Volume II, Chapter 75
Perhaps, it is precisely because there are two completely different tones in Gu Ming's words. The contrast between the front and the back is too great, but it is precisely because of this that it makes people feel extremely cold. It was Lian Nannan, when she heard such words, her heart suddenly fell, and all of a sudden, she fell to the bottom. Nan Nan's mood was very complicated, she didn't know who Yaya was in the mouths of Gu Ming and Gu Yun, so she could only vaguely portray her image in her mind by relying on the faint sentences between the two. She must have been a very gentle woman with a forgiving heart, and she must have loved her miserably
Gu Ming went. But Yaya loved too humblely, she almost gave up everything, but she still couldn't get a happy ending. Nan Nan is sympathetic to her, and she feels sorry for her. But in the conversation between Gu Ming and Gu Yun, there is another woman. White jasmine. But Nan Nan has always avoided thinking about her, even if she has accepted this fact, Nan Nan still doesn't dare to face it. She was resistant, and she couldn't put those filthy and dirty words on White Jasmine. In Nan Nan's heart, white jasmine is beautiful and pure, no matter how secret and complex the temperament exudes from her body. But Nan Nan will not think of her very unbearable after all, let alone think of the worst, and defile her. But when Nan Nan heard some words, she didn't doubt it, she believed it, she believed every word that Gu Yun said or Gu Ming.
Nan Nan's heart is very conflicted, she is doing a series of struggles. On the one hand, Nan Nan didn't dare to think about Bai Jasmine like this, thinking that she was a woman who behaved inappropriately as Gu Yun said. As long as Nan Nan thinks about it, her heart will be very uncomfortable and panicked. It's like being forced to drink a bowl of bitter Chinese medicine, Nan Nan even feels a trace of bitterness that seeps out of her tongue. The bitter smell was so strong that people wanted to drop a tear or two. And that bitterness is not just pure bitterness, but between them, it is both sour and astringent, and when it is held in the mouth, even the head of the tongue begins to become numb. Nan Nan even felt that on the tip of her tongue, there were rashes one after another, dense, which made people very uncomfortable, and the diaphragm deserved to be extremely harmful. Nan Nan couldn't, so she bit the tip of her tongue hard with her teeth, hoping to disperse the foreign body sensation on the tip of her tongue. Nan Nan's bite hurts, and at the same time, she is also taking revenge on herself in this way. On the other hand, she would not be wary of what Gu Yun said, although it was also subjective. But Nannan, she just willingly let it go, and she felt guilty about it. It is the persistence that oneself cannot go away with such blind obedience. Otherwise, it will be difficult for White Jasmine. But Nan Nan just couldn't restrain herself, her heart, her brain, was so original, completely trusting, and she didn't even have the slightest doubt. It was as if this was what she had already decided, and what she had suspected from the beginning. That's why she never doubts or hesitates. Because of this, Nan Nan felt extreme pain, her body, her nerves, and her consciousness seemed to be being pulled by two different forces at the same time. It seemed that the next moment, she would be torn in half.
Just when Nan Nan was in such pain, everything in front of him was in full swing, and Gu Ming's words had not yet been finished, just when he had just mentioned Bai Jasmine before he could say a word, he was ruthlessly swept away by Gu Yun, "Shut up, don't mention that woman in front of me again." Over the years, you've said these two things over and over again. She understands you, she understands you, so did she promise to be with you? Over the years, how many of the best flowers you have given her to cultivate, has that woman ever taken it seriously? Your hot face sticks to your cold ass all day long. Gu Ming, you are shameless, I still want to be a sister, even I feel ashamed for you. Gu Yun said like this, her words were earnest, and every sentence came from the bottom of her lungs. And every word is heart-wrenching, there are a lot of complaints in her tone, but there is no less distress than that. Listening to Gu Yun's tone, Nan Nan felt that she was like a stumbling child who was struggling to persuade her own wandering wreckage, and she was so eager to comfort him that he could rein in the precipice and get on the right path. At first, Gu Yun's voice was very high, her words were intense, and she looked very excited. Then, she calmed down, and the pace of her speech began to soften. Gu Yun seemed to want to take advantage of this to persuade Gu Ming. Therefore, she tried her best to make her voice softer, so that Gu Ming could listen to it a little bit, and it could also make him change his mind.
