hand him the computer with a mocking face, Leng Yanshuo turned around, stretched out his left hand in his pocket and took the computer, and glanced at the name and photo on the information.
Murong Ran, who was a little sleepy and about to fall asleep, came over when he heard the voice, full of doubts. "What is this?"
"My brother, cold words." Leng Yanshuo sneered, drank all the wine in the wine glass, the liquor slashed through his throat, and his stomach hurt a little, Leng Yanshuo frowned, put down the computer, and went to the desk to find medicine.
"Why did your brother do that? You don't compete with him for the company, it's pointless for him to do this. Murong Ran touched his nose with an inexplicable face, he had never understood Leng Yanshuo's brother's strange operation.
"Am I supposed to thank him? Ha. Leng Yanshuo smiled bitterly while taking medicine.
"He's looking for something for me to do, and when I return to China, he's naturally afraid that I'll take his things." Leng Yanshuo sat in an office chair, holding his stomach with one hand and his forehead with the other.
"You have a stomach ache again?" Chu Xiao frowned and asked worriedly.
"It's fine." Leng Yanshuo waved his hand indifferently.
"Don't drink your stomach, if you're not afraid of death, you can drink anyway, we don't bother to care about you!" Murong Ran threw himself on the sofa a little angrily, scolding Leng Yanshuo.
"If it's cold words, it's easy to do, I'll solve it. Go back too. Leng Yanshuo got up and ordered the eviction of customers, and after they left, they were alone on the sofa, their stomach hurt so much that they broke out in a cold sweat, it seemed that the medicine this time had no effect.
Leng Yanshuo lay on the sofa, his hands pressed his stomach heavily, quietly thinking about how to deal with these bad things tomorrow, and slowly fell asleep...
Early the next morning, the people in Lengfu's house were busy preparing breakfast and cleaning, Leng's father was sitting on the sofa in the living room reading the newspaper, and Leng Yan had just gotten up to change his clothes and came down for breakfast.
Leng Yanshuo was wearing a pure white shirt on his upper body, unbuttoned to the third one, revealing his slender neck and beautiful collarbone, and a thin silver necklace inside looked a little old, and it seemed that he had been wearing it for many years. He was wearing a delicately cut black suit pants underneath, and he was tall and straight.
"Dad." Leng Yanshuo returned to the cold mansion, politely like an outsider. This was not a place he was familiar with.
"When did you come back?" Father Leng put down the newspaper in his hand, picked up the glasses that were put aside and put them on, and looked up at Leng Yanshuo, the father and son looked very similar, especially the cold and gloomy temperament, they were simply a person.
"Lately." Leng Yanshuo replied while looking at his younger brother who was having breakfast in the restaurant.
"I'm looking for words, so I'll go first." Leng Yanshuo bowed his head slightly to Father Leng, raised his legs and walked to the restaurant, Leng Yanshuo, who was eating breakfast on the other side, had not yet noticed Leng Yanshuo's arrival.
"Why did he come back?"
"Do you know who this is, it really looks like the master."
"He's too cold, but our young master is still approachable." The next people saw Leng Yanshuo gathered in a pile and muttered in a low voice, the old man here knew him, the boss of the Leng family, he went abroad early when he was a child and never came back, and the newcomers had never seen or heard of his existence.
Father Leng looked at the people and glared at them, and the people left the living room in a gloomy manner.
"Aren't you afraid of choking to death after eating so much?" Leng Yanshuo walked behind Leng Yanshuo, put his hands on the dining chair, his head close to Leng Yan's head, and whispered to him in his ear in a very cold voice.
"Smack!" The knife and fork in Leng Yan's hand fell on the table and made a screeching sound.
Leng Yanshuo got up and sat opposite Leng Yanshuo, took a breakfast and ate it by himself, his slender fingers holding the knife and fork and cutting the toast on the plate, his noble temperament contrasted with Leng Yan's recklessness.
"Brother? You... What are you doing? Leng Yan has been afraid of this brother since he was a child, he is too cold, so cold that he feels that he will be petrified next to him.
