Volume 2 Chapter 23 Wake up
Thoughts are slowly disintegrating, and reason is gradually crumbling. Nan Nan felt very small in front of that man, like a seed in the desert, falling into the dust. And the person in front of him is like a murderer who is making the final judgment in the watering or annihilation, which is terrible and indifferent, but because of this, it is precisely the only faith of the seed that is at the mercy of others and cannot do anything.
At this time, Nan Nan is the seed, and the person in front of him is the executioner. Nan Nan's heart slowly changed from fierce resistance to willing obedience, she no longer struggled, and became silent. Nan Nan was originally an unswerving thought, but she also wavered.
"Me, belong here?" Nan Nan asked softly, her expression was indifferent, but there was still a trace of doubt and hesitation in her eyes. It was as if her last bit of faith and her last dying struggle. Nan Nan didn't want to believe that he belonged to the darkness, but the person in front of him seemed to have the ability to control people's hearts, and he unconsciously changed the conviction in Nan Nan's heart.
"Yes, stay here." The man said again, but the strength of his grip on Nan Nan's wrist relaxed a lot, and it seemed that he had decided that Nan Nan would never struggle again.
But the fact is like this, Nan Nan did clearly feel that the hand was loosened. If Nan Nan tries harder and resists fiercely, it must be when he can break free from it. But Nan Nan didn't do this, she felt that her body was becoming heavy, and it was falling down without continuity, even with her heart. Nan Nan no longer feels scared, she no longer feels panic, she can't feel anything, Nan Nan feels that her heart has been hollowed out entirely, and her mind seems to be completely broken. And what Nan Nan's brain is constantly haunting, her heart is full of abundance
There is only one sentence: "Stay here." ”
Nan Nan seemed to be bewitched by this sentence, she fell weakly down her body, lowered her head, expressionless, and looked indifferently at the darkness around her. is no longer afraid, and in a trance, Nan Nan actually wants to merge with this darkness, and completely indulge herself in it.
As soon as this kind of thought sprouted from the bottom of Nan Nan's heart, it spread out to Nan Nan's entire body at an extremely fast speed and great tension, and even diffused into every blood vessel and every drop of blood in her. Nan Nan could clearly feel that this thought was filling her brain, so that Nan Nan had nothing else to think about, and there was nowhere to think, "I, want, stay in the ......" Nan Nan opened her mouth and said unconsciously, as if she was being controlled, because even Nan Nan herself didn't notice what she was saying with her mouth open, and her ears couldn't hear the slightest sound from Nan Nan.
"Nannan, Nannan, Nannan......" But before Nannan's words were finished, he heard a call again, the voice was distant, but it was clear and familiar.
"Nannan, Nannan......" Nannan didn't hear too clearly at first, she still looked indifferent. But soon, Nan Nan heard this voice clearly, she trembled violently, and the gradually buried mind also revived in an instant, and reawakened again with fresh vitality.
Nan Nan raised her head quickly, and there was a light in her eyes, as if they were ten thousand stars. Nan Nan looked around, looking for the source of the voice.
It's that light again, it's exactly the same light as in the dream last time, but this time, it's a little brighter and more enlarged than the last time. Nan Nan could even see a whole white in the light, and the man in white in the white.
"Come on, come here......" The man in white still stretched out a hand to Nan Nan, but from his voice, he could hear the meaning of anxiety.
When Nan Nan saw the man, a sense of hope, surprise and joy immediately rose in her heart. Nan Nan seemed to have regained her strength and fresh blood, she immediately supported herself to stand up, Nan Nan turned her body, and was about to run towards the light, towards the white person, but she forgot that she was still shackled by others.
Before Nan Nan could take a step, she was pulled back again. Nan Nan felt that her wrist hurt, and she suddenly remembered that someone was grabbing her wrist. Nan Nan turned her head and wanted to use her own hand to help break away the cold hand that held her, but as soon as Nan Nan looked down, she saw that the hand tied with gauze was trembling slightly. Nan Nan felt as if her heart had been slammed, and it hurt a lot. "Don't go." It was still a deep voice, but his tone was full of supplication. Nan Nan began to hesitate when he heard this, but the cold hand holding Nan Nan's wrist took advantage of this opportunity to exert a little more force, as if he was really afraid that Nan Nan would leave.