"Yes, she didn't. But I didn't dare to expect much from this. I know, I, I'm not worthy of her. But I'm willing, and I'm willing to do anything for her. Sister, you know what? With her, I learned the true meaning of life. Don't you think? It's like a different person, I'm doing what I've always loved and I'm living every day, every day, and it's very fulfilling. I wasn't like that before. I'm sure you know that. Is that right? Sister. Gu Ming spoke very slowly, and he seemed to want to work hard to change some of Gu Yun's white jasmine's views. Gu Ming seems to be more determined than Gu Yun and persistent. However, he has a delicate voice like a woman, which makes his tone sound softer. Such a voice is something that people can't let out even if they are angry in their hearts, like a punch on cotton, extremely depressed but extremely helpless. Nan Nan looked at Gu Ming's back, he seemed to be extremely serious and eager. Gu Ming said, but his body leaned forward unconsciously, and his waist was also slightly bowed. It all shows the posture of a humble person, a groveling appearance.
Gu Yun didn't pick up what Gu Ming said quickly. Nan Nan first heard a kind of words stuck in her throat, but it was the kind of choked, whimpering voice that couldn't be swallowed. Nan Nan only heard what seemed to be a syllable blocked in the vocal tract, and it made a sudden sound, but it was swallowed violently. After that, there was silence for two or three seconds. Finally, there was a slight sigh from Gu Yun, although the volume was small, it was full of heaviness. Gu Yun then said, "You are simply fascinated by ghosts, I really don't know what kind of ecstasy soup that woman gave you to drink, making you what you are now." You've changed, you've really changed. You've become a sister to me, and people who grew up with you don't recognize you anymore. Speaking of this, Gu Yun paused again, her voice was already very steady. Gu Yun's tone no longer contained anything, and all her emotions had been exhausted. Naturally, Gu Yun didn't have the strength to vent his emotions anymore. But there were still some changes in her tone, sometimes undulating, sometimes low, sometimes powerful, sometimes weak.
"I don't understand your current happiness, what do you have to be comfortable with, do you deserve it? Does it make you happy to abandon your wife, with whom you are in love? Or do you feel relaxed about giving up your position as a professor? Don't forget, just before my mother died, you swore to God and promised to be a good teacher. I can leave nothing else to mention for now, but you tell me that you are now resigned. Do you live up to our mother's expectations of you? Don't you feel ashamed and blushing at all?" Gu Yun continued, but at this time, she seemed to have no strength at all, and she felt powerless when she spoke.
I know that I am sorry for my mother, and I have failed her. I have nothing to say about this, I admit it, I was wrong. But for Yaya, I've done my best to make it up to her. I didn't want the house, I didn't take any of the things in the house, I left all my savings to her, and I almost left the house. Moreover, Yaya also agreed to the divorce very calmly, and did not keep me. Even though I owe her a lot, materially, I have done my best to make up for her. Except for my feelings, I left everything to Yaya. So sister, let's not mention Yaya again in the future, okay? It really makes me uncomfortable. As Gu Ming spoke, his head gradually lowered a lot, including his body, which was also bowing forward at this time. When Gu Ming's words mentioned the mother of their sister and brother. Gu Ming's tone gradually became weak and unconfident, and the guilt in his tone was extremely deep, as if if he didn't support it, it would overflow immediately. Gu Ming's tone still sounded a little sad, but it was covered up by the strong guilt. But when Gu Ming talked about Yaya, it contained an extremely calm and calm tone, and there was a sense of justification and justification. It seems that Gu Ming has never felt all kinds of sadness about this, and he has said it as a matter of course. Just like Gu Ming never thought that she should feel any sorry for this, she also seemed to think that she had completely made up for it, and the two had no apologies for a long time, and they had nothing to do with each other. In fact, this is just because Gu Ming no longer has any more feelings for her Yaya, not to mention that it is no longer love.
"Gu Ming, you are simply not human. Otherwise, otherwise how would you say such a bastard thing. You are a kind person, a person who treats you sincerely and sincerely, but you turn a blind eye and don't care at all. But on the contrary, you regard the person who is indifferent to you, but you regard it as a treasure. Gu Ming, you still dare to say that you have already made up for all of Yaya. Then I tell you, you can't make up for what you owe her. How could I have a brother like you, it really makes me sick. Gu Yun said this, and she was stimulated by Gu Ming's light tone. And this time, Gu Yun's tone was indeed able to make people feel a real disgust.