It inevitably made me reflect on myself.

I'm only twenty-one years old, and my life is still very long, why am I depressed, silent, and sentimental all day long, don't these delivery people have pressure.

When I think about it, I still want too much.

I wanted a relationship that I could grow old for, but I broke up with Chen Nan, and I wanted to earn 10,000 yuan a month, but I just got a job, I wanted to give my parents a good life, and I only called home for a month.

So, obsession, lust is what pushes me to depression.

But I'm also very glad that I can clearly have a certain understanding of myself, and with these understandings, what needs to be done is to change.

"Why don't you speak?" Suddenly, Qin Xue asked.

"No, I just wanted something." I replied.

Immediately, I looked at Qin Xue, who was also as taciturn as me, and asked: "In the future, I will let people be with you, and if you can't drink, don't drink, you are not a few years older than me, you can't compare to those old foxes in the workplace." ”

Qin Xue smiled suddenly, which surprised me a little, I really persuaded her, I can only hope that she can listen.

"Do you think I don't want to, I want to, but I can only force myself to drink with those thirty or forty-year-old men, if we don't have fun with them, then we won't get cooperation projects, and we won't be able to make money from them."

I don't understand why a person like Qin Xue who wants to look, look, and money still pushes himself so hard.

So, I said, "There's no need, you've been very successful, and now that the company is slowly moving towards formalization, you don't need to put too much pressure on yourself." ”

Qin Xue smiled heartily, stared at my eyes and said: "You don't understand my current situation, although I am the boss of a company now, I live in anxiety every day, and when I open my eyes every day, I am bound by all kinds of things, but I am still the boss, I can't show anything in front of the employees, so my personality will be depressed and hearty constantly flipped, and the only thing that breaks these is work, I can only do my job well, I can rest assured." ”

"Then what are you for, why don't you let yourself live a little happier and have a free day." I continued to ask.

Alas.

Qin Xue sighed deeply, raised her tired eyes and looked at the endless street in the distance and said, "I just want to give myself an explanation." ”

I was stunned, looking at Qin Xue, I suddenly had an indescribable feeling in my heart.

In Qin Xue's heart, she may have the same troubles as me, I envy her because I have no money, and she may also envy my simplicity.

But we all have one thing in common, it's just that we are good at disguising ourselves as each other to live.

People who have no money may have been haunting high-end shopping malls to show how much life they have, but they don't know that their credit cards have been maxed out.

And rich people may drive an Audi BMW to eat roadside stalls to appear how approachable they are, but they just want to feel what real life should be like?

"By the way, Song Tian's 500,000, he said if he could give him more time."

Actually, I'm quite embarrassed to speak, I just want to find out if Chen Nan is involved in this matter.

If I appeal now, if Chen Nan is also involved, then I will completely harm her.

Even if Chen Nan participates in the end, he can think of a way in advance, so that she can be mentally prepared and erase her responsibility as much as possible.

At this point, I admit that I was selfish.

"No problem." Qin Xue agreed directly.

I turned my head to look at Qin Xue, I knew that this matter was very important to her, and the reason why she would easily agree to me was because she believed me.

"Don't worry, I won't let the company lose." I assured her.

Qin Xue smiled and didn't speak.

At this time, the high-tech zone shrouded in darkness seemed very deserted.

The street, which usually takes only ten minutes to reach the end, is now extraordinarily long.

Fortunately, you can also meet migrant workers sitting on the street late at night.

They sat in front of the store with worn-out smartphones and looked at them.

Perhaps, this is the moment they enjoy the most.

This night, Qin Xue and I were separated in the early hours of the morning.

When I returned to my accommodation, I lay down in a dark rental house, and as soon as I closed my eyes, I fell asleep.

……

In the next few days, I kept chasing the company's half a million thing.

Sometimes, I also wonder, why would Qin Xue hand over this matter to me, a recent college graduate?

Because after a few days, there is no progress at all with this money.

Song Tian's bastard scolded me as soon as he saw me, saying that I, a little brat, still wanted to go against him, what a big joke.

In this way, a week passed, and Song Tian went from scolding me at the beginning to disappearing directly.

And as soon as he disappeared, some of his partner companies became anxious.

Because Song Tian owes not only our company, but also a lot of arrears to other companies.

I thought that if I looked for Song Yi, I would find Song Tian, but I was wrong.

Song Yi and Liu Shuo have been making a big fuss recently, let alone me!

And at this critical moment, another thing happened.

Early this morning, Li Xiang called me and asked me if I knew how Chen Nan was doing?

I said that you kid is not underwhelmed, knowing that I broke up, and still mentioning her.

As a result, Li Xiang said that Chen Nan had an accident, and said that all the contracts that Song Tian had cooperated with other companies before were signed in Chen Nan's name.

In other words, now Song Tian has no responsibility, and all the nearly one million arrears he owes have to be repaid by Chen Nan.

I was confused.

I sat on the bed and my ears suddenly thundered.

I wonder how there can be such hateful people in this world?

I asked Li Xiang how you know, and Li Xiang said that someone was on the Internet, and the news was distributed everywhere in the forum.

Hanging up the phone, I tried to calm myself down.

How could such explosive information come out of nowhere?

Who gave it away?

Song Tian?

This is impossible, he just wants to get rid of the relationship now, and it is impossible for him to throw himself into the net.

So who could it be?

Suddenly, WeChat rang.

Click on it and take a look, it is a voice sent by Chen Nan.

"Hao Shuai, I love you!"

After a voice, a few more photos were sent.

And I, in an instant, jumped up like a rabbit.

Because Chen Nan at this time is like a place on the top of a building.

Is she going to commit suicide by jumping off a building?

I broke out in a cold sweat on my back, grabbed a shirt and rushed out of the house.

I was running and sending her a WeChat message.

I said don't come here, don't move there, I'll go now!