『Miscanthus:

Why didn't I see your appearance

My heart is always empty."

The more you hesitate, the more you can't settle down.

Fortunately, at this time, I remembered a sentence that a person once said: "No one is not worthy of anyone, two pieces of salt in a pack can match a table of tens of thousands of dishes, but tens of thousands of dishes, without salt, are also tasteless."

Maybe Senior Mangni is like a dish worth tens of thousands of yuan in front of him, and he is just an ordinary salt that can't be ordinary for two yuan a pack.

After months of reckless stalking, there is some reflection.

Huang Cen always appears in his life, but because he doesn't like this person in his heart, he always feels weird, and he wants to escape from the world that belongs to him as soon as possible.

It is precisely because of the appearance of Huang Cen that Malt has become hesitant, and he used to be so firm and decisive in doing something, but now he always becomes a little forward-looking, thinking about this and that, and finally he can't make up his mind.

I used to really think that I wasn't working hard enough, so I always wanted to be sincere in front of Senior Mangni, but now I started to reflect on my behavior because I inadvertently broke into another person's world......

At this time, I saw a sticky note on the table, which was written after meeting Senior Mangni for the first time a few months ago: If there are still seven billion years in this world, the sun will expand and explode, and then extinguish and die, and the earth will be wiped out, and I can still like him for seven billion years.

When I saw these words a few months later, it seemed that I had lost the courage I had at that time, and I became even more hesitant.

If liking someone makes the person you like a burden, maybe you should stay away from his world, so that he will never feel uncomfortable again......

Wang Er saw that Mai was sitting in front of the table and was a little distracted, so he walked over.

"Malt, I've always felt that you've been a little weird lately, isn't there anything bothering?" Wang Er had never seen malt like this, and she seemed to be a little different from the person a few months ago, but she couldn't tell what the difference was.....

Malt reacted at this time, turned her head in a daze, and looked at Wang Er on the side, "Yes.... Have it? ”。

Wang Er nodded, "Why are you so hesitant to participate in the club's celebration banquet?" If you had said yes a few months ago, you would have agreed without hesitation, and now you have already begun to choose clothes to go to the celebration banquet" And now sitting at the table in a daze, it is indeed very strange.

Yes, if it were the malt at that time, it is estimated that he would not consider any consequences, and there would be no hesitation, after all, it is already a very happy thing in life to be able to meet Senior Mangni, even if he is closer, he will be happy.

"I.... I don't know if this liking of mine will become a burden for Senior Mangni," Malt said with his head down.

"Burden? Why do you think that? Wang Er asked.

"Do you think Huang Cen is like me, I don't like him for him, but he always breaks into my world, I don't like this way of existence, so I think he is a burden to my world, and Senior Mangni has clearly rejected me four times, I broke into his world, will it also cause him a burden? If that's the case, maybe I shouldn't be around him anymore, I really want him to be happy....." Malt was very hesitant in her heart, and some things really didn't know how to express.

Wang Er held Mai's hand, she is also a very contradictory person, but this contradiction is not reflected here.

"Actually, some truth doesn't work for some people, like me, I thought that if I liked him, I would like everything about him, but until I was together, I found that I didn't have the feeling of liking it at the beginning, but that doesn't mean that everyone is like me, you know?".

Even after the separation, Wang Er did not feel regretful, but felt that it was a relief, life finally returned to peace, and everything became free again.

However, the same thing happens to different people, and it will be manifested differently, so it is not possible to generalize.

"So, Senior Mangni has been rejecting me constantly, doesn't that prove that he hates me?" Malt asked.

"Yes, some people just show their love in different ways, and they don't even show that they hate you, so why do you become so hesitant? It's just a celebration banquet, don't you like eating and drinking the most, there's no need to hesitate so much."

Malt actually felt that Wang Er at this moment was not as unserious as usual, she looked serious, like a sister, and she sat beside her, like a sister listening carefully.

"Thank you for being willing to talk to me so much, then I should try to make him like me, as long as he doesn't explicitly show that he hates me, as I originally thought."

"Everyone's feelings are different, so if you like someone, don't give up, because there are people who miss out and never meet again."

