Chapter 16: The Gift of Afterglow
"Well, thank you!" Malt said.
Immediately after that, I saw the figure of a boy coming downstairs, because he was sitting in that position, the light was dim, so he couldn't see his face clearly, but I still had to thank him.
If, according to the boy just now, C language is strong drawing ability and portability, java is versatile and efficient, C++ supports multiple programming paradigms, and php is a hypertext preprocessing language, then for a person in the art department, should you choose C language, it seems that only C language is related to drawing ability, or choose this.
Originally, I thought that all majors could participate in the computer programming competition, and the direction was still very wide, but now it seems that just listening to these directions will go around my dizziness, and it seems that in addition to computer majors, I can participate in other majors, which is basically just a mix of names, like a false disguise.
The book I have in my hand doesn't seem to be of much use, and I have to find a new one, only about the introductory level of the C language.
So I had to leave the stairwell and walk down the stairwell to the main library building, but I found that the two places were very different, although the lights in the stairwell were very bright, compared to the lights in the main library building, it was a drop in the bucket, and it was particularly dazzling........
The books of the Department of Computer Science are distributed on the east side of the third floor, and I went to it last time, so I don't have to look for the book machine this time (otherwise I have to go down from the third floor to the negative floor, take the elevator, the psychological shadow of the last time has not passed, and I am too tired to go down).
Slowly walked to the east side of the third floor, and sure enough, a row of bookshelves was displayed in front of me, in fact, my favorite thing to do was to pick up books, but I didn't necessarily read it after picking it, and the feeling of picking books was simply too cool~
All kinds of books are displayed on the shelves, in all colors, in various categories, and in various thicknesses, you can choose from them.
Malt first put the pink book he borrowed back to its original position, but suddenly saw a straight person sitting in front of the table through the gap in the book, with a black laptop in front of him, and under the light of the library, his perfect side face arc was once again displayed (as for why it is said again, the last time was at the ice cream, maybe according to Malt's height, you can only see this side face).
Malt was suddenly shocked, but it was not a panic, but a surprise.
When you meet someone you like, it's like a firework in the sky, and you will burst into small fireworks in every small place in your heart, crackling and exploding in your heart........
Malt picked up a book at random, walked from one bookshelf to another, and then knew that the distance from him was getting closer and closer, and his eyes never left him.
Suddenly, he pinched his round little face with his hand, it hurts, it seems that this time he is really not dreaming, is this the fate of God again, just to come to the library to find a book, but to be able to meet him, there must be a god in the dark, which god is it, let me thank him~
Malt stood there dumbfounded, I don't know why, whenever I see him, I feel that this world is very beautiful, and I will gently touch my heartstrings. He looks so serious, is he preparing for the computer programming competition that will start soon, and sure enough, the person who can be on the school top list must not be in vain.
Unconsciously, there was only one bookshelf left from him, and if you were far away, a bookshelf would cover a person's body, and if you were close, the distance between them would only be ten steps.
Malt held all the books that could block his view in his hands, as if he could get closer to him, his indifferent expression made it a little unapproachable, if he just walked to his side and said something yes or no, I am afraid it would disturb him. What's more, she is so serious, she must attach great importance to this competition, at this time, she should be quiet......
But at this time, a girl suddenly walked across from a table that he had made himself, the girl's long hair fluttered slightly with a little curl, and she was wearing a good skirt......
Who is she? Why did you appear next to Senior Mangni? Isn't Senior Mangni without a girlfriend? Could it be that Senior Mangni really has a crush behind his back?
Mai Mai watched the girl arrive when Senior Mang Ni stood up and nodded, and then the two sat down, and the girl also took out a notebook and put it on the table, and the two of them seemed to be talking about something.
Malt is a little disappointed, that girl is so beautiful, if she stands with herself, it seems that there is no comparison, don't all boys like that kind of girl.......
But at this time, one of the several books in his hand suddenly slipped to the ground, and there was silence around the library, but suddenly he heard a "loud noise", and Malt seemed very panicked, and immediately squatted down to pick up the book.
