Some injuries are difficult to heal, especially when you are young and unable to do anything, everything is especially remembered....

Xinrou was left alone in the dormitory, and everyone went out to play.

The room alone felt lonely, but she was used to this kind of life, and she had fantasized about being able to have a completely different life, but many things still couldn't go as planned.....

If you could have a chance to do it all over again, maybe life would be different?

She has thought about this question countless times, and locking a person in the room is not like a torture of the soul, but a deep self-blame for many powerless things......

In the house is the fan they bought a few days ago, when everyone said that they wanted to buy a fan, no one hesitated, only silently turned their hearts upside down.....

Why is everyone's life so different? Is it that the world is not fair in the first place, but the book says that the world will become fair, but why is it not the case that is shown in front of you?

A call came from the phone, and the person on it was him.

"He" is to add a unique mark to that, after all, there are many things that cannot be done, there is no way to change small things, that is a scar, forever imprinted in their hearts, as long as they think of that home, this scar will be revealed, maybe having a code name can be much better.

"Hey".

"Xinrou, I received the money you remitted a few days ago, but your mother's illness came suddenly, which caught us off guard, and now the only one we can rely on is you, you said that you would be responsible for this family, right?"

Xinrou did say that there are some things that cannot be separated from life, but the imprint in her heart always exists, even if it is her most contradictory place, so she tried her best to escape from that home, the home that made her feel surprised and lost....

"I'll send you the money when I get it next month."

"Okay, this matter must be as soon as possible, our family can count on you now, and at this time, our family can only rely on each other to get through each other, I hope you can remember what you said today."

"I'll remember".

After hanging up the phone, Xinrou was alone in the house, the sky was getting dark, the lights were not turned on, and the moonlight seeped out of the window.

But back then, why didn't they say that families should rely on each other? In those days, they never came to me, just for money, is it necessary to say these things.....".

The harmony that seems to be in the family on the surface makes Xinrou lost, many things are indeed beyond her control, but there is no way, this family was originally like this, she couldn't see it clearly when she was young, and she should be able to see it clearly now......

But no one complains about this kind of suffering, and everyone listens to it is just a pretended sympathy, and then it is just a joke, so what's the point of saying it?

She walked to the side of the fan and touched it gently, she actually liked it very much, and wanted to hang out with them, but many things did not allow it, maybe she was only suitable for staying in this dim room.....

In this dimly lit room, no one can see themselves, and no one can know the sorrow in their hearts, and everything can be hidden better.....

Bai Ji saw Bai Wei on the basketball court.

I was extremely excited, I have been a netizen for so many days, this is the first time I have met offline, I originally had a lot to say in my heart, but when I saw her, I couldn't say anything, as if everything was frozen.

"Hey, don't act so unnatural, your expression is very stiff, don't smile so stiffly, it will scare people" Lao Ding really couldn't look at it on the side.

Bai Ji really didn't realize that his body movements and expressions were so stiff, and he didn't have the natural temperament of the past at all.....

"What should I do? I really can't control it, I feel like my face is stiff, help me, I really don't know, what should I say when we meet" Bai Ji felt helpless at this time, it turned out that he didn't know how to make an opening statement for so long.

Sometimes I really wish I was a master of love, so I would never have to be rejected again, and the feeling of being rejected was really uncomfortable, especially when facing the girl I liked.

But, didn't God see everyone's needs, obviously Mangni didn't want to fall in love at all, but he gave him a trait that is so attractive to attract girls, but some people want to fall in love very much, but they have repeatedly failed, how to explain all this to make sense....

"You take a deep breath first and adjust your expression more naturally, otherwise people who don't know will think you are facial paralysis," Lao Ding said.

Bai Ji began to take deep breaths, but this method didn't seem to work, and the more he did this, the faster his heart beat faster.....

Sometimes when I send a message to her on my mobile phone, I will feel my heart beat faster, let alone see me, is it that I am the light death of the widely circulated person? Oh my God, isn't it....

"No, I'm afraid I'll really mess this up for a while, and I've been talking for so many days, I don't want to fall short!" Bai Ji was deeply distressed by this, looking at the person in front of him, but he didn't know how to come forward to say hello, it was really a coward!

"You must not give up, you have been sending messages for so long, and I have my credit for this, I don't want my credit to be lost with your cowardice," Lao Ding said.

