Butterfly Shadow was a little distressed, looked at me and said, "Why is the master like this? If you are really pregnant, we can naturally find a way to let you marry into the Fourth Master's Mansion in a beautiful manner. You have wronged yourself like this, and we feel uncomfortable when we look at it. ”

I shook my head, feeling sad in the bottom of my heart: "No...... The relationship between me and the emperor now, even if I reluctantly marry the fourth master, it will not benefit anyone. It will only make the emperor wary of him early. Furthermore, if you marry into the Fourth Master's Mansion, you have to be distracted to deal with those 'women' in the mansion, and you have to face the 'jade' Yao head-on. At that time, I am afraid that Nian Qianyao will also be dissatisfied. ”

Let the fourth master snub me, the fourth master will be sad in his heart, and I will be wronged in my heart. And if the fourth master treats me well according to his own heart and snubs Nian 'Yu' Yao, then everything we have done before will be in vain...... People, why is it so hard to live......

A few of them looked at me like this, and they couldn't bear to say more, so I sighed and smiled: "Okay, okay, let's all go back, I'll go back to sleep too." None of this is a big deal, it doesn't matter...... Get through it, and it's fine...... You just have everything in your hands, and don't worry about me. ”

"Yes, the subordinates obey the order, and the master should sleep peacefully."

I went back to my room and fell asleep, and the dream came back to me, and I couldn't be at peace......

"Gege didn't sleep well last night?" After getting up in the morning, when I sat in front of the mirror and asked Lan Yue to comb my hair, Lan Yue asked.

I looked at the dark circles that were still noticeable in the bronze mirror and smiled, "It's nothing, it's just a dream." Hurry up and comb your hair, after breakfast, I'm going to go to the palace to say goodbye. "I'm going to ask for an order to see Brother Thirteen today, it's better to go a little earlier. The thirteenth sister-in-law must be pulling me to count me down.

After combing her hair, Lan Yue opened the jewelry box and asked me, "What clothes is Gege wearing today?" Is it good to match that hairpin? ”

I thought about what clothes I didn't bring back, so I asked her, "Among the clothes that Mr. Liang sent me yesterday, are there moon-white 'colored' clothes?" ”

"Yes."

"Then that one. Pick a few pieces of jewelry that are plain and clean, and wear a few pieces. As I spoke, my hand unconsciously touched the mutton fat 'jade' bracelet on my left wrist and the fourth master. I have never taken off this bracelet, whether it is in Fujian or in the grassland.

Among the newly sent jewelry, there are also a few pieces of mutton fat 'jade', Lan Yue picked them up and put them on for me, I opened another jewelry box, took the one given by the fourth master, and put the hairpin in the hair.

Lan Yue looked at me with a smile: "Gege is so good-looking." ”

I didn't speak, nodded and smiled, got up and walked to the table for breakfast, and hurried to the imperial study to say goodbye.

Kangxi Ye has been in a very low mood recently, the prince was deposed, and the things that he found out at this opportunity broke his heart hard. Seeing that I came to say goodbye, he just nodded lightly, and asked me a few words how I ate, whether I slept well, and whether I was used to it when I came back.

I answered them all, and he sighed and didn't speak.

"Your Majesty, Ji Ya wants to ask for a decree to go and see the Thirteenth Master."

When Kangxi heard this, he frowned at me, his eyes were undisguised suspicion and questioning, I looked at him frankly, and after a long time, he sighed and said: "Go, take the gold medal I gave you, and let Liang Jiugong send a proper person to follow to pass the decree." Just come back early. ”

"Thank you, Emperor Longen."

I thanked me, turned my head to leave, and walked to the 'door', Kangxi suddenly stopped me: "You, don't you want to call me Huang Ama again?" ”

This question, like a boulder, in my heart lake that is still calm with him, how do I not want to call him a sentence of Huang Ama, if we can really be like a pair of father and daughter, of course I want to call him Huang Ama, but now, there is intrigue between the two of us, too many contradictions are like bombs that will explode at any time. Moreover, is he really reluctant to give up on me?

I looked back at him, and I saw only an old man who was broken by his beloved son, an old man whose imperial might was covered up by sadness and loneliness.

No, he wasn't reluctant to give me, he was just momentarily lost, so he thought of it.

I lowered my eyes and said, "Jiya doesn't dare." ”

This sentence didn't dare, once again widened the distance between the two of us, he was stunned for a moment, and waved his hand: "That's it, you go." ”

Walking out of the imperial study and closing the big 'door' of vermilion, it seems to close the 'door' of our hearts. The pictures of father's kindness and filial piety once came to my heart and made my nose sour.

"Princess." Liang Jiugong called me.

I looked up at him and nodded with a smile: "Anda, you find a suitable person and follow me to the Thirteenth Master's Mansion." I asked for a request to go and see. ”

"Hey, wait, this matter is not reliable for ordinary people, and the old slave went to let people find Xiaoshunzi." Liang Jiugong beckoned a little eunuch to look for someone, and I was thinking: Xiao Shunzi? But the one who has been helping me and the fourth master deliver letters and things?

Liang Jiugong didn't give me more time to think about it: "Princess, are you still satisfied with what the old slave sent yesterday?" If you still want something, you can say, and the old slave will prepare. ”

I shook my head, thanking him for his thoughtfulness towards me: "Anda, it's all good. Don't bother too much. Accompany the emperor every day, you are already very tired, don't worry about me anymore, you are like this, Ji Ya can't bear it. ”

Liang Jiugong smiled kindly: "It's nothing, it's nothing." Slaves are old, and sometimes it is not good to remember 'sex'. The clothes and jewelry are all selected with a plain and elegant color, but the materials are all good. I'm just afraid that the size is wrong, if you think it's not suitable, but don't tell the old slave, don't wronged yourself. ”

Liang Jiugong was respectful to me, but this intention was more revealing of the hearts of the elders to the younger generations, I didn't know how to express my feelings of 'excitement', and patted his old hand: "Anda, it's really good." I'm already very 'excited' when you think of me like this. ”

He nodded, his eyes were a little moist: "It's good if the princess is satisfied, it's good if you're satisfied." If you are going to move to the mansion in a few days, the old slave will prepare the right clothes and jewelry for you in advance. Ah, by the way, the princess likes to drink tea, and the new tea set and this year's new tea old slave will also go and order them to get ready to come out in a while. This year's Biluo 'spring' is very good, and the old slave personally stares at it and asks them to put it on for you. ”

"It's enough for Anda to tell others to do it, why do you have to work hard yourself?" I really can't bear to let him worry more about me, he accompanies Kangxi every day, and he can't leave it for a while, if you want to '' for me, you must wait until Kangxi sleeps. And Kangxi Ye has always slept late, I looked at Liang Jiugong's old appearance, and I couldn't bear it.

And he didn't care about the hard work: "Don't work hard, don't work hard, the princess doesn't know, the little eunuch, if you don't look at it, will secretly exchange the old tea for the new tea, and then secretly take it out of the palace to sell." After all, the palace is bitter, and the old slave turns a blind eye. But if you change someone else, the princess must be the best. ”