277. The feeling of losing control
"Okay, brother will go and soak you."
“……”
After a while, Shi Boyan looked in her direction and saw that she seemed to be asleep.
His eyes fell on her quietly, and his thoughts involuntarily drifted far away.
When Tong was a child, she was locked in a closed storage room by a nanny and was very frightened.
He went to Tong's house to look for Uncle Tong, and happened to hear Tong's crying, and took her out of the storage room despite the nanny's stopping.
Although the nanny was dismissed after this incident, Tong Yu left a very serious shadow in her heart because of this.
She didn't dare to be alone in a dark and confined space.
Even if it has grown so big now, this psychological shadow has never receded.
He remembered something more than a year ago.
At that time, Tong Yu came to Shi Shi to look for him, and suddenly the entire building had a power outage, the elevator stopped running, and Tong Yu was also locked in the elevator.
She pressed the call for help in the elevator, and on the phone, she cried hysterically and asked him to hurry up and take her out.
He hurried over, just in time for the call, he saw her crying and sitting in the elevator with her face hugged, her whole body trembling.
Thinking about it now, that memory is still fresh in his mind, and he remembers every detail very clearly.
Thinking that Tong Yu was locked in the elevator today, suffering the same or even longer fear as back then, Shi Boyan subconsciously wrinkled his eyebrows.
Raised his hand and gently pressed it on the mouth of his heart, and it seemed to hurt again.
At that time, Tong Yu, seeing that he would throw himself into his arms and cry loudly, kept telling how scared he was inside, and the grievance made him feel distressed and uncomfortable.
Can ...... now
Shi Boyan's gaze quietly stopped on Tong Yu's face with her eyes closed, and the color of her pupils darkened.
She didn't tell him anything, even if she was so scared that she didn't have strength in her legs, she could still tell him that she was okay as if nothing happened.
Shi Boyan's heart was stuffy.
This feeling of losing control made him feel like he couldn't use it.
Just as he was staring at Tong Wu's face and gradually losing his mind, the secretary came in with milk at this time.
Seeing Tong Niang who was asleep on the sofa, the secretary was surprised.
was about to speak, but when he saw Shi Boyan, he put his index finger to his mouth, pointed to the coffee table, and motioned her to put it down.
The secretary understood, carefully put the milk on the coffee table, and then walked lightly and exited the office.
Shi Boyan stood up from the chair, subconsciously lightened his steps, and walked towards Tong Wu's side.
Tong Yu slept deeply and did not notice his approach.
He reached out and probed the temperature of the milk cup, which was still a little hot, and he glanced at Tong Yu's sleeping face, but did not wake her up.
"Shi Boyan, why do you do this to me, why do you ......"
In her ears, Tong Yu's hoarse voice came from her mouth, as if she was in extreme pain.
"Shi Boyan, I was wrong, can't I be wrong?"
Her voice was very low, and every word that could be spit out made Shi Boyan hear it clearly.
Her brows were tightened very tightly at the moment, despair, helplessness, pain, lovelessness, all kinds of complex emotions were unobstructed on her face.
His heart seemed to be infected by this suppressed pain, and the cells in his whole body hurt with it.