Nan Nan thought so, so she had to put down her phone and press on the sheet music. She shrugged her shoulders, although she was reluctant and disappointed, she had to give up. Nan Nan turned her head and faced the wardrobe, planning to change into clothes for going out, she pulled open a wardrobe surface, and the hangers were all dark pants, not black, just navy blue, and lighter, only the dark blue of jeans. Nan Nan looked at these clothes and pants, she still didn't want to put them on her body, she was still willing to wear some bright clothes. Nan Nan was also a little surprised by this psychological change in herself, and she remembered that she had been able to eat something for two days in a row, although it was not much, but she finally stopped regurgitating and vomiting, which was a great thing again. Nan Nan thought about it, and unconsciously turned the corners of her mouth slightly upward, faintly. This is not doubting why she doesn't love black, after all, she is aware that her body is gradually improving, and she is inevitably happy in her heart. Blame, Nan Nan herself is not ten minutes in love with dark colors, but she has always been used to resisting one

Just cut the shiny color. But now, because of the changes in her body, or for some other reason, Nan Nan has accepted the bright color again.

Nan Nan just glanced at the clothes hanging on the hanger, then crouched down, and opened the drawer in the closet. There is still some dust floating out, some of which are granular and some of which are flocculent, and under the translucent light, they are reflected at a glance and clearly visible. Nan Nan stretched out her right hand, made a small half circle in the air, and waved it twice, and her body leaned back again. Apparently unwilling to approach the dust, he wanted to scatter them. As soon as the dust was stirred up by Nannan, it really drifted away and rushed everywhere. There were some fine particles of dust that got into Nan Nan's nose, making her nostrils sour and itchy, so she closed her eyes, opened her mouth wide, took a deep breath, and let out a very loud sneeze.

At the same time as Nan Nan sneezed, her body subconsciously leaned forward, and she plunged headlong into the dust that had not yet had time to disperse. More and more dust got into Nan Nan's mouth, she raised her head, her nose was itching, so she had to still close her eyes, but Nan Nan continued to suck several breaths with her mouth, but she still couldn't sneeze at all, but her nose itched so much that it was sore. Nan Nan had no choice but to give up, she opened her eyes and pinched her nose a few times with her right hand to dissipate the strong discomfort.

The dust around him disappeared in an instant after Nan Nan opened her eyes. After Nan Nan felt that her nose was not sour or itchy, she put down her right hand, which was still kneading vigorously. Nan Nan lowered her head, looking at the cluttered and unfinished clothes in the closet, thinking that she had to clean up when she was free.

Most of the clothes in this wardrobe are bright or warm, and they are mixed with the four seasons. That's because Nan Nan was very reluctant to see any brightly colored clothes at first, so she mixed them all together and put them on the shelf. Before I knew it, it had been a long time, and there was already some dust on the clothes in the closet.

Nan Nan stretched out her hands and tugged at them, trying to find a piece of autumn clothing and a pair of thicker pants. Soon, she was wearing a lilac long-sleeved dress in the photo, perhaps because the color was too bright for people not to notice. Nan Nan took it out with both hands, the long sleeves were not folded, they were folded horizontally and vertically, and they were loosened with a light lift. Nan Nan shook off the dress in the air, and saw its style clearly. This dress is a bit preppy BF-style, with some tight round necks, but the whole is very loose. It is a long-sleeved fake T-shirt pattern, and the fake T-shirt is a light purple color, and the long sleeves that are connected to the short cuffs, and the long sleeves that stick out are dark purple and white crossed together to form a checkered net. The long-sleeved part is tighter than the short-sleeved part, and it is slightly wrapped by it. This layout is very distinctive, no matter what time it is, it will not look outdated, and it will always have its own unique flavor to sink into it. And the front of this dress is the image of a cup of milk tea, which is skewed, and the area occupied is not very large, only less than a quarter of the surface of the clothes. But in the center, it's very eye-catching. And on this painting, there is a half-circle arc, the English word in black font, which is "go with the sun"

Nan Nan looked at this string of English, "Walk with the sun." He translated softly. After that, Nan Nan just threw the clothes on the bed, she liked the style of the clothes, liked the color, and had an indescribable throbbing feeling for the string of English words.

Ready, Nan Nan rummaged through a pair of trousers again, and it didn't take long for her to pick up a pair of light blue trousers. Nan Nan took out the pants, closed the cabinet in the kitchen, and then stood up on her knees. Nan Nan glanced at the pants, they were high-waisted denim harem pants, and the two trouser legs were still rolled up, which looked very leisurely. Nan Nan shook the pants, turned her head to look at the long sleeves on the bed, and estimated that the two matched them to look good, and closed the door of the wardrobe. took off her pajamas, hurriedly put on her pants and clothes, after all, it was late autumn, the air was so cold, Nan Nan's movements were very fast, but she still shivered, and got goosebumps.

Nan Nan quickly changed into clothes, which were still wide, and this was a slightly loose style, so it was even more inappropriate. Nan Nan is not confined to when she bought this dress, after all, it was before, and she can't remember it after all. She turned around and walked to the bedside table, picked up her phone and put it in her pants pocket, heavy. Nan Nan picked up the sheet music again, still holding it with both hands, end-to-end

upright, I don't dare to look sloppy, because I am afraid that I will not destroy it and tear it up. She hummed softly again, humming very seriously, because she wanted to sink deep into this mind and remember it in her heart forever. After humming again, she carefully took one last look at the score, and then folded it and put it in the other side of her pants pocket.

Nan Nan walked out of her bedroom and into the bathroom, intending to wash up. At this distance, she was circling the tune on the score in her head, but there were only a few sentences over and over again, and no matter how many, Nan Nan couldn't remember it. Nan Nan washed her face, brushed her teeth, and looked at herself in the mirror, only to realize that when she was spinning this song, she had even combed her hair, and she was still in a high ponytail. Xu is just came back to her senses, Nan Nan's expression was a little confused, she couldn't do it with two minds, while memorizing the tune, but she couldn't even remember how she took care of it, and she couldn't remember it clearly, as if she had done it without her knowledge and awareness.

Nan Nan looked at herself in the mirror, and she didn't know if it was the reason for the fever, or because of the change of dress and hairstyle. Nan Nan began to feel that she was much more energetic, and she still looked emaciated, but she was not sallow and haggard.

Nan Nan smiled at the mirror, and the people there were smiling shallowly, and she stood on tiptoe again, and then fell heavily on her body. Nan Nan repeated this action several times, and staggered on the spot twice, trying to express the joyful feelings in her heart. She had no one to talk to, so she had to express it by herself doing some strange movements. This is a habit that Nan Nan has developed since she was a child, as long as she thinks of something happy in front of the mirror, she will make some small movements, which can be regarded as a kind of sharing with herself in the mirror, after all, she can rejoice with her, and only she is herself.

At this time, Nan Nan was cheerful in such a peculiar way, and she was very pleased with her change. Being a slightly happier person, for Nan Nan, is always better than the lifeless and gloomy appearance before, which makes her feel a lot happier.

Nan Nan stopped her small movements, but her heart was still flying. Nan Nan walked out of the bathroom and walked quickly to the door. Glancing at the white shoes and thermal box on the carpet at the gate, I was calm. She bent down to change into her shoes, lifted the handle of the insulated box, straightened up, took the house key from the piggy bank, put it in the pants pocket that contained the phone, and then took out a few coins and put them in the pants pocket. It was still different from the sheet music, even if the weight of one side pocket was going to sink several points, but Nan Nan still refused, for fear that it would damage the score.

After that, Nan Nan opened the door and walked out, glanced at the thermos box he was holding, and touched his pants pocket, and finally closed the door after confirming that there was nothing missing.

Nan Nan walked into the elevator and quickly walked out of the door of her own building, and did not meet anyone who took the elevator along the way, but also came quietly. Nan Nan stepped out of the door of the building, and the light outside was abundant, but not dazzling, very bright. It's just the autumn wind, blowing on people's faces, and the body is still a little cold, but it's not bad, there is no strong wind, not a small group of cold wind caressing the face, but it also makes Nan Nan's face suddenly become no temperature, it is cold. But Nan Nan looked like she didn't care anymore, her steps were brisk, like a frolicking little sparrow, very jubilant.

Nan Nan is really happy, first, she ate something again today, and if she didn't vomit, she was a little closer to a normal life. Second, she no longer rejects some colored clothes, but is reluctant to change into that airless dark color. Third, she found that her complexion was much better. All this seems to confirm that Nannan's body is gradually developing by the trend of health. Nan Nan began to transform from the previous despair into a trace of hope and hope.

Nan Nan walked to the bus stop with Lian Ying's steps, she didn't even notice that there was a shallow smile on her face, and her brown pupils were also shining, although the light was small, but it was real.