A trace of doubt flashed in Malt's heart, didn't Wang Er have no experience in love? The last time he confessed was with his own encouragement, but it is said that he fell in love once in high school, what was that love like? She never said it in detail, but from this tone, she seemed to have something to regret.....

"Well, I'll go to the celebration party," Malt said.

The club's celebration banquet was held in a cafeteria near the school, which was the first time that the club had funded the largest publicly-funded meal (after all, the ticket money for the stage play also made a lot of money, which is just a drop in the bucket, everyone knows it).

A small private room has also made a different arrangement, but this time the staff is not the newcomers in the club, which is really hard for these seniors.

These seniors have basically never done such a job since they came, and it is estimated that they are also resentful this time, but it is the teachers of the club who can order them, and no one dares to go against the teachers, unless they don't want to stay in this club anymore.

Several newcomers arrived one after another, and everyone was respectful, although they all wanted to eagerly eat this free celebration banquet, but they couldn't be too anxious, and they were all covering up with some actions.

Malt and Xinrou finally came here, on the surface, this restaurant is gorgeous, it is estimated that the dishes made should be delicious, as soon as I think of this, my saliva can't help but flow down, alas, this uncompetitive stomach, you have to endure screaming for a while, this meal is not so easy to eat.

"Since everyone has received the text message, then I have to say a few words to everyone here" I don't know who arranged the music to sound with the voice of the senior sister, it looks quite face-saving, and the music is also appropriate.

Everyone's eyes are focused on the senior sister, this time she was able to successfully hold the stage play, she counted all the credit on herself, of course, in the eyes of the teacher, she is also a hero.

The club held a stage play, which is an unprecedented precedent, and this time it was able to achieve perfect success because of the choice of the senior sister, but why was this stage play so successful? Everyone also knows that if it weren't for Senior Mangni as the leading actor, I'm afraid no one would have come to see it at all, but now it seems that Senior Sister didn't mention this at all, and took all the credit on herself, and this trick was also very good.

Senior Mangni has never liked to be assigned some honors, and some are just forced to do so, and it seems that the senior sister has taken advantage of this very clearly.

"This rehearsal, everyone has paid their due, everyone is very dedicated to the stage play, here I want to praise the most active people in our club" Of course, there is no name of malt here, "our club can have a new attempt in the stage play, this is a progress that everyone can see, I hope that after our club has achieved this honor, we must not be complacent, because we have a lot of efforts in the future, and there are many things that need our positive progress, And we must not stand still".

What the senior sister said was very official, and in the end, it all became her leadership ability, and the teacher praised her in front of everyone, I have to say that this good move taken by the senior sister is really admirable.

"Don't worry, senior sister, since we have come to this club, we should pay all our efforts, as long as the club can progress, we will not hesitate to do anything" A few newcomers stood up and said, but this word should have been thought of in advance, they are all a few people who get along well with the senior sister, just looking at the eye contact between them, it has been understood.

The words they said were nothing more than similar to the fact that they could go up the sword mountain and go down to the sea of fire for the sake of the community, and these words would sound different if they were in that kind of fantasy world, but this situation and this scene must not make people sigh.....

The malt doesn't feel any interest, and devotes himself to the dish, the shrimp should be just out of the pot, it looks quite full, it is estimated that the shell should be quite easy to pick, can you have gloves for a while? If you don't have gloves, it's all oil, and it doesn't seem good.....

"I hope that some people here can listen to my words, instead of hesitating to think of something else in my heart at this moment, I just want to remind you that since you are all part of the community, then you should contribute to the community, unlike some people, at this moment, they will have to let someone take her role, I don't advocate that kind of practice...."The senior sister said and glanced at Malt's body involuntarily.

But at this moment, the malt couldn't listen to anything, and those words seemed to be constantly floating in his head, and then floating out, and nothing entered his mind.

Xinrou gently touched the malt, and the malt came back to her senses, for some reason, everyone's eyes looked at her, so strange.

"You already understand what I told you, right? I hope this never happens again, you all know it," said the senior sister with a smile.

Everyone nodded their heads, and no one dared to say anything more.

"What's wrong?" Malt asked.

"She seems to have been talking about you just now," Xinrou whispered.

"Say me? I didn't make any small moves just now, so why should you say me? Malt said.

But this senior sister is always like this, and she is used to it.