"Eh, how can you say that you are so weak, do you bully your friends like this?".

"Okay, okay, then you come up with something, greet naturally after meeting, and then, talk about what to talk about."

Bai Ji is like a general who is about to go to the battlefield, I really don't know what will happen when the tension comes, after all, it is not a dress rehearsal now, there is no such process at all~

Until now, he could only bite the bullet and walk towards her.

"Bai Wei!" Bai Ji deliberately pretended to be confident.

The girl turned her head, "You....".

"You still remember me, I've been chatting with you on my phone for so many days, I'm sure you won't forget it" Bai Ji said, I don't know if this opening line is what she wants.

"It's you" Bai Wei reacted at this time, it turned out that after chatting with the mobile phone for so many days, a very boring science and engineering man was actually him!

The mobile phone chat interface that should not be said is like a miserable car accident scene, and sometimes it really can't be continued, but this guy seems to be deliberately looking for a topic, and keeps chatting about some things that haven't gone at all, and he's really persistent.

"It seems that you still remember me, then I'm so honored" Bai Ji's heart has blossomed, since she still remembers her name, it means that she may care about this relationship very much, so there are so many difficult tests.

"Uh.... I have a good memory, so I don't forget you, by the way, what are you doing here? Bai Wei didn't want to continue to reply to his messages on his phone, he always avoided him, but it was easy to hide a message on his phone, in real life, if he wanted to hide from someone, it would be very difficult, it seemed that he was really a narrow enemy, no, he had to find a reason to get out quickly.

"I heard that you will be playing here today, so I am here to cheer you on, if I can, I want to be your cheerleader" Bai and the words memorized before, although it was a little embarrassing to say, and it was a little stumbling, anyway, it was all said, and if you said it, it was like water that was spilled, and it couldn't be recovered.....

"Cheerleader? You're not kidding, are you? I'm just playing basketball because of my hobby, not professionally, so you don't have to do that, do you? "Bai Wei is really envious of his brain, doesn't this boy usually come out to play?

"Of course I'm not joking, I'm talking very seriously, I'll be the first in your fan group in the future, Mei Tao, I will cheer for you when you play basketball, and I will always be your little fan!" Bai Ji said this sentence seriously and sincerely, but his expression was always dodgy, and he didn't dare to look at her.

"Then I wish you a good time here, I still have a step ahead of time" Bai Wei wanted to leave quickly, always feeling that the boy in front of her was weird, and she felt this way when she sent a message to herself, she didn't feel very dull before, but she didn't expect to be such a person now.....

"Is there anything I can do for you to help? If you use physical strength, I can help you carry things, I have a lot of strength! Bai Jixiao immediately found a chance to prove herself, at least she couldn't just chat a few words and leave, she was finally found.

"No need, we can take those things ourselves," Bai Wei said.

"How can that work? There are some things that still need to be done by us boys, and girls should have a good rest to keep their energy up, if there is anything that needs me, just open your mouth, I will definitely help" Bai Ji didn't know why, the words he said, some nonsense, what can I carry here, it's strange to say.

Sometimes when talking in front of girls, I always feel that I don't know what to say, just say a few words, and some don't always feel that girls don't want to take the next sentence, which leads to a very embarrassing scene, at that time I really want to find a crack in the ground to get into, but no matter what, I have to cherish the person in front of me, since I have recognized it, then I can't let go....

"Forget it, but there's one thing I think I need to make clear to you."

"What's the matter? Whatever you say, I'll say yes."

"Whatever I say, will you say yes?"

"Of course, I obey you completely, and as long as you are happy, I am willing to serve."

"Then can you please stop texting me in the future, and then don't look for me again, it's like we've never known each other, okay?" Bai Wei said.

But when he heard these words, Bai Ji instantly felt that it was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and he worked so hard, didn't the girls see it? Why do you have to say separate words in the first sentence of the first meeting? Is there really no charm in yourself?

"No.... No, I can't promise you about this matter, except for this matter, if you tell me something else, I will promise you, but I can't do this thing" Bai Ji's face was a little red, but he still looked so stubborn.

"Why do you keep pestering me? Last time I thought I had made it clear to you, could you please stop disturbing my life? Bai Wei said.

Did this disturb her life?