Chapter 149: It's too lonely to be alive

Everyone looked at the flirting appearance of the two, and they all had their own thoughts in their hearts.

Gong Xun saw that his daughter married this "living Hades", not only was she not wronged, but she was also very affectionate, and she was much relieved.

Feng thought that the means of dealing with Yu Xi in the future should be more restrained, after all, Gong Yuxi is now above her, and she is held by such a big backer.

Gong Feiran is a person who has thought about being a regent princess, and the jealousy in her eyes can't be hidden at this moment.

It was Liu Xiangyun who had already heard of the love between the two, and it was no wonder.

During the banquet, Yu Xi couldn't stop glancing at Liu Xiangyun, Liu Xiangyun just talked and laughed freely, as if he hadn't seen it.

The banquet was withdrawn, and when the dessert and fruit were served again, Yu Xi couldn't hold his breath.

"The color of the brocade that Erniang gave last time is good, and the luster is good, it is really top-quality, and I haven't had time to thank Erniang well."

Yu Xi said, giving Liu Xiangyun a mouth.

"It was sent by my mother's silk village, the eldest lady likes it, and I will send you another horse another day. Yesterday there were some new suits sent in, and it was useless for me to let people keep them, so you can come and see them later. ”

Liu Xiangyun treated Yu Xi the same as when she was unmarried, not showing affection or coldness. Yu Xi knew that she deliberately kept her distance, so as not to give people a chance to take advantage of it.

So he also said politely: "There is Lao Erniang." ”

followed to Liu Xiangyun's residence.

"It's a big kid, so I can't hold my breath."

When the two avoided everyone, Liu Xiangyun said in a low voice.

Yu Xi reached out and grabbed Liu Xiangyun's arm, and was about to take a pulse.

"My eldest lady, I haven't heard of taking the pulse while walking, so you can let me go back and sit still."

Seeing Yu Xi's worried appearance, his heart was hot.

Yu Xi was also happy.

"After all, you are an old clam and a pearl, and you have to cherish it." Yu Xi replied to her with Liu Xiangyun's self-deprecating words.

"Poor mouth!" Liu Xiangyun couldn't help but glance at Yu Xi, and covered her mouth and smiled first.

When he arrived in the inner room, Yu Xi gave Liu Xiangyun a pulse, and he was much more relieved.

"I'm fine." Liu Xiangyun hurriedly asked.

"There's no fetal heart rate instability, it's just that you scared yourself when you were just pregnant. But it's good for you to be careful, and you don't make mistakes. ”

Yu Xi said, "There are some supplements in the palace in the box for you, they are all prepared for me by Feng Yiyang, I can't use them for the time being, you eat more, and give me a healthy and strong brother." ”

Liu Xiangyun and Yu Xi have become familiar with each other, and they don't shirk too much.

"It doesn't matter if my son or daughter are my daughter, I just want to have a companion for the rest of my life."

Liu Xiangyun has only been pregnant for half a month, and she has not yet shown her pregnancy, she put her hand on her stomach and said to herself.

"I thought ......"

"You thought I wanted to have a son, compete for a place in this family, or get a little more property?"

Liu Xiangyun's temperament is more straightforward than Yu Xi, which broke her mind.

"No, I'm a person, I don't like status, I don't like money, I've suffered a lot, and now I just feel too lonely to live, I want a child, be a companion with me."

There were no maids in the inner room, only Liu Xiangyun and Yu Xi, and it was the first time she confided her heart like this.

"It's a familiar sentence, someone just told me about it a while ago."

Yu Xi carefully touched Liu Xiangyun's words, and there was a sad look in his eyes.

That day, Gong Xun told her about her mother and the story of Chu Qingci, and Chu Qingci said the same.

She said all her loved ones were gone and she wanted a child of her own. The world is too bitter, she is too lonely, she wants to have a child and depend on her for her life.

It's just that Chu Qingci is really lonely and desperate, but Liu Xiangyun is the eldest lady of the Liu family, and her mother's family has the largest silk village in Feng Country, and her family background is solid. Her mother's family has always been very fond of her, what is she lonely?

It's been five or six years since my mother left, and I really miss her in my heart.

Liu Xiangyun saw Yu Xi's sad look in her eyes.

"Okay, what are you sad about?"

"My mother said the same thing to my father, and she also felt lonely and boring, so she gave birth to me."

Yu Xi understands very well that Gong Xun is just a nearby choice for Chu Qingci, she wants a child, without Gong Xun, there will still be others who will have birth to her.

And she can be regarded as really accompanying Chu Qingci and accompanying her through her life-even though her life was so short and she died so badly.

Seeing Yu Xi's sad appearance, Liu Xiangyun couldn't bear it in her heart.

"It's all my fault, why did you hook up your sad things when you talked about your own business."

Liu Xiangyun personally brewed a pot of jasmine slices for Yu Xi, but she asked someone to bring in a glass of white water.

"If you don't hurry back to the palace, I'll tell you my story."

Without waiting for Yu Xi to speak, she told the story.

Thirty-seven years ago, one evening.

Fifteen-year-old son Situ Shang finished taking care of the pharmacy's accounts alone, locked the door and was about to go out. A few faint baby cries came into his ears, it was spring, and cats were in heat, and it was also this sound, Situ Shang thought he had heard it wrong, and he didn't care.

Who knew that it was not more than ten steps away, and was tripped by a bamboo basket under his feet, and the little face of the baby who was less than a month old in the basket was pale, crying like a gossamer, and it was already going to be bad.

I thought that this child was congenitally deficient, and his parents were not able to treat him, so he specially picked such a time and threw it at the door of the pharmacy.

Situ didn't have time to think about it, so he hurriedly ran back and opened the door, and sent someone to find the doctor who was sitting in the hall during the day.

The child was born with an incomplete heart and a weak body, and cried in the cold wind for an hour, and four or five doctors saved him for three days before he barely snatched his life from the hands of Hades. But saving lives is only the most basic, and the later maintenance and nourishment are the most critical, not something that ordinary people can afford.

Situ Shang is nothing, that is, although the Ci'en Hall is not as famous as it is now, it still has a very high status in Shangjing, plus the Situ family has been married to the royal family for generations, and the family has a solid background. Not to mention a baby girl, a hundred and a thousand and a half children can afford to raise.

So Situ Shang really invited a nurse and brought the baby to the house to raise it.

Situ Shang was already a decider at the age of fifteen, and although he did not take care of all the family's business, he had a surprisingly good business acumen, and no one in the family could match him. Because of this, there is a lot of weight in talking at home, and no one interferes in this matter.

Although the baby girl is congenitally sick and thin, she is very cute, and she laughs when she teases, especially when she sees Situ Shang, she always hangs on his neck and refuses to let go, or kisses her wet mouth with saliva on Situ Shang's cheek.

Situ Shangzheng was young and hot-blooded, originally just a good heart, and he didn't feel anything about such a sudden doll at first, but after a long time of contact, seeing the little guy's pitiful and cute appearance and dependence on him, he really loved him as a sister.