"What's the matter, looking at me like that?" An Ju pressed her temples, but saw that Ai Mo had been looking directly at herself, and asked with a smile.

"Are you really okay?" As he spoke, Ai Mo reached out and touched An Yu's forehead again, with a worried look on his face.

"It's okay, I'm sometimes like this when I'm tired, and it's not the first time, didn't Chu Huaimiao say it just now? It will be fine in two days. ”

"I'm sorry, it's all because of me." Ai Mo said reproachfully.

"It's not your reason either." An Yu rubbed Ai Mo's head, sighed and said: "Maybe it's because I've been exposed to society too early, many of my thoughts and behaviors have been formed too early, and whenever I break one of my own inherent ideas, I will be sick like being recreated, to put it bluntly, it's just my own heart disease." Of course, the first time he just said was indeed forced out because he was too aggrieved and too tired to be a gunman for Annan, but the next few times I knew, but I figured out something, I was relieved, and I let it go, but because I relaxed, I had a problem with my body. ”

"You've made your life too clear." Ai Mo said distressedly, she knew that even so, her own affairs must be one of the triggers.

Anju looked at Ai Mo in surprise, as if she didn't expect her to say that.

"Looks like you've seen more than I do!" An Ju looked at Ai Mo with a smile, and there seemed to be some relief in her smile, which made Ai Mo a little embarrassed.

"In fact, the most difficult thing in life is that it is rare to be confused, everyone's life is constantly in the pursuit of understanding in the process of growth, but in the end I found that it is better to be confused, and happiness will come earlier, but when you understand this truth, you can't go back, and time will not wait for you to figure it out before you shoot at you." An Ju sat up and stretched, a rare fever, but let her sleep a little longer.

"What did you think of, suddenly?"

Anjun didn't answer, just shook her head.

"Everyone has their own paranoia, which is created by life experience and character, but some acquired things have existed for too long, but they think that they are born, and they keep it as their own personality, but in fact, it is just a disguise that has been used to it for too long, and after breaking it, it is often enlightened. Just like me, I mistook that paranoia for freedom, but maybe in a few years, what I said today will be overturned by myself, and the mask of freedom and freedom may be regarded by myself again. ”

Ai Mo listened to the clouds and mountains and fog, and felt that he was surrounded by it, and he couldn't understand it at all.

"If you don't understand, forget it." An Ju smiled, lifted the quilt and prepared to get up and move. Perhaps only she understands that life from childhood to adulthood is too regular, and there is a plan for every step, so that she is used to giving a definition of everything and each performance, and what things should be directly faced and what strategies can be adopted, and there is a fixed pattern, which is the inertia brought to her by her experience since childhood.

But in the long run, once the definition and law are lost, they lose their sense of security and make people hesitant and powerless. And every now and then, she will get sick, as if her body is buffering her.

"You're just getting better, Dr. Chu's recuperation products haven't been delivered yet, let's rest for a while!"

"It's okay, I'm almost fine for a good night's sleep, don't look at him and say it's okay in two days, you look at it! After his messy recuperation arrived, he would have to endure at least a week of phone bombardment, and I would be wasting my chance if I didn't take advantage of this time to relax again. ”

"Oh, but he really cares about your body." Ai Mo nodded, remembering Chu Huaimiao's nervousness when he just came in and saw An Ju lying on the bed, and he also understood the concern for An Ju in his heart.

"Xiao Ai, what do you say I should do with You Yi?" An Yu obviously didn't pay attention to what Ai Mo said about Chu Huaimiao, moved a little, pressed his legs, and rejuvenated his body that had been lying for more than ten hours, and asked seemingly casually.

Ai Mo's side of the matter, at least it will be smooth, but You Yi doesn't know what the situation is, if You Yi doesn't go to the dream of the clouds again, she doesn't seem to have any reason to look for Bian Xiaoxi anymore, even if she finds it, how can she tell him?

"Did you mean the words you said to him? I used to think that he shouldn't be such a fragile person, even if he was directly broken, he would figure it out in a few days, but I didn't expect that he hadn't played the game for so many days, and I don't know if the institute was really too busy. Ai Mo remembered what An Ju said that day, for a person who lives and works in an extremely simple environment and has never considered what attitude to deliberately treat others, it is more uncomfortable to see the reality clearly than to be content with the status quo.

"It's also my fault, I'm too egoistic, I'm always used to thinking about you from your own standpoint, many things are nothing to me, but they may be important to you. Even if he really noticed her only because of Bian Xiaoxi's coldness and isolation, he was more eager for his overtures to be reciprocated, after so long, there would be some sincerity in it. I said that the favor was so pale, if it was you, if I were not An Zhen, you would also brush your sleeves away, right? ”

Ai Mo bit her lip, didn't know how to answer, thought about it, Ai Mo said, "It's really not good, why don't you go find him?" Didn't Annan get angry about some of the things you said before? You just have to talk to him, and you'll be fine. ”

"He's not Annan, my little uncle understands my style of doing things, and I also grasp my little uncle's character, but You Yi is different, even if he is barely a friend, this friendship has just begun! Moreover, even if I learned to be softer, some habits that I had formed over the years could be changed. Maybe next time I find some clues about Bian Xiaoxi, my mouth will hit people again. An Ju shrugged her shoulders and was a little helpless, even if she had good adaptability and adjustment ability, but once her personality was formed, it was impossible to completely change.

"I think if you really treat us as friends, you won't care if you know about it. However, the height of your questions is always different from that of ordinary people. If it was before, you would definitely say that people who can't understand your height will not be a pity even if they don't communicate anymore, and this time they are already very patient with You Yi. ”

Watching Ai Mo learn to speak in her own tone, like watching a child pretend to be an adult, swept away half of the haze that lingered in An Yu's heart.

"Sometimes I think you're still the little girl who was occasionally stubborn and hesitant before, but now you always surprise me, it seems that you have really grown up, and I'm afraid I will be able to worry less about you in the future. Maybe it was my paranoia to blindly push the decision to you at the beginning, and forcibly let you decide your own path before entering society! ”

Ai Mo hurriedly shook his head, but was stopped by An Ji.

"It's the same with Helian Yu, I think that's the best way to sharpen him, so I did it, what if you don't stick to it? Fortunately, my estimate of you is still manageable. It's just that I'm really a little uncertain about You Yi! Forget it, now that I've said it, it's naturally impossible for me to take it back, let's take it one step at a time! ”

"Actually, you're just asking too much of yourself, and it's becoming your weakness. If you don't really treat him as a friend, you won't associate with him in the most frank way, and unworthy people naturally don't understand your goodness. Ai Mo thought silently to herself.