On the way to Rehe Palace, in addition to accompanying Kangxi to read books and criticism, my daily task is to tell stories to Xiao Eighteen, coax him to eat, and watch him take medicine. Most of the time, I was with Little Eighteen.

I never tell him sad stories, I always pick stories that make people feel warm and happy. He only has these last months left, and I want him to be happy and happy.

On this day, the little eighteen was tired and fell asleep in the car, so I left the carriage, and the twelfth and thirteenth masters took turns riding horses and guarding the carriage every day, and today happened to be the thirteenth master's shift. Seeing me poking my head out of the carriage, he smiled at me, I held out my hand, he held it, and the next moment I was on his horse.

His whip urged the horses to run quickly, and after a while they arrived at the team where my treading snow was, and when the treading snow saw me, he was no longer honest, and the thirteenth master carried me to the treading snow with a little force. I reined in the reins of my horse and rode forward on the snow, but the thirteenth master did not follow me, he still returned to the carriage of the little eighteen to guard.

I rode my horse like crazy by myself, and the wind swept across my face, and it hurt a little. But I felt that my inner pain had been vented because of this. It was as if the wind could cut through my heart like a knife when it slashed through my face. It seems that the fine and dense pain on my face is the proof that I really live in this cold world. Or was I expecting that I wouldn't feel pain, that I would wake up, and that I knew I was dreaming?

However, no matter what I really wanted, I just ended up slowing down, maybe I was tired and stopped, maybe, just unconsciously stopped.

As I slowed down and stopped, a warm hand grabbed me. I looked back, it was the fourth master, his face was still as cold as ice, but his hands were so warm, through his clothes, I could feel the warmth from his palms, which calmed me......

"Enough of venting?" He asked lightly. And I nodded like a dazed child. He pinned my drooping hair behind my ear and sighed pityingly, and he looked at me with such a gentle gaze.

"Don't run so fast, what if you get lost in a while. Let's slip back slowly, shall we? I nodded, and he smiled faintly. Take my hand and walk back slowly.

Along the way, the fourth master rode a horse and walked on my left side, and his right hand always led my left hand. I stupidly kept looking at our hands. The first time, I found that the mutton fat jade bracelet on my wrist matched the mutton fat jade wrench on his hand.

I couldn't help asking, "Fourth brother? ”

"What's wrong?"

"Wrench ......"

The fourth master reined in the horse's reins, and it was rare to step on the snow and stop quietly like the fourth master's black moon.

The fourth master looked at our hands holding together, gently pulled my left hand closer with his right hand, rubbed the bracelet on my wrist with both hands, and the corners of his mouth and eyes were tender, and after a long time, he asked me, "Do you like it?" You seem to be wearing it all the time. ”

I tilted my head slightly to look at the bracelet, originally because it was similar to the one Eji had bought for me. And then? Why haven't I worn it since last year?

After thinking about it, I nodded, "I like it." ”

The fourth master paused and replied: "It's enough to like it." "Didn't ask me what I was going to ask, as if he knew what I was going to ask. He didn't say the answer I wanted, but I seemed to know the answer......