"Nannan, Nannan, don't stay there, come back quickly......" Just as Nannan hesitated, the person in the light shouted anxiously again. He woke up Nannan, Nannan shook a spirit, she looked back, only to see that the person in the light was gradually becoming transparent, he was gradually disappearing, and the white brightness was gradually becoming dim, shrinking. Nan Nan came back to her senses, her heart began to become firm, she wanted to leave the darkness, go to the bright place, go to the side of the person dressed in white.
So, Nan Nan did not hesitate to face the person who grabbed her, Nan Nan began to break the man's hand with her left hand, and her right hand was also shrinking back hard, trying her best to break free from the man's confinement to herself.
"Don't go, I'm afraid, in this darkness." The deep voice remembered again, still saying in a begging tone, and the strength of his holding Nan Nan's wrist relaxed a lot at once, just symbolically encircled Nan Nan's hand, "Stay, don't leave me, alone." He still said the same thing. Nan Nan's left hand on the back of his hand couldn't stop trembling slightly, and Nan Nan's heart was still aching slightly.
"Nannan, come, come back to your light, don't stay in the dark......" The clear voice sounded behind Nan Nan again, his call was very loud, and in a moment, the darkness that ran through the surroundings shook Nannan's body and heart.
"Don't go, okay?" But the person in front of him was still wagging his tail and begging for pleading, and his already deep voice was almost inaudible. Nan Nan turned around again, the person who was slowly becoming transparent was already looming, it was about to disappear, and the gradually shrinking brightness was almost hidden with the surrounding darkness.
Nan Nan quickly panicked when she saw it, she didn't turn around again, but said softly: "I'm sorry." It was to slam his right hand and easily break away from the man's cold hand. Then, Nan Nan ran towards the light, the person who was about to disappear, with all her might. That is, at the last second when the light was about to disappear into the darkness, Nan Nan arrived.
The surroundings are still that bright white, Nan Nan finally breathed a sigh of relief when she arrived here, and she was relieved, as if this place had become a haven for Nan Nan, a place that could bring her a sense of security and a warm place to belong. And the man in white, at this moment, did not disappear completely, and his silhouette could still be vaguely seen, "Nannan, don't stay in the dark, no matter what happens, no matter who you see, come to this bright place, I will guard you here." The man said in a very gentle tone, and when he finished the last word, he was gone. Nan Nan looked at the emptiness in front of him, leaving only this piece of color, a piece of light. But her heart was empty, as if something had been quietly lost by her in a trance. Nan Nan turned around, and it was bright everywhere, and she blurted out two words without feeling it: "Qi Yang."
Wake up from a dream.
Nan Nan slowly opened her eyes, a little dim, but there was white everywhere. White ceilings, white walls, white blinds, white beds, white quilts, white tables, everything. Nan Nan blinked her eyes several times, her brain was also blank, and what Nan Nan's eyes revealed was full of unclear confusion.
Nan Nan really hasn't come back from the dream, her mind is still confused, she is dizzy, Nan Nan doesn't even remember where she is.
"Little girl, you're awake." A weak, slightly tired voice came from Nan Nan's side, Nan Nan turned around, only to see that next to him was also a white bed, and an aunt was lying.
The aunt looked very thin, about the same age as Nannan's mother, and it was estimated that she was less than forty years old. The aunt should have a round goose egg face, but because of her emaciation, her cheeks are sunken in. Auntie's eyes are big and round, but now in addition to revealing a little tiredness, there is still a touch of light in her eyes, some like the only star in the night sky. The bridge of the aunt's nose was high and small, and she had a slightly upturned, very natural smiling lip, but her lips were now a little pale. However, the aunt's skin was already fair, and her black hair, without a single white thread, was tied into a thick braid, stretching from the back of her head to her chest, and against the background of the fair skin and the white quilt, it looked a lot more black and bright.
Nan Nan looked at the aunt's face, and for a while, she was stunned, even if she was haggard with a sick face, but the aunt was still very good-looking, Nan Nan couldn't help but think that when this aunt was young, she must have been a beautiful lady.