But just as he picked up the book and straightened up, he was just about to put the book back on the shelf, and through the gap in the shelf, he saw Senior Mangni, who was only ten steps away from him, glanced over......
Here's Malt's inner monologue: Do you know that heart-pounding feeling? It's just that~ raised my eyes to the gentleness, I thought that the scene that only appeared in idol dramas, but I actually met it, it was too gentle My heart-warming boy, when we looked at each other, my heart trembled.......
But the reality is not as beautiful as idol dramas, and that kind of gentle eyes are just imagined by themselves, Senior Mangni's gaze is still so indifferent, and after glancing at it, he turned his head back, as if nothing had happened, as if he didn't know this person......
Malt was originally going to think about what to say in the past, but in such an embarrassing scene, with such an elegant and beautiful girl next to her, what could she say in the past, alas......
I found a random book and left.
But I am still very disappointed in my heart, why does everything become so bad when it falls into my hands, maybe the gods in the sky gave me the opportunity to meet by chance, but let myself mess up all this with my own hands, maybe even the gods are waiting for an apology.....
"Shouldn't I go to the computer programming competition, I always appear in front of him, will he hate me very much..."Malt blamed himself countless times in his heart, but remembering that gentle look and completely denied himself again.
"Why do I think that? I'm not bad, I also have advantages, okay, I haven't had inferiority since I was a child, I don't believe I can't get what I like, my grandmother said that the malt will become better in the future, and I can't give up anyway, and even if I have someone I like, I haven't announced that I'm still together!!! Malt said something exciting in his heart as if he had beaten himself with chicken blood.
When I got back to my dormitory, I picked up a postcard and wrote: If there are seven billion years before the sun expands and explodes, then there will be seven billion years to extinguish death, and then the earth will be wiped out, and I can still like him for seven billion years. Mirabilite! I don't believe I can't handle you!!
Pasted this postcard on his desk, his heart was full of incomparable confidence, many things were not tried to do, if he gave up, then he would definitely regret it in the future, if he really put in his own efforts, and Senior Mangni did not get a response, maybe when he mentioned this matter in the future, at least he would not regret it.
Then I started to study the book I was holding seriously, and fortunately, the book I took at random was in C.
I read a book late that night, although there were many terms in it that I couldn't understand, and I downloaded a few proprietary programming software from the computer, and I used it like an old man operating a mobile phone.
When someone is better than themselves, the first thing to do should not be to escape their own shortcomings, but to discover their own shining points, and continue to work towards this excellent person, which is the most important thing to do.
Instead of seeing others excellent, and then looking at their own shortcomings and constantly inferiority, this will only make themselves blindly degenerate. In the end, it doesn't end well, so it's stupid.
Only by making our own hearts stronger will we not want to escape when facing everything, and escape will not solve any problems, and only by facing fear can we completely overcome fear.
Malt knows that although the girl looks much more beautiful than herself, there are a lot of internal things, maybe she can't let others know at all, everyone's existence is different, everyone's existence is valuable, and everyone has what they are good at, so as long as you grasp the shining point of your body and work hard, then everything is hopeful, and you can't keep complaining about yourself on the side, which will only let you blindly stay in the injured place, and you won't be able to heal for a long time......
This truth was taught to me by my grandmother when I was very young, and I didn't understand what it meant when I was young, because I was carefree when I was young, and I didn't have to worry about anything, such as what to eat and wear, and where to go every day to report, which was all handled by my grandmother, but now, just like my grandmother's words, the future days will be completely different from the previous days.
This completely different life has indeed changed a lot from before, when stepping into the university campus, it means saying goodbye to the previous life, being alone in this strange environment, everything you want to do is all by virtue of your own heart and mind, the next road will mean that a person will go down, if you can't cultivate a good heart, I'm afraid that you will feel sorry for yourself when you encounter a little setback, if you can't have the courage to overcome setbacks, then your footsteps will stay here forever, Compared to his peers, he is already too far behind.
Since there is a place in the heart of the malt and the existence of the beautiful people that the heart yearns for, then all the setbacks encountered on this road are their own choice, since they are their own choice, then they must work hard to finish....