Chapter 149: I can't take my eyes off and I can't bear to cry, I admit it
"Oh, oh, okay." Jiang Youxi looked at everyone with a mysterious look, and snorted in his heart, they are all people with secrets, cut, I still look at my little sister.
Li Wenyan didn't say anything when he saw this situation, he didn't smile anymore, he regained his expressionless appearance, and continued to bow his head to study.
His temper seems to have been affected by the weather, and he seemed to have punched Jiang Youxi just now, something is wrong, Li Wenyan silently recited the core values of socialism in his heart a few times, and he suddenly felt much better.
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Lin Tian sat in his place, looking out through the window, the dark clouds were rolling black, it was not raining, but the color of this day was very bad, he didn't like this gray sky, it was dull and depressing, like ten thousand ghosts pressing the realm, which made people panic and irritable.
Lin Tian's mood was very bad, and his mood was also very bad, as if he had broken free of the gauze, and his hands were clenched tightly, wanting to fight.
Jiang Youxi seemed to swallow a mouthful of saliva when he saw it, what is the situation??? The young lady is blackened? Hawk, isn't the young lady the heroine, but actually the biggest villain boss? It's scary!
"Little sister~" Jiang Youxi shouted tentatively, Li Wenyan also heard it, looked at Lin Tian's side, and instantly felt an alarm bell in his heart, what is the situation, who can say, why is his table as if the demon who has been sealed for thousands of years broke through the seal and was reborn?
Lin Tian didn't agree, or that Lin Tian was struggling with himself, his own heart. The restless beating, as if breaking free from the shackles of the Xiong cavity with this dark cloud, is about to see the sun and leap out.
The heart was in a sharp uproar, as if it had returned to that day, that day, I went home as usual, opened the door, and the smell of blood filled the house, and everything was in vain. Red room, gray sky.
There were a few birds flying in the sky, their hands stained with blood, the blood of people who had lived with them for fourteen years, so much blood.
The world seems to have turned blood red, the memoir flips extremely fast, how did you leave your home, how did you leave your school, how did you leave the central area? It's so messy, why is it so messy? It's like a fake, from the initial beauty to the last blood red, it's all fake.
The fragments of memory are falling off one by one, and the heart is clamouring and noisy.
"Whence you come from, you will return." The voice of the heart rustled, as if Jiang Youxi asked himself what he was eating this morning, so ordinary, without the slightest objection.
"Where am I from?" Lin Tian doesn't know, where am I from?
"You don't belong here." The voice began to grow farther and farther away, far away and very close, like the wind, running around.
"I don't belong here?" Lin Tian asked himself, what do I ask that doesn't belong here? So where do I belong? Wasn't that where I was born, grew up, studied here, and started a family here?
"Go where you need to be, you don't belong here." That voice floated in his ears, Lin Tian was a little depressed, he couldn't catch this voice, he couldn't find the source of this sound, what was it?
"How am I not here, and if I don't belong here, where do I belong?" Lin Tian calmed down, and his heart hurt when he couldn't catch it. It seems that it is really going to break away from the xiong cavity, what is going on?
"You came from the darkness, you want to go to the darkness......" The voice never came back, drifting far, far away, Lin Tian didn't hear what this last sentence was, what came from what, what was wrong?
Lin Tian covered his heart, he didn't want to know where that ghost voice came from now, and what its purpose was, but now his heart hurts, this sound seems to make his heart beat even harder, it hurts.
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"Lin Tian Lin Tian Lin Tian Lin Tian !!! Don't scare me!! Little Sister!! Jiang Youxi saw Lin Tian holding his heart, wanting to curl up in a ball, no matter how he shouted, he didn't care about himself.
Jiang Youxi shook Lin Tian desperately, and if he wanted to wake Lin Tian up, he almost called an ambulance.
"Don't shake me, I'm going to die." Lin Tian was originally upset by that voice, and he was made to die by his heart, and now this little heroine Jiang who is not a long-eyed little expert in death is still shaking herself desperately, this is to see if Lao Tzu is dead, right? The living were killed.
"Little sister, are you alright? You're scary!! "Jiang. Be a little expert in death. You Xi cried, almost thinking that her little sister was gone, she hadn't repaid her kindness, and she was going to lose her little sister when she grew up, so sad.
"Do you know that people who can't shake heart disease, my heart is about to be shaken out by you." Lin Tian was very angry, covering his chest, he didn't know if he should go to the hospital or what, he took out a bottle of fast-acting heart-saving pills from the hole in the table, although Zhou also said that this medicine had no effect on his illness, that is, it was a psychological effect, but he still had to take it.
Mahada, it's painful to die!
"Little sister, I'm sorry, I really don't know, I'm just a stupid kid with no common sense, I don't know." Jiang Youxi cried directly, the classroom is very quiet now, because everyone stopped when Jiang Youxi shouted Lin Tian frantically just now.
The basketball game is far less important than the lives of classmates, this is a fresh life, and everyone is afraid of being shouted by Jiang Youxi just now.
"I'm fine, stop crying." Lin Tian covered his heart with his left hand, and wiped Jiang Youxi's tears with his right hand, what an invincible beautiful girl, she cried when she said she cried.