"Eat, or will I eat you?" Leng Yanshuo raised his eyes and glanced at him, then lowered his head and ate the food on his plate seriously. The toast bread is fried golden brown, with blueberry sauce and soft-boiled eggs, but Leng Yanshuo can't feel its deliciousness.
"Is there anything wrong with you coming back suddenly?" Leng Yan put one leg on the chair, there were no rules for hanging Erlang, but Father Leng spoiled him to the extreme.
Leng Yanshuo put down the knife and fork in his hand, and leaned on the back of the chair with his arms crossed. "This is also my home, and I come to thank you for finding me so many things."
"I don't understand what you're saying..."
"You understand, don't meddle in Li Luo's affairs, just be your president and young master with peace of mind." Leng Yanshuo interrupted him, picked up the tissue on the table, wiped the corners of his mouth, threw it in front of Leng Yanshuo, and got up to leave.
"Aren't you supposed to be happy when I do this? You said that you liked Li Luo for so many years, I looked anxious, I am here to help you. Leng Yan stood up and walked to Leng Yanshuo's side, putting a hand on his shoulder, pretending to be intimate.
"Besides, I can't get used to He Shengyu, he always robs my projects! I'm just going to make him have a bad time, what's the problem? ”
"He robbed you of your project, which shows that you are not capable enough!" Leng Yanshuo shouted sharply. "Don't use these as excuses, you're just afraid that I'll come back to rob you of the company when I have free time, and your little tricks can be done in front of your parents."
Leng's parents said that they doted on this little son very much, because he had congenital problems when he was just born, and his body could not absorb too much nutrients when he was born prematurely, and he came to the hospital many times before three months to rescue.
"Did you come back to scold your brother?" Father Leng stood at the door of the restaurant and scolded Leng Yanshuo loudly, "Since you didn't go home the first thing you did when you returned to China, then you should come less in the future." ”
Leng Yanshuo walked past Leng's father and said lightly, "I didn't want to come to your house at all." After that, he left Leng Mansion, a place that did not belong to Leng Yanshuo.
"You don't mess with your brother in the future! Hurry up and get to work! Father Leng instructed Leng Yan, and Leng Yan took his coat and went to work unconvinced.
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He Shengyu thought about it all night, the sunlight poured into the room, Lin Shuyi slept peacefully and quietly, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and she had nightmares again.
He Shengyu lowered his head and kissed Lin Shuyi's forehead, stroked her hair, and looked at the sunlight outside the window. He doesn't want to give up Li Luo and doesn't want to live up to his dedication to Lin Shuyi over the years, is he selfish? He Shengyu thought with a wry smile.
He couldn't tell the truth from the false in his relationship with Li Luo in the past three years, it was impossible to say that there was no nostalgia at all, the girl who represented the sunshine had long been deeply imprinted in her heart, she was so energetic, always giving him the most youthful breath when he was tired and had no direction, and gave him the strength to move forward. When he was so tired that he didn't want to do anything, the petite and lovely girl always played tricks on him with a bright smile and drove away all his troubles.
When it comes to why I don't want to give up on her, it may be because I am used to it, I am used to her chattering, to her company, and to her magical power to heal everything.
He knew that Leng Yanshuo definitely didn't like her feelings, he had already loved her for more than ten years, he didn't want to send Li Luo to Leng Yanshuo's side, he was unwilling to let such a girl become someone else's, he didn't allow it. His self-esteem told him that he wouldn't allow Li Luo to become cold. Even if Li Luo didn't love or even like Leng Yanshuo, he was afraid, he was afraid that Leng Yanshuo's return this time would change everything that was originally plain.
Sometimes it's easy to let the past go with the wind, but it's hard to let the dust settle. Just like the fallen red leaves, it can never find its original tree, it can only go with the wind. I want to stop at this moment, Li Luo is still the girl who loves her deeply, and Lin Shuyi is also quietly accompanying her.
But there's always to be a decision, doesn't it?