778 I used to want to be a person in particular

How can a person survive without a physical body? This may be a difficult concept for others to understand, some people can manipulate animals with their abilities, and some people can manipulate plants, but they all have their own flesh.

Even Qing Xiran, although she can control Qing Xiaomei's body and move freely in the bottom layer of the crystal nucleus, she also has her own body.

Formless, with only a mass of energy, how can we survive in this world?

If the concept is difficult to understand, wouldn't it be easier to understand with the concept of ghosts? In other words, Yi Ting's physical body has long been destroyed, and what is active in front of "Qing Xiran" now is just a group of ghosts that cannot be killed.

With the words of "Qing Xiran", word by word, the murderous aura in Yi Ting's eyes grew, what is there in this world that can be seen through and make people feel more dangerous?

"Do you know why I'm the way I am?"

Yi Ting approached "Qing Xiran" standing in front of her step by step, and she sneered:

"You're curious, then I'll tell you, that's right, what you said before is all right, Huang He is my father, Huang Ping is my uncle, but the two of them, do you know what kind of existence they are? You don't want to see it, they are actually two very smart people, you think that the enhancers of the era base, and those end-time drugs you have made, are already very good, right? For the Anomalist that my uncle researched, it wasn't worth mentioning at all. ”

As she spoke, there were tears in her eyes, which reflected the glimmer of light from the life detector in her hand, and she looked a little unspeakably broken.

Yi Ting continued:

"Do I want to look like this? As a formless and formless energy body that can be dispersed with the wind as soon as the wind blows, I have long since died, and you always point fingers at me and scolds Huai, saying that I sent the abacus team to die, but I survived alone, but do you know what my father and my uncle did to me? I'm the first test subject of their ability generators, do you know the pain of being stripped of your body and consciousness, and do you know what it's like to watch yourself die and rot little by little? ”

The ability generator is a potion that can allow ordinary people to give birth to abilities after years of research by Huang Ping.

The concept is similar to the enhancer of the era base, but the enhancer of the era base, because the ingredients are within the safe tolerance range of the human body, so the human body will not have any pain, after it is injected, it will not let ordinary people without abilities grow abilities, but it will make ordinary people's physique stronger.

And it can also extend the life span of ordinary people for a year, people, they all say that the potential is unlimited, as long as you live, there is always hope, there are so many hidden abilities now, life is so long, you will always wait for your own hidden, the day when you become explicit, you can always make peace with yourself, and ordinary people accept that they will always be just an ordinary person.

But Huang Ping wanted to make an ability generator out of the sword, and he was the first to use it for his niece.

"They say it's love for me."

Yi Ting stared at "Qing Xiran" in the dark, tears fell from her eyes, and said with a smile:

"Mizukage, you can't fight them, they love collecting abilities, you know, what collecting abilities are? They have a large laboratory, and they lock up the deceived abilities in this laboratory, and constantly extract various parts of their bodies for research and testing, and then make various ability generation doses, and inject themselves, you said that when we met again in the abacus camp, each of my afterimages used different abilities, yes, because I was injected with more than one ability generator. ”

She suddenly lost control of her emotions and yelled at "Qing Xiran":

"More than one !! I resisted, the day they pulled our team to the Fihua base to grow crystal nucleus, I resisted, but I was tied to the operating table, and I was tied up for a whole year, you know, a year!! ”

What does that taste like? begging for death, that year when she can't die, she is injected with an ability generator every once in a while, but so many abilities are all piled up on one person's body, how can the human body stand it?

An ordinary person, if he wants to be stimulated, he must go through a life and death ordeal in order to have such an opportunity, in the process of stimulating the dominant ability, he will also have fever, dizziness, bone pain, skin burning, this process, as if taking off a layer of skin.

However, the ability generator is to forcibly plant the ability that cannot grow in one's own physique into an unsuitable body, just like if you have to plant lotus flowers in the desert, you have to raise succulents in water, and if the planting fails, then increase the dose and come back.

Therefore, the process of Yi Ting's ability being planted is a hundred times more painful than others.

That's not all, in the year she was tied to the operating table, every once in a while, she had to endure such a hundredfold pain, and in the case of the Nth increase in dose, this pain can be increased even more.

She had cramps and vomited all the time, and she cried and begged them to let her go, but her father and uncle told her to be patient, and it was all for her own good, and as long as she could endure the pain, she would be invincible, just like them!

The current Yi Ting, it is true that no one can be killed, but she watched her body decay little by little, and then because of her physique, she was injected with a large number of different ability generators, and became a mass of energy bodies that did not need physical bodies at all.

Whoever loves to taste this pain can taste it.

Quietly listening to Yi Ting's words, "Qing Xiran" stood motionless, at this time, the world on the ground has fallen into the night, regardless of the city, Qing Xiran stood in the courtyard with her arms in her hands, her eyes raised, looking straight at the bright starry sky in the sky.

Behind her, in a safe and stable environment, Wen Jing came out of the house, holding a gray blanket in her hand, walked behind Qing Xiran, and draped it over her thin body.

"Wen Jing, you know what? I used to really want to be a person. ”

Qing Xiran, who hadn't opened her heart to anyone for a long, long time, gathered the blanket on her body, she still stood in place and didn't look back, her voice still had a hint of metallic texture, but tonight it seemed a little ethereal, she said softly:

"I always think that my character is not good, when I was a child, I didn't like my father, when I was 8 years old, my grandfather threw me into the mental arithmetic team alone, my mother left me very early, and my father treated Li Xiaoxing much better than my own daughter, so I always thought that I was probably a very bad person."