"Little sister, I'm so scared." I remember, my mother was so bad that day, I was really scared, I was afraid that you were gone, you were gone, I became alone again, young lady, I can't tell you any of this.
"I'm really fine, you're struggling, you don't know, my life is big, it's okay with this little thing." Lin Tian's face was very white, his heart was very white, his lips were very white, the whole person was bloodless, and a little bead of sweat appeared on his face, so painful, but he was still comforting this little princess.
"I'm really, really scared~" Jiang Youxi suddenly covered her face and cried, this feeling of paleness and powerlessness was exactly the same as it was at that time, what should I do? I don't know, I'm scared.
Jiang Youxi was extremely scared, just like the only road in front of him was a cliff, he couldn't go down, and he couldn't take a step forward.
Lin Tian sighed lightly, and hugged Jiang Youxi with his hand across a table.
What can I do, you take the heroine's script and cry all the time, let me take the hero's script and save the world.
The classroom was quiet, as long as a girl with a pale face like a piece of paper was holding a crying boy, the whole world was as if there was no one else, and all the people were like stardust.
Jiang Youxi first cried loudly, and then sobbed quietly for a while.
After a long time, Lin Tian felt that he was a fool, it was so painful at that time, why did he have to spare a hand to wipe the tears of the person who almost killed him.
Maybe since I lost my parents, home, school, identity, and everything, I feel that the rest of my life will be lonely and boring, and I also want to have someone who can be protected, hoping that he will always be innocent, peaceful, joyful, and carefree.
That person was the boy who was held by himself and wiped his tears, since he saw him crying, he couldn't take his eyes off it, and he couldn't bear it.
In the end, Jiang Youxi wiped her tears and snot on Lin Tian's school uniform, revealing one eye and looking at Lin Tian carefully, and found that Lin Tian was not angry, but hugged herself harder.
Jiang Youxi felt that he had fallen, like a lonely island, sinking in this ocean.
"I ......" Jiang Youxi wanted to say something.
"It's not ugly." Lin Tian replied.
"How do you know I'm going to ask if you're ugly?" Jiang Youxi felt that her eyes were a little swollen and pouted.
Lin Tian saw Jiang Youxi, who was so heartless and still crying for a second: "Aren't you the first little Jiang Jiang in the world?" I guessed it. ”
Lin Tian let go of Jiang Youxi, his heart was still beating wildly as just now, and Lin Tian felt that he might be a pill.
"Am I really not ugly?" Jiang Youxi wanted to rub his eyes with his own hands, but Lin Tian took Jiang Youxi's hand down in time.
"Don't move, there's bacteria, it's going to swell."
Jiang Youxi pursed his mouth and sniffed twice. Lin Tian took out a tissue and gave it to Jiang Youxi.
Lin Tian looked at Jiang Youxi wiping his tears, such a young man like a flower and jade, his eyes were red, the tip of his nose was red, no matter how he looked at it, he was a pitiful image of being bullied, Lin Tian couldn't help laughing.
"Little sister! You say I'm not ugly!! Jiang Youxi exploded in an instant, he was going to take the flower road, how could he be ugly!!
Jiang Youxi took out his mobile phone and took a photo. As a result, I was stunned, it was definitely not me who had a red nose and eyes, and tears on my face, who is this, so ugly!!
"No, it's not ugly, it's cute, I love it." Lin Tian looked at Jiang Youxi sincerely.
"Poof~ You'll lie to me!" Jiang Youxi smiled, laughing even uglier, Lin Tian wanted to retract this sentence, but looking at the heroine Jiang finally smiled, ugly is a little ugly, but it is still very pleasing to the eye.
Lin Tian didn't laugh, she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh, her heart hurt. The pain was suffocating, and he didn't know what to do, lying on the table, the table reflected his face, Lin Tian sighed in his heart, this time he really became a female ghost.
The people in the classroom were talking in a whisper, either a basketball game or Lin Tian and Jiang Youxi.
Jiang Youxi looked at his young lady, lying on the table and didn't know what he was thinking, he looked at a place attentively, wiped his tears away from his tears, wiped his hands with alcohol gauze, and put it back to hold one of Lin Tian's hands.
"Come on for the basketball game, the right time and place will let you take advantage of it, if you don't win, it will be difficult for you to take advantage of it." Lin Tian's face was still bloodless, and his heart issued a violent warning, which did not show at all on Lin Tian's expression, but his face was very pale.
"Uh-huh, I will, just wait and see!!" Jiang Youxi scratched his head embarrassedly, smiled a little, and slowly cracked his entire mouth.
"Laugh if you want, why are you doing this?" Lin Tian quietly watched Jiang Youxi's small movements, and felt that this was not bad.
"Little sister, it's okay if your face is so pale, right?" Jiang Youxi was still very worried.
"It's okay, you don't know about me, it's an old problem, and your face will recover after a while when you start playing." Lin Tian worked hard to manipulate his expression, revealing an unstandard smile.
"Uh-huh. Then you cheer me on in a moment! Jiang Youxi believed Lin Tian's words, and smiled even more happily, as long as the young lady was fine.