Chapter 101: Reluctant to Give Up (3)
Lin Si'er flew back to the capital on an evening flight, Hua Nianping and Qin Xinru sent her to the airport, and the three of them were in mixed moods along the way and rarely spoke.
Qin Xinru wanted to leave time for Hua Nianping and Lin Si'er to talk alone, so she stayed in the car and didn't get down.
Hua Nianping accompanied Lin Si'er to the airport security checkpoint, and both of them had a premonition that they would say goodbye here, and they didn't know when they would meet.
Lin Si'er said: "Nianping, there is one thing I have to tell you. After returning to the capital, I plan to return to Sanlan City in the United States after a while. ”
Hua Nianping's heart trembled and asked, "With him, between you, will you be reconciled soon?" ”
Lin Si'er stared at Hua Nianping with sad eyes and said, "I don't know." I just want to tell you that it was for my daughter to go back to the United States, not for him! ”
A trace of pain flashed through Hua Nianping's eyes, and he said with difficulty:
"Lin Si'er, dear, there are some things I wanted to say to you a long time ago, but I don't know how to say it! I'm afraid to hurt you, but I've hurt you! My feelings for your heart, you know very well, like with your first love, have never changed. In the many times we've met, I know you've been longing to get back to the past, and I've had that shake! Si'er, I love you, I really love you! ”
Seeing that he was about to separate from Lin Si'er, although he was extremely conflicted in his heart, Hua Nianping still made up his mind. At least, he couldn't forget Lin Si'er's mother and uncle, who still harbored deep hostility towards him, even if both of them were divorced, they were categorically unacceptable.
Hua Nianping sighed deeply and said to Lin Si'er resolutely:
"Now, although I am divorced, I don't want you to choose the path of divorce because of me. I've thought so many times that I've selfishly hoped that you would come back to me one day. However, there is already a child between you and him. The child is innocent. I have no choice but to wish you happiness against my will. Got it, dear! ”
He added: "Actually, I know that this blessing is against my heart and hypocritical. I'm not a noble man! But what about my lover, my Lin Si'er, now? Because life has to go on! ”
Lin Si'er's eyes were soaked with tears, and she said resentfully: "Dear Nianping, my love. I don't want to listen to you! All I have to do now is listen to you and leave me behind! Leave me with you for now on! ”
Hua Nianping shook his head resolutely and said, "Dear Si'er, no, you can't!" We have no choice but to do so! ”
A few days ago, Hong Fang secretly told Hua Nianping in the hospital that Lin Si'er's mother-in-law and daughter were begging her to return to the United States. The reason why Hua Nianping made a painful decision was that he didn't want to exchange the happiness of him and Lin Si'er for more people's suffering, especially because he didn't want to see Lin Si'er's beloved young daughter hurt.
Lin Si'er now completely understands that even if she is reluctant to give up, she will never be able to relive Hua Nianping's dream in this life.
When she stepped into the security checkpoint, she turned around and hugged Hua Nianping tightly for a moment, then decisively pushed him away, and suddenly said as if she had made up her mind:
"Hua Nianping, you are not young, you should start a new family, and even need to raise a child. Promise me a request and let Qin Xinru enter your life! ”
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Seeing off Lin Si'er, Hua Nianping returned directly to the residence of the Quanhe Dry Rest House.
Qin Xinru originally advised him to stay in the Qidu Hotel for a few more days to take care of his body.
But Hua Nianping said that he was very upset and wanted to be alone for a few days.
Qin Xinru has been revealed by Lin Si'er in advance, after she returns to the capital, she will return to the United States to reunite with her daughter after a while, knowing in her heart that Hua Nianping and Lin Si'er will definitely have a heart-rending and painful parting at the airport.
The sofas, mattresses, computers, and even air conditioners in the apartment are all new.
Hao Cheng told Hua Nianping that when Director Yao of the task force brought people to search, he damaged a lot of things in the apartment, and now he can only buy them again.
Hua Nianping hasn't smoked for more than ten days.
He remembered that on the day he followed Zhang Yanzhi to the provincial capital, there seemed to be half a pack of "Ashima" cigarettes in the coat he had changed, so he went to rummage to find it.
It has been a long time since you could buy soft-pack "Ashima" cigarettes on the market, but Hua Nianping just likes the taste of this brand.
When he touched the cigarette, a note flew out of his pocket.
Hua Nianping immediately remembered that these were the two QQ numbers that Chen Hongjuan left for him when he got on the plane, and he had promised Chen Hongjuan that he would take time to chat with her QQ online.
Huang Chunrong also told him after lunch that Chen Hongjuan had been trying to contact him.
So, he sat in front of the computer and began to log in to Tencent QQ Online.
Chen Hongjuan is not online, but there are a lot of messages.
9 August:
"I arrived in Osaka late last night, and my eldest sister went to the airport to pick me up and take me home. This is my first time in Japan. My sister said that Osaka is the second largest city in Japan and has a very developed economy. My sister's family lives in Nishiyodogawa District, which is surrounded by bustling businesses. I love the city. Nianping, do you know, the first thing I woke up this morning was to contact you on QQ now. My phone doesn't work in Japan, otherwise I'll send you a text message. When will you be QQ online? ”
August 10:
"Nianping, it's been two days, and you haven't been on QQ, is it because you're busy at work, or because you lost that note? You shouldn't be a careless person! Shouldn't be a person who doesn't keep his word! ”
11 August:
"Nian Pingjun (that's what I call men in Japan, laughs), it's been three days, and I haven't seen you online. I used my sister's phone to contact you many times, but your mobile phone was turned off, and no one answered in your office or apartment, what happened? ”
12 August:
"I called my second brother-in-law Huang Chunrong twice today, and he lied to me and said, you are back in the capital. I don't believe it! But I'm worried that it will be true. If you were to be transferred back suddenly, how would I contact you in the future? Whining! ”
13 August:
"I called my second brother-in-law again today, and he said that you will return to Huaishi soon. I'm so happy (smiley)! My eldest sister will take me to Tokyo tomorrow for an interview at Bunka Fashion College, which will take several days. The Tokyo Bunka Fashion Academy, which I plan to attend, is one of the most famous fashion schools in the world. I didn't tell you that when I was in college, I won the Overseas Creative Award (smiley) from this fashion college! Nian Pingjun, I'm sorry, during the time I went to Tokyo, I couldn't care about leaving you a message on QQ. ”
Hua Nianping couldn't imagine that after Chen Hongjuan arrived in Japan, she would insist on writing a paragraph to him every day.
He pondered for a moment and replied to Chen Hongjuan:
"Hongjuan, I'm really sorry, I really wasn't in Huai during this time. You're right, I'm not a careless person, that's why I can log in to Tencent QQ today. It's just a pity that you're not online. Good luck with your interview at the Fashion Institute in Tokyo! ”
He thought about it later, and added another paragraph: "It's better not to call, international calls are very expensive." I will try to contact you on QQ once in a while. Good bye! ”
After turning off the computer, Hua Nianping just wanted to go to bed to rest, when Huang Chunrong, the executive deputy general manager, knocked on the